ABANDON TO LOVE

Bruce Lee said “BE LIKE WATER”.
You will see why now (and why they killed him, and his son).

The lesson we are to learn in life concerns the reason why we are born into this fallen world and are thrust into and entrusted with earthly mortal life. The lesson is that we are to learn, in a way which perhaps we could not do in heaven, how to abandon ourselves to loving God amidst our own complicity in this craven realm of pain, trauma and deception. Abandon ourselves to choosing utter devoted faith in and obeyance to a loving God we cannot see, who imagines and creates only the highest possible goodness. To be with Him for eternity, it is goodness we must abandon ourselves to without measure or limit.

In heaven everyone and everything is loveable, but as Lord Jesus said, “If ye love them which love you, what reward have ye?”(Matthew 5:46). In heaven everyone loves everyone else, and in hell no one loves anyone. But on earth we are in a perfect environment for learning to love as God loves: to abandoning ourselves to loving the apparently unlovely people who remind us that in many ways we are still unlovely ourselves!

Love is not a feeling. It is an overmastering passion to help and bless and deliver and comfort and strengthen and give joy to others just as the Lord Jesus always did.

Here on earth we have the opportunity to do what the God of Love does all the time, and to learn to abandon ourselves to loving, to giving, to seeking, and to saving others. Not a lovely feeling of affection, or physical pleasure and satisfaction, but the extreme eternal ecstasy of creating happiness and good and blessed things for others to enjoy. To cast ourselves down like the highest waterfalls, in happy giving, asking for nothing in return except the joy of doing so.

When we really begin to learn and practice that lesson we shall begin to feel at home in the eternal world of selfless love. It is so happy to love without being loved in return! Dare to be happy!

It is not some feeling one waits for, nor some special person to evoke the love. It is an attitude of WILL. I will cast myself down to giving. The lower I go the more love I am able to transmit from God to others, just like the Lord of love Himself, who was not content until He found and took the lowest place in the universe.

I spend my days on earth to learn this lesson, so that I may live forever.

 

HOW IT WORKS: WE ELECTROMAGNETICALLY TRANSMUTE THROUGH THE TORROIDAL FIELD TO BE WITH THE MOST HIGH WHO CAN ONLY SUFFER PERFECTION.

I will add an image gallery and deeper detail to this as soon as possible.

 

LOVE IS THE PERFECT LAW OF LIBERTY

It is the ultimate freedom as well. There is nothing more sovereign in completeness than love.

COMMANDED TO LOVE – Derek Prince
My alternate title:
I’M JUST A POOL, FILL ME

James 2:8, “If you really fulfill ‘you shall love your neighbor as yourself’, you will do well. So that law, you shall love your neighbor as yourself, is called two things: the perfect law and the royal law. It’s the perfect law because it includes all other laws. When you do that, you are obeying all law. And it’s the kingly law. And it’s the perfect law of freedom. This is very simple, but very profound. Nobody can stop you loving. If you have made your mind up to love, nobody can stop you. They can say all sorts of hard things about you; they can treat you in a very mean, miserable way. But they cannot stop you loving. So it’s the perfect law of liberty. Furthermore, it’s the perfect law because it contains all other laws. WHen you really love your neighbor fervently, with a pure heart, you keep all the other commandments. And it’s the perfect law of liberty. Who is totally free? The person who loves. Nobaody can stop you.

The perfect example of that is Jesus. They did everything to him: they beat him, they pierced his hands and his feet, they put a crown of thorns on his head, they gave him vinegar to drink, they abused him, they reviled him, but one thing they could not do was what? They could not stop him loving. He loved them to the end.

You see, if you love with that kind of love, nobody can stop you. It’s the perfect law of liberty. You are the only really free person on earth, because nobody can stop you doing it, what you want to do. Isn’t that wonderful? And there’s no shortage of people who need us. That’s one thing we cannot complain about. They’re not far from any of you. And they’re people who desperately need to be loved. They’re lonely, they’re not cared for, They have no answers… they’re desperate. And you don’t have to walk far from where you live to find people like that.

I’ve come to see that this is the purpose of God. It’s what God is waiting for.

There’s this fountain that God will sovereignly open up, it is not under your control, you don’t decide when it will happen. You see, there’s some things that don’t come without suffering. Suffering prepares the soil for that fountain.

Derek Prince recounts his experience in WWII, and that people who have been through tremendous danger and trials together develop very strong bonds. “Having been through it together, bonds people.” And I think Jesus wants to be bonded with us. And when we go through it together with him, we have a bond with him that cannot be broken.”

Will you make a scriptural commitment? Can you say ‘That I may know Him, and the power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His suffering.’ I realized that things come that way that cannot come any other way. God is a self-revealing God. He loves to reveal and share Himself. But I have realized that God has a deeper desire than that. He wants us to share what He goes through, to share His experiences with Him. When you go through the valley (of Bacca), you are sharing something very precious, very wonderful. You will come closer to the Lord than you’ve ever been. And that’s what God wants. He’s not interested in us suffering. What He’s interested in is sharing His suffering with us. It is a decision. How shall I express that decision? Lord, no matter what it takes, open that fountain in me. I don’t want to be superficial. I don’t want to be just a churchgoer. Lord, I want to be joy to your heart. I want you to be satisfied with ME. Not with what I do. But with me. I want to share fellowship with you in the deep places.

From Psalm 84: ‘As they pass through the valley of weeping, they make it to spring. The rain there also covers it with pools.” The word for rain there is the word that is used for the latta rain of the Holy Spirit, and I believe that’s where the latta rain falls. It covers the pools, it doesn’t cover every place: it covers the lowly places. And I have observed that, too. When the spirit of God moves, it’s the humble that get blessed. So people that have no claims, no pride, no self-righteousness; [saying] Lord, here I am, just a pool, fill me.”

Derek Prince, 4432 Commanded To Love

How To Overcome Betrayal, Rejection and Loss of Who You Love

Video

Just open yourself up and expose yourself. And if you’re wounded, let LOVE flow out of the wounds.

DIVINE LOVE DOES NOT DRAW BACK OR TURN AWAY. DIVINE LOVE TOTALLY EXPOSES ITSELF AT THE COST OF EMBARRASSMENT, SHAME OR BETRAYAL.

LOVE CAUSED JESUS TO EXPOSE HIMSELF TOTALLY ON THE CROSS.

LOVE DOESN’T HIDE. LOVE DOESNT WITHDRAW, LOVE DOESN’T TURN AWAY, LOVE DOESN’T COVER UP.

THE WOUNDS IN THE FLESH ONLY EXPOSE LOVE AND OPEN A WAY FOR IT TO FLOW FORTH.

WHEN YOU’RE ABOUT TO BE WOUNDED BY SOMEBODY YOU LOVE, WHAT DO YOU DO, TURN AWAY? DEFEND YOURSELF? RESIST? OR EXPOSE YOURSELF?

LOVE EXPOSES ITSELF WITHOUT MEASURE AND NEVER HOLDS BACK.

YOU REMAIN THERE, HOLDING SPACE, LOVE CONNECTING PERFECTLY AND INFINITELY.

LOVE IS THE MOST POWERFUL FORCE IN THE UNIVERSE.

I LOVE YOU MY GRANDDAUGHTER. STAY STRONG MY DARLING. YOU MAY NEVER READ THIS BUT I AM WRITING IT HERE. REMEMBER SITTING NEXT TO ME, WHEN I TOLD YOU THAT LOVE CONQUERS ALL. YOU ARE LOVED BEYOND MEASURE.

You are enfolded in my wings every moment every day, and covered with Love and protection, my darling. I hold that piece of soul you tore off and you have all of mine protecting you with God. The suffering will ease, my dear child. LOVE HEALS ALL. YOU ARE COVERED IN LOVE <3<3<3 ~Gramma

In Memory of Nichole Travers Little Cabana, stolen from life on December 20, 2018

#TRIGGERWARNING
Added: see bottom

 

Nichole, Bean Hollow, 2012

I was called last night by my daughter-in-law’s roommate, who realized no one had told me that she overdosed last week. I had been with her two days before, taking gifts for her and my granddaughter (named after my daughter and Nichole’s twin sister).

I stand against you Satan until my last breath fighting your evil in this life we are all in in this world you have corrupted and lives you destroy.

I am so sad for my granddaughter, she is not yet 14. Nichole’s twin sister, her mom and siblings and friends. I am loving each of you. Sending all my love.  Doing all I can to not cry and produce trauma energies for their collection.

Nichole had begun to embrace the knowledge I was sharing. (She had seen Afflicted, before our reuniting after a few years being separate – her ability to forgive and love was great.) Before I left last Monday (her twin was with us all day too, us three girls like in old times years past) she said she was wrapping her mind around it, it made her forehead hurt. HER PINEAL WAS OPENING. Praise the MOST HIGH.

Note From Nichole, age 15

LOVE HAS WINGS LOVE HAS WINGS LOVE HAS WINGS

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

I love you Nichole. I lift you up to our Creator, the Most High. He knows everything you were considering and trying to understand. He knows your heart. Your heart is Good. We are all trauma victims.

Added on January 13, 2019:

I have been writing a book called SUPERNATURAL IN MY LIFE. I did not know that Nichole had died until the 26th when her roommate (the one who followed the advice in my post DO THIS WHEN YOU REFUSE A VACCINE) called. There I was, sending texts, emails, leaving voice messages after the 18th when we were last together. I have had supernatural things occur as long as I can remember, back to age two. Never forgotten.
I wrote this early on the morning of December 21st. I write so much that this was ‘backburnered’ in my mind until, reading aloud to my friend the chapters I have finished in the book. This dear friend who helped me have my granddaugher’s weighted blanket custom-made and shipped to her because his own son almost OD’d on fentanyl just two weeks before Nichole did. (This is true #empathy.) He has known me since I was 20, old friends with the my children’s grandparents. As I began to read the most recent event of December 21st, I realized Nichole had come to visit.
Here is what I wrote, less than twenty-four hours from her death, less than 25 miles from her body in the mortuary, without knowing – NO ONE TOLD ME – she had died.

4AM WALKED INTO KITCHEN IN DARK FOR WATER, THERE WAS A FLASH OF ENERGY, December 21, 2018

At about 4AM I walked naked (I usually wear sleep clothes now, for rapture preparedness, but last night felt constricted, irritated skin, dry?) into the kitchen for lemon water (alkaline) and as I took my first step past the threshold of my bedroom door into the kitchen space there was a very fast, very intense, tight small flash of light that immediately disappeared through the wall below the window – toward the graveyard. It was very fast, very intense, very concentrated and very real and it happened like a hand clap and was gone. I felt as I poured my water like a presence lingered. I believe it was a disembodied spirit, and was keeping place with the art materials I am giving Emily. I photographed them yesterday and sent the photos to Cherie, Nichole’s roommate, since Nichole’s phone is off right now. The two boxes of art supplies are full of love. Just as when I experienced the spirit throwing my portfolio then book at the Little’s, and heard the footsteps running in the hall, so did Mamaux, just as a spirit came out of my unplugged, turned off Powerbook in 2017, this was real. It is in form like the whirl of manifestation of a jinn in cartoons. Genie. An entity.
I am so glad I am moving from here, and getting away from these demons concentrated in this forsaken church building place of pain and death. This dead town full of zombies. Not that any other location does not have them. But this ground I live on is literally full of death, being a graveyard, and old church from 1870 whose founder/minister the owners disinterred when they put in the basement steps.
If you want to see a human spirit leaving the body, watch the video at the bottom of this blog post…