Nanotechnology and Morgellons and Personal History 101

June 14, 2019
Reader email:
Hi,
Have you heard of Tony Pantalleresco?  He lives in Canada, I believe and he says that all the above ground vegetables are contaminated with smart dust….And that root vegetables are safer to eat these days.
I am interested by his views – he seems to imply that trying to directly kill the bots causes them to replicate but there is a way to destroy them (“in a top down bottom up” type method)  It’s kind of over my head but it may be something that you understand?  I thought I should send this to you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRCQXQSLSvE
Oh, and also, it struck me as interesting that there was a town in Canaan in the bible called “Ai” ; I think found in Joshua 7,8
The name of the town means heap of ruins.

My reply:

I discovered Tony P in late 2015 when I was given Lyme and Morgellons by the alphabets. In my January 2016 video on my YT Good Prevails channel (censored by YT but still there, never shows vid views and follower count is always 343, and I cannot put any more on and they use AI to rearrange my words, and edit the video visuals), I showed people how to make Colloidal Silver, based on Tony’s method, and I credited him.

I advised a nanobath soak that LookOutFCharlie also created, in a simplified form, for targeted individuals, and Suzanne Maher of Canada’s Bye Bye Blue Skies website/group who joined my Facebook group, Morgellons Focus: Alkaline Diet & Optimal Health In A Nano Toxic World, and became an FB friend as well, lifted a LOT of my original healing material and writing. My adaptation of Charlie’s nano detox bath added rotations of other things to address Lyme, Morgellons and heavy metals, as well as the frequency of bathing (increased). Maher ‘lifted’ the nanobath and published it in a form which lowered the ratios so much that it was useless. Women are so conditioned to think that elemental boron and epsom salts will “dry their skin”, yet use products made in factories from petroleum and fetal cells, dyes, perfumes and chemicals to dumb them down. The bath I did, I developed, beginning in December of 2015. Charlie’s video was a confirmation only. I was already doing what he did, based on gnowledge and experience.

Yes, I know Tony P. I never met him, but when I did glean info – we are both chemists and nerds, and both have Morgellons and are MKultra TIs – I at least credited him. I don’t plagiarize.

It is criminal that I am being followed by naturopaths who use what I have learned and developed to heal and charge big money for. Is your contact Case Adams? Or Joseph Suglia?

Tony is a dear soul. I have watched him decline as his videos progressed. Many times I have thought about how fortunate he is that at least he had someone who could tape him and ask questions so he could show healing methods and talk talk talk, all the knowledge he has to share. I have had no one to help me.

I am probably going to stop being so free with truth. I feel I am being stolen from and others are profiting. Story of my life.

Here’s my video on how to make colloidal silver.

And do not say one word to me about salt. Tony used a few grains and at first I did too, so yell at him. Read my patient and multiple replies over the last four years. People can be such cruel things, acting like herd animals on rampages. I could not remake the video. I was so sick I do not recall February and March of 2016. Then my horse Devon was laimed on the lease, and and and… life collapsed with zero support from anyone, and hardly any ability to heal, no money to spend on self-treatment and a medical system and so-called health insurance which were in actuality licensed to kill. But heal I did, and I share it with all the world. Screw you, satan.

This is the ONE video I was able to make and publish about Morgellons, published January 29, 2016. I recall making it in a stupor and it took me days. My friend Alex called me many times each day to see if I was alive. No one checked on me or cared, believing the “medical professionals”. But I survived. Now I help others, or at least, try to.

This my playlist, including the two videos of munical tapwater and nanotechnology, December 2016. More. A few vids are just shared for other channels. The NPR interview audio is completely hacked by the YT goons, rearranged to make me say things I didn’t. I have the CD of the WAMU radio station interview that NPR mailed to me. You can read the description (if they haven’t phucked with that too) to read what I said, in part. I could only do live stream videos which really were NOT live, but had to be “processed”, which at times took them overnight! WHILE THEY CHANGED WHAT I SAID AND REMOVED FACTS. Witness the clockface I resorted to using! Did they edit out my stating that I had to use it even, an analog watchface to catch them in the act?

I have been dealing with nanotechnology with complete conscious knowledge of it in my own body since I took samples of smartdust bot plates which were exuded from my right arm to a dermatologist on October 31, 2015. She confiscated them, told me I had blue fibers growing under my skin, and had me see a psychiatrist because I “was delusional”. I had been attached to by about 30 nymph deer ticks on Memorial Day weekend of 2015 while surveying a huge property on the James River outside Richmond, VA. On June 5, 2015, I realized I had a huge sore on my right heel (how biblical) and since my primary care doctors’ offices, Glenside Medical Associates in Henrico, VA (this is written in my gravatar bio) were closed (it was after 6PM on a Friday), I went to an Urgent Care in Lakeside VA. I feared I had a Brown Recluse spider bite (I have thrice been bitten by Black Widows and survived). They took a blood sample to see if I was septic (no), drew a 4″ circle around the site with a Sharpie pen, gave me a three-day Z-pack of antibiotics, and told me to go to an ER if it worsened, or to my priomary care doctors office on Monday. I did that.

She (the dermatologist) said I “had the worst skin she had ever seen” (I used to have creamy, milky white skin and never had acne or pimples, never wore makeup – a very natural beauty, to be truthful), and in a complete flash without thinking – and the assistant was out of the room, she made sure we were alone when she told me that I had blue fibers under my skin and to see a psychiatrist because I “was delusional” – in a complete, non-thinking sentence that just came out of my mouth, I said “Do I have Morgellons?” (I had never thought the word, even) and she held her face very still, close to mine, eye-to-eye like soul-searching, her pupils going back and forth with mine like that Nystagmus thing I wrote about with my cat Viktor in a post called How We Free Ourselves And Others . That dermatologist didn’t say a word. She looked at me, her face in an obvious internal struggle (she had a conscience?), then tore away her gaze and left the room, sending her assistant in to escort me out.
Every single person with Morgellons and Lyme will resonate to this as they read it.

Also, regarding that heap of ruins (back to the email above), we are cautioned in the Marion Visions (there are more, Religion Inc and the governments have kept us from access) that when the trhee days of darkness come, we are to give our livestock and outside animals food and water to survive on and go into our homes, shut the doors and windows and draw the curtains/coverings/shades/shutters/w/e, and not look out AT ALL.

Remember Lot’s wife who tuned into a pillar of salt when Sulfur as brimstone was rained down on Sodom and Gomorrah.

We are not to speak to anyone outside the house if we are called to. AT ALL. Tp fast and pray for the first day and night, the second day and night, and on the third night the moon will shine brightly and the next day will DAWN LIKE SPRING and if we have not succombed to the noxious gases (sulfur) and been taken to the Most High as Saints because of that, or been enfolded into the earth or swept away in a cataclysm, we will have lived to SEE THE NEW EARTH AND THE THOUSAND YEAR REIGN OF THE MESSIAH.

Still, we all need to detox. The Law – sacred geometry of life on a cellular level in us – says so. Read the Essene Gospel of Peace and BEGIN. The Holy Bible (as people call it) is NOT the whole truth. It is controlled, edited and partial, misleading and out of context info that was done purposely by the ROMAN EMPIRE – the ‘Holy Roman Catholic Church’ to literally keep humanity in the dark.

Parasites! Read my posts THE EXTRATERRESTRIAL PARASITES DECEPTION AND CONNECTION TO THE FRAUD OF DISEASE and this This Post Is The Mystery They Hid!

It is never too late. Your heart will be judged, but the LAW OF THE MOST HIGH is that death and all that is of Lucifer and is evil cannot exist or manifest in His Presence (this is why He sends messengers, only Enoch walked with God). (Hint: DETOX.)

So my doctor there at Glenside Medical Associates, John White, when I told him that I had been bitten by as many as thirty nymph deer ticks on Memorial Day weekend along the James River, said “Well, a Lyme test is really expensive, and you only have Medicare”. They [Urgent Care] gave you antibiotics, put this cream on it, and wrote me a prescription for an antisteroidal cream, basically what you can get at the Dollar Store but a little stronger.

The summer progressed. My granddaughter was with me every day as she was 11, too young to be left home alone while my son and his wife worked. We gardened and made art and canned vegetables and sewed and had a wonderful time. She is the one whose mother died and my children who have shunned me per End Days prophecy:  And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death.”Matthew 10:21 – did not tell me, but an angel visted and a spirit portal opened over my home, I blogged that, I am a seer, RIP Nichole whose angel was waiting in the wings as part of the love of heart intention between us all something I am open to and active in because my pineal gland is decalcified and my VMAT2 must be off the charts.

My decripit, used, cheap 21 year-old car (I am very poor since my secretly transgender DC newsman ex-husband had stolen all I owned, and my own daughter refused to sign the tags over to the car my son owned so I could by it – she sides with my ex, I am certain he made her a beneficiary on the HUGE GANNETT LIFE INSURANCE POLICY HE WAS ALLOWED TO KEEP ON MY POST_DIVORCE, ALTHOUGH THE ONLY PROPERTY WE OWNED TOGETHER WAS MY F350 DIESEL HE WAS AWARDED BY THE COURT IN A COURT-SANCTIONED THEFT OF ALL I HAD, Baltimore County, 2013. He conspired to have me shot, and the police were in collusion. So here I was, stricken with Lyme disease, working on the Miata to redo the head hasket with my son in the evenings after he got off work. I said to him “Look at my skin!” He said “I see your sores, Mom.”

Yet Dr. John White of Glenside Medical Associates refused to test me for Lyme Disease.

So on November 1, 2015 I went to the psychiatrist I had been seeing for depression. Why was I “depressed”? Who wouldn’t be, after their secretly transgender husband stole all they owned although they had been married one day less than two years, and their own daughter took his side? (She calls herself a witch publicly, as does my new daughter-in-law, but of course the entire world is Luciferian now.)

Stanley (the psych dr’s first name) had even taken me off the antidepressant because I wasn’t “depressed” anymore, because I had had THE BEST SUMMER OF MY LIFE WITH MY DEAR GRANDDAUGHTER EMILY. As a matter of fact, this esteemed Richmond doctor of psychiatry, whose daughter was herself in art school, was more like an equal to me. He loved my artwork, and I gave him a CD of what I had left of it in photographs to give to her, as she had seen a few I had emailed him and asked to see more, being inspired.

In 2005 I participated in a University of Pennsylvania study which supposedly was looking for genetic markers for bipolar disorder. I had been told by KEY POINT HEALTH IN CATONSVILLE in the early 90’s that I “was bipolar mixed state II and had ‘unaffecting’ DID”, but the drugs they wanted me to take made me feel like ZOMBIE, so I was “non-compliant”. The drugs are made to kill us.
Within a few weeks of the blood sample I gave, I got a telephone call from one of the study’s creators, a psychiatrist who asked me to come in and talk with him. He said he would explain when we met. I went, and he told me that I did NOT HAVE BIPOLAR DISORDER OR ANY DISORDER, and that he wanted to give me free psychiatric sessions at his personal offices there in Philadelphia, and removed me from the study. I met him in his luxurious downtown Philadelphia office with marble floors and huge plants and Persian carpets and scultures and paintings. He was very kind, and softspoken. He explained that we’d meet for as many sessions as necessary to help me untangled a few questions, and that I would receive a bill I did not need to pay; he would write it off. This is exactly what he did, and we met five times, I showed him my artwork (most of which Kurt stole, sold, kept or destroyed in that court-sanctioned theft), and at the fifth session, he told me I had PTSD from a lifetime of trauma.
He told me that as difficult it was to look at my artwork, if I had not been an artist and made the art I had, I would not have integrated myself from the traumas I had been through since birth, and would have had multiple personality disorder (funny how at age twelve, my mother made me read Sybil and then The Exorcist, while laying in her bed next to her in the evenings before she got ready to go to work…).
It was a lightbulb going on in my heart.

So I was one of the first people in America to be diagnosed with PTSD, and it wasn’t until almost a decade later that it was called CPTSD.

AND what my ex did to me made me have a Disassociative Fugue, and then came the medical community’s refusal to diagnose and treat me for Lyme Disease the military invented, and I developed Morgellons.
But I lost my family and I am shunned.

Back to…
He (Stanley, the day after seeing the dermo) said “Do you think you’re delusional? Because I don’t see it. I don’t think you need an antipsychotic. You need real treatment and answers and you aren’t going to get it, it sounds like.”

I think I have said enough for now. This is only the very beginning of this four-year story. When I say that my experience with being left for dead by the medical system for a disease – LYME, invented by the military on Plum Island outside Lyme, Connecticut, and Morgellons, a syndrome caused by the US Patented Ecdysone, Monsanto’s US Patented Agrobacterium which enables vertical/horizontal cross-kingdom species (animal/mold/yeast/synthetic biology utilizing heavy metals, nanotechnology and glyphosates <— abridged explanation) which like a CANARY IN A COAL MINE my body is rejecting BECAUSE I HAVE A+ BLOOD OF THE LINE OF ABEL AND A HIGH VMAT2 GENE EXPRESSION – hence I am a lifelong Targeted Individual and my own mother worked as a research nurse for the alphabets and USED ME/let them traumatize me, keeping me drugged and tied spread-eagled with ACE bandages in a hospital crib the first year of my life, and at TWO my father molested me, shattering my Kundalini, giving me a photographic memory and an extremely high IQ (between 163 and 168, depending on the test… I read 1,583 words a minute with comprehension and recall at age twelve.

AND in twelfth grade the CIA’s men in black came FIVE TIMES to my high school to recruit me. I was the only one in our 1,200 student high school less than 40 miles from DC that they recruited, the principal told me.

Oh, it’s a hornet’s nest. And I could not write fiction if I tried. THESE ARE ALL MEMORIES AND ALL ALL KNOW ME (MANY HAVE DIED NOW) HAVE HEARD THIS AD INFINITUM ALL MY LIFE.

 

My own son-in-law, a world-famous tattooer whose last name is the same as the circus leader’s in the book I owned as a child, LITTLE BLACK GOES TO THE CIRCUS (I think my daughter may have that, my book, my name written in it in my child’s hand) said to me when I once was trying to explain to him why I had so much to deal with emotionally “It sucks to be you.” Such empathy. (Ugh.)

Anyway, that is literally just the beginning of MY MORGELLONS JOURNEY, and yes, it is a book I am working on.

Remember, MARTYR MEANS WITNESS AND WE ARE LIVING SAINTS IN THE END DAYS.

So to return to the reason I am writing this: yes, I know nanotechnology. I even counselled people not to get tattooed, as two of my three tattoos “bloomed” with nanobots, Nanoswarms from my skin, activated by ELF – electromagentic frequencies.

I posted recently about Niobium magnets in a post called Excuses for Checkups and Fillings, and in the post immediately preceding that one called QuWave EMF Defender Protection Device included my Amazon Associates affiliate link to purchase them in donation to my cause of helping others here because NO ONE HELPED ME AND THE “HEALTH SYSTEM” AND GOVERNMENT AND MY OWN FAMILY LEFT ME FOR DEAD.

My Amazon Prime Account purchase history as well as all the reciepts from feed stores and tack shops, online international pharmacies and odd specialized sites are pretty impressive! Yes, Harold Kautz-Vella and I, and Max Spiers (RIP, brother killed by Black Goo, my son looks just like you, are we related?) could have great conversation and I am sure once we’re all out of these meat suits we will.

Yes, I have CPTSD. We all do, in this world hellbent on destroying humanity and replacing us with transhumans. I am very much alive and well physically and spiritually. I protect myself from nanotechnology and trauma perps and their wiles. I use the alters I was programmed with . DrippingKeysCopyrighted450p In Hawaii while playing D&D there, my character was named DRIPPING KEYS, because I made that piece my secretly transgender DC newsman half-man ex stole – it won first place at the SOWEBO FESTIVAL in Baltimore – I made it to process the experience of being raped by my father at age two, and my growth into an integrated human being because I didn’t keep skeletons in closets and do what everyone else did – that lizard in news stole that along with all my childhood writing, all my things, he is a thief and a liar and evil incarnate who, as he wrote on straightdope.com “I’m in news, I lie for a living.” and ALL OF THE ANSWERS ARE DRIPPING LIKE KEYS AT THE ENDS OF OUR FINGERTIPS.

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No, I use the alters I was programmed by Project Monarch of the CIA for GOOD. They tried to recruit me because they knew the POWER OF THE MOST HIGH GOD IN ME.

So yeah, I know a litlle bit about nano.
I can help people get the nano out. I posted the video about the nanobot swarms in the Spring right after it came out, by the ORIGINAL POSTER OF IT, not the channel that glammed onto it. (Finding that blogpost is a problem; that post and the post I did on the GEOSTORM movies of Hollywood is a problem, and if you locate them please email me their links in via the Let’s Talk contact form!) The censorship phuckery I endure drills down to accessing my own blogposts in WordPress. And I have a PREMIUM PLAN. AND yet if YouTube can edit my words and rearrange them to make it sound like I say things I didn’t, and delete visuals and replace them, and limit my channels (I’m sure it’ll be gone soon, the one I had to basically abandon – not the first one they have phucked with, they have been messing with me since I had Our Home Farm channel and the The Survivalist Gourmet! But Sally The Zombie Cheerleader can grow -> My ex’s ex? See what society has crumbled to: worse than Sodom and Gomorrah.

WHO IS LIKE UNTO GOD is what we are to say aloud in the three days darkness.

But you guys don’t hear much from me online, if you DO get a chance to notice I exist – BECAUSE I AM CENSORED.

Just like Flat Earth to dismiss God, THEY HIDE THE EVIDENCE.

P.S. I have all documentation, bills, receipts for years of self-treatment icnluding livestock medications used because Johns Hopkins would only give me three days of a vermifuge that they charged me $3,300.00 for (thank GOD I am an equestrian and know animal care and am one clinical away from my BSN in nursing, completed Pre-Med and was given a scholarship to JHH Medical School WITHOUT an MCAT because I won the AMERICAN CHEMICAL SOCIETY’S AWARD FOR OUTSTANDING ACHIEVEMENT IN ORGANIC CHEMISTRY in 1985, have an AS in Chemistry and an AS (Associate of Science) in Nursing, and 134 college credits, also am a Microsoft Certified Lan/WAN Specialist, a Comptia PC Specialist, a Goddard Space Flight Center Macintosh Technician (worked there with a Top Secret Clearance for the Y2K Refresh, worked at Discovery Health on their Health Channel launch team, and worked for Aerotek as a subcontractor. GMO and pesticide-free organic gardener and food preserver since 1978. Resumes? Got ’em. Diploma and transcripts? Yep.

Fuck with me, I’ll show you evidence. Images? THOUSANDS. FACTS? INFINITE. Just like God.

Eph6_10_18 I am SICK OF LIES. I am calm and full of love. There is little time left to fart around hoping people get hints. Take a side and use your spiritual armor. It’s all you need: Ephesians 6:10-18

To my son and daughter: YOU WERE LIED TO ABOUT ME.

And if anyone thinks this is intense, well, tomorrow is the 24th anniversary of my brother Charlie’s death. I created this blog a year ago tomorrow in honor of him.

I’m so happy to be a Child Of The Light ❤ My goodness, have you seen the kombucha? Light, Love, Blessed, Peace, Happy ❤ We are all graced to be The Elect. I am now formally out of words (well, maybe for a few minutes lol!) ❤

Namaste, I love you. I mean it.

© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET 2019
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

Censorship, Shadowbanning and Gangstalking

‘Nuff said.

Thank you, @NibiruWatch! Link:  https://paper.li/nibiruwatch/1315630669#/NibiruDaily10June2019ButTwitterShadowbannedNotifications

FIVE blogposts yesterday, traffic and stats second highest day in a year, but no interaction from others on Twitter, basically none.

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Namaste and stay strong! RIBATI! Rejoice in being a targeted individual! ❤

 

KEY POINT HEALTH, THE DOTS JUST KEEP ON CONNECTING

In an earlier post, I referred to the Baltimore County government auspices “counselling service” where the LCSW/RN I saw, a Lori B. (a three-syllable Polish name beginning with word for rear end and ending with a rhyme for witch with a vril letter, who used FLOW CHARTS CREATED BY THE ALPHABET AGENCIES TO MAKE ME FIT A PATTERN OF DEFINITION AND ACTIONS THEY MANDATED.
They destroyed my family, tearing each of us apart with lies.
Lori, I found out from another ex-clientvictim last year was actually an unmarried Catholic lesbian who had never had children, lived with another woman, and yet “counselled” me to make mine leave the home when they each turned eighteen. This tore apart what existed of the fabric of the tapestry of our small family already distorted by the trauma systems.
Remember that the Men In Black came to my high school FIVE TIMES in my twelfth grade to recruit me. Only me, out of 1,200 students. Read this.

Now I learn that KEYPOINT IS AN MKULTRA MI6 CIA PROGRAM which continued my specialization alters begun in infancy by my own parents, early MKUltra incarnate.
At 59 years, I am the oldest living VMAT2 ICE, sorry, Jean/Gene sister. You definitely look younger than me! ❤

Please keep deep diving in your memories, brethren.

Namaste ❤

Tags: alter, AMA, assassin, child abuse, CIA, CPTSD, DID, flow chart, government mental health, human cloning centers, Human Rights, illuminati Luciferian, KEY POINT HEALTH, MIND CONTROL, MKUltra, programming, Rockefeller, Rothschild, satanic ritual abuse, trauma

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WHAT THEY WANT TO TAKE FROM US: SHARRY KONOPSKI – TOUGH AS TITANIUM — by Fighting Monarch (READ)

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I have written elsewhere about the depravity of the Central Intelligence Agency and how they seek to destroy everything beautiful, good, and noble. What They Want To Take From Us (part one) What They Want To Take From Us (part two) I have also written about CIA’s use of Playboy & their abuse of Playmates. […]

via WHAT THEY WANT TO TAKE FROM US: SHARRY KONOPSKI – TOUGH AS TITANIUM — Fighting Monarch

TO HAVE AND TO HOLD

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We know the lyrics weren’t written by the band members.

To the point of disease…

Tags: all government is Luciferian, atomic bomb, Depeche Mode, 440 hertz frequency music, disease, Light Bodies, mind control, MKUltra, religion of Lucifer is witchcraft, satanic ritual abuse, trauma, war

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Excuses for checkups and fillings.

Once upon a time  (insert record scratch sound here) … there were no RFID chips or smart fibers and itty-bitty-botties…

 

Just what was said to that assembly of pediatricians at that conference in Pittsburgh in 1969 in which all attending were first instructed that no notes or recording was allowed?
Not even one teeny note to put on the <strike>skin</strike> fridge with a magnet.

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QuWave EMF Defender Protection Device

QuWave EMF Defender

For Targeted Individuals being affected by scalar waves, V2K and electromagnetic EMF ELF microwave radiation assault technologies. The QuWave Defender device QuWave sm also has solfeggio frequencies for harmonizing vibration on a cellular level, and uses Tesla subtle energies to negate forces perceived while conscious, dreaming or other REM states. I wonder if this will stop the REM sleep cloning, and am thinking that combined with the cabbage juice ropeworm protocol I suggest and share, definitely could make a body less apt to be psychotronically abused (for example in sleep paralysis, which I have had off and on since childhood, until I began to detox).
Interesting, and on #wantlist. ❤

Tags: device, EMF, human cloning, MIND CONTROL, MKUltra, protection, QuWave Defender, REM sleep,  Targeted Individual, V2K

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MOUTHS OF BABES – WHY I KNOW THEY WILL BE FREED, DNA BABY

Their artwork says it all. They just need to wake up now.

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Tags: ascension, Children of The Light, DNA, dome, Emily, family, firmament, flat earth, heart language, human cloning, I LOVE YOU, Max, MKUltra, slavery, soul trap, SRA, satanic ritual abuse, Truth

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HOW WE FREE OURSELVES AND OTHERS

May 21, 2019

Please wade through the first seven paragraphs, which are the flow to the ocean of this.

Had the cable reconnected (only internet, no TV or devices), have two modems on hand to use, each a boxed labelled for the provider. At activation, was told by “tech” in Phillipines that they could not activate it because it wasn’t supported. Meanwhile, it had already seen the network when my line from pole was turned on and I launched computer and browser. Like a racehorse at the gate, it leapt to run! She wasn’t going to complete the install even. I had to request a supervisor, who I explained this to quickly, and verbalized the steps I was doing on their launch page to activate my account the modem they said I could not use saw. Note: I use a VPN, do a few things to housekeep IP-wise, and other than that, am not a super-geek right now. For the sites I use, it should not be necessary. But we are all forced to prove our physical location with “security checks” when we do anything related to identity online. We are not at liberty. We are tracked physically, and they monitor everything, recording it. They have digitized our life now, and we feed that feast for them.

It worked great for over 48 hours straight. Then I had to log into gmail for something. The G stands for government. It feels negative and draining just using it, and who knows what is created that interacts with us via binary 1s and 0s released and emitted in the monitor refresh rate? Did what I had to do and some “housekeeping” and left, did the prophylactic geek stuff, hibernated (look at this language! What nonsense we speak!), and a few hours later got back online to watch a saved video on YT, a place we should really never sign in. Well, I HAD signed in, and replied to a comment from my very-suppressed legacy account. I chose to reply because the video itself is helpful to people (how to make colloidal silver inexpensively at home), and the comment was detracting. GovernmentMail took the opportunity to create a DOS – Denial of Service IP attack – against me. That was at 7:15-ish-PM. Did local stuff (on equipment here), nada. Had to call.

It was not until 10:15-ish-PM that I was able to get back online. Had to speak to a tech and a supervisor. When I called, the automated system did not recognize my phone number as an account, and would not let me input my account number. Had to do a manual que. The call eventually went to the tech, and she saw my account populated based on the phone number despite what I had to go through and the system had said. No explanation for that had she. Acted touch patronizing at first, but that dissipated. Meanwhile, I stayed in a place of love and patience. Explained this end here. She “pinged” the modem with a new signal at my request. Twice. It seemed dead to her. I switched it out for the other, same model. She contended again that it was not supported, I re-explained the activation experience Saturday (this was now Monday). My cell then sounded like an extension picked up, and began an audible doppler-like echo. She said she heard it.
I asked if she could access any change logs and she said she could. If that ws true, I was told there had been no account or system changes.

After what ended up a fairly authentic convo, she could do no more except advise I buy a new modem on their list – and she said something contradicting what I had been told, that they DO sell approved modems to customers, while I had been told they do NOT and had to furnish my own – I asked for a supervisor. Her name was Shae, and she was in Northern Florida. She wrote a form, read what she was typing so I could edit what she was conveying if necessary, and told me I would get a callback within two hours.

It took ten minutes. Ronald in Louisiana spent time doing same diagnostics, but assured me that he did not see why my modems should not work. He had used them for years with this ISP. Same model. He agreed that the problem was not my modems, that it may be the line. In March the line was checked twice physically when all this happened then. The tech they sent, a local resident and employee too, said it was a great line with string signal and put new connectors on. Not many people on the node, cable from pole installed before me here. No drops. So, Ronald confirmed that it was not my modems, which both worked as they should. He suggested it could be squirrels chewing the line, which I had never heard. He suggested they send a repair tech next day to put in a new line from pole, explaining a schpiel about payment for it. Hoops.

I looked at my modem and it had begun to change light patterns. Two that had been unlit (receive, online) on EACH modem the last two hours had begun to vary, and slowly began to illuminate. I asked him if he saw this on the data end and he did. Within seconds, it was fully lit, and I was able to refresh a webpage. He was able to offer no explanation. I told him in plain and clear language that this was exactly what happened in the winter, and he seemed to absorb what I was saying, in a jovial, salesman-type way. I have patiently explained all, and what seems like IP address, DNS and MAC address data is used to interfere with my online access, at node and machine level now. Asked him how to proceed if it happened again, that this is now a pattern and their observations and the service call logs document it. He was continually friendly, told me he has outages as well, and to be patient, and if it happens again to call.

I have determined that that is what gives those who target me pleasure, to surveillance and record for eternity how I handle this event. When it was going on in the late Winter, I determined not to feed into the stress they create to set a trap for my spirit.

It has been an amazing learning experience that I thought I should share. Saying NO TO 5G BY HAVING A HARD-WIRED NON-WIFI MODEM AT HOME means they will “mess with you”. We are going to spend eternity as the spirit we form ourselves with, exude, and shape others with HERE IN THIS FIVE SENSE PHYSICAL BODY INCARNATION.
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To free our souls and help free the souls of everyone we interact with, we must not succomb to the traps laid for us.We are here in this life to create the type of soul we will have eternally.

What we do here determines whether when, at death, our soul leaves our forging furnace and hammering experience of life to become a glorious being of form and radiance or a formless horror. Our discipline and attention to what we focus on, from every small action such as taking care to only use enough water needed to wash a dish and not picking our nose with our fingers, picking up a piece of trash we happen upon while walking, being kind to others, keeping good body mechanics, eat‌ing what we ought and detoxing of parasites/heavy metals/chemicals/molds/yeasts/pesticides/nanotechnology, not allowing social media to farm our endorphins by likes and virtue signalling and follower numbers – I could go on – ALL WE DO SHAPES THE FORM OF OUR ETERNAL BEING.

We were instilled with our eternal soul at conception, a Vesica Piscis creation event or torroidal force, with a pure element of THE LIGHT, the MOST HIGH GOD. We are literally graced with free will and all we do in response to what happens step-by-step in life shapes who we become when our physical body dies. Our soul is ours to shape. There is a wisdom to this that we cannot understand in the dimensions we are in here, but we must try anyway. The soul seeks and it is good to try to understand the meaning of why we are here and what Existence is. We are drawn to the Light as plants.

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It is an instantaneous and constant shift, reminding me of my dear (now passed) Siamese cat Viktor’s lavender crossed-eye Nystagmus, the constant shifting of focus between his eyes, as he paid attention and translated what he saw. I actually called him a Godcat. It is like this, and we must forgive ourselves and others for our constant missteps and failings. As Yoda said, there is no try, only do. We are perfection in the doing, choosing Good, striving for the Light, which is completely and always has been and will be unless we extinguish it ourselves, within us.

This is why The Most High took human form in The Light created as Yeshua, to cease the harm to the miscegenated masses already mislead hundreds of thousands of years ago. An example we can see is the Antlanteans, although there is evidence of earlier wiped-out-because-they-were-evil cultures in our TRUE HISTORY that they have tried to keep hidden. Atlantis was a highly technological culture who worshipped the sea-god form of satan, a Saturnalian form of what roamed the seas as the Lucifer, the dragon, the feathered serpent, Poseidon, Dogon, Leviathan, Zeus, his brother Enlil going to the Americas while he went to populate Northern Europe’s Vikings… lesser gods eventually India and sea continents…Enki, who Anu cast out, becoming the Annunaki who came here… Enki attacked his mother Tiamat, tearing her body into two and spilling her blood, the gold in earth. Earth is half of her body, Nibiru/Wormwood/PlanetX/The Destroyer is Enki’s belt and club pieces which broke apart on impact when he struck her.
Atlantis got folded into the earth by The Destroyer.
Old battle. Many earth resets by the Destroyer, which is the Purifier – The Most High God’s cleanse. But we are all drops of God, just as droplets of water in all water.
THIS IS WHAT IS HAPPENING NOW THAT THE EVIL SOULLESS BEINGS STRIVE TO KEEP YOU FROM SEEING. The reason for all the lies.
But YOU can DO THIS ❤

You need to take care of yourself kindly. You have three brains fed by all you take in: mind, heart and gut. This is why you need detox.

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Every vector the controllers’ matrix has us use or be exposed to is sorcery to keep your third eye blind. They know they have already lost though!

So be kind to yourself and others, and forgive and love yourself and others. YOU ARE ALREADY WHAT YOU CHOOSE TO BE AT EVERY MOMENT AND WHEN YOU DIE YOU BECOME THAT. Yeshua broke the contract and you are free to be LIGHT. We are TRICKED that we do not have a chance, are accidents, or meaningless.

What you can do each day:

Remember that The Purifier is here, which is why they hide the skies with geoengineered clouds (that also do many, many other harmful things as they spray us like bugs) so this geomagnetic energy is the dimensions transitioning and has effects on every level. Just remembereing that and being mindful, slowing down, not reacting but choosing, and doing this which reinforce what you CHOOSE TO BE ETERNALLY is what you need to focus on now. IT IS HAPPENING.

The shift is now and the 3rd, 4th and 5th dimensions – more? – are interacting with the Light in you and changing your DNA.

Repeat: there are unsettling, surreal and challenging things occurring everywhere to all life on all levels.

Maintain a high vibration and reinforce it with all you think, drink, do, eat, breathe, listen to, look at… CAPTURE YOUR THOUGHTS. Be like my Godcat, Viktor.

Do not allow yourself to be swayed or pulled into a current of distractions, meme-like social-steered (media or IRL in real life) currents.

Lead others to their soul’s freedom by your own being and doing.

Don’t put things off: handle stuff. At the same time, you can’t finish everything. Just your choices to do right daily are sufficient. We are never finished, but accrue achievement by our intention. There is a Higher Wisdom we will never know in this mortal life our soul is in, and some are taken before their work is done so others can continue it and finish. Be gentle with yourself.

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Be who you visualize and already are for eternity.

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Capture your thoughts and if on a negative or regretful trajectory (path), immediately shift (NYSTAGMUS!) into being in LOVE, a being of Love, and you will have transcended and therefore transmuted pain, dis-ease and suffering like gold in a furnace or crystallized elemental mineral become pure of unwanted particles (demons, basically).

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“A termite, trapped millions of years ago in pine resin, was embalmed when the resin hardened into amber. The rainbow colors indicate areas of strain created during the insect’s death struggle.”

Struggle to LIVE is better said. Though they feed on our trauma energies, which they inflict perpetually, and sorcerically, pharmaceutically and via programming, trick us into willing servitude and enslavement. I have found no better visual proof of how we become stars – angels – than this. “The rainbow colors”: the living organism’s ENERGY created this color, and color is a frequency and we SEE it, meaning it is STILL IN MOTION ETERNALLY, interacting with US, NOW.

This should help explain TARTARUS soul trap energy extraction, their charging us for utilities, what TESLA tried to let the world know was there for them, and much more.

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YOU ARE FREE ALREADY. CHOOSE TO EMBRACE THIS TRUTH, OR STAY THE HOST BODY AND BECOME A FORMLESS BEING CONSTANTLY RECLONED INTO A HOST BODY.

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Breathing Track, from PTSD – A Way Out page. I discovered this in 2012 after returning from the Dissassociative Fugue after years of MKUltra.

Breathe. Try the breathing track if you need help. You are Good, you are the love you want, we were all lied to, and you are already free, existing in each moment. Just be yourself. If you get interrupted in a process, or suddenly feel waylaid or have doubts, re-focus like Viktor. YOU ARE A VICTOR. YOUR WERE BORN A VICTOR AND THIS IS WHY THEY STEAL OUR ENERGY FROM US. That is the mystery they hid. You are DIVINE and have been since inception.

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Image courtesy of @multistagecorre

Namaste.

Tagged: targeted individual, MKUltra, mind control, pole shift, LIGHT, divine being, DNA, detox, frequency, intention, soul, Ascension, liberty, eternal, mystery school, liberation of humanity

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BE CAREFUL

BE CAREFUL

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May 6, 2019

(I go to bed/sleep by laying flat on back, no pillow, body *relaxed and open, room dark, with no LED lights, and focus inward to GOD inside, speaking lowly but audibly, thanking for LIFE, the day, that I can know THE CREATOR and speak to Him, and pray for my family , sending love/visualizing/honoring each one of them. I breathe along the breathing track, and hours later, wake up. *NO sleep aids, drugs or herbs, no alcohol. Not even aspirin.)

Went to sleep by 11PM, did above (as I do). Had had a fairly low-key day: sewed, read, wrote, watched a DVD. Ate (always home-made) lentil/vegetable soup for dinner. Drank lemon water.

I was not in a prayerful, meditative state for as long as some other nights, and guess it was perhaps 5-10 minutes. I last recall sending love to each of my children and grandchildren, feeling hugging them, and felt that it was complete, sometimes it goes a bit longer, and deep-breathed more (correction: quiet, inward, not deep) connecting with God, thinking, affirming.

I woke up, it was still dark, realizing where I was in my body, flat, on the bed, had not moved. I felt like my son was just leaving, that he and I had been together, he left “the space”, it did not feel like an end, and I said/heard (in my head, not with my mouth and ears) “BE CAREFUL”, then another word in a foreign language; an orient language. Not dissimilar to Chinese. (My arm keeps going to sleep from the shoulder as I write this.) (Back… half-hour break for morning things.)

So I “came to awareness”/returned to my body/woke up [added note: I do not practice astral travel, nor believe one should will such] by initially realizing I was in the same position I fell asleep in, slightly stiff, my neck needed to move, I felt thirsty/dry throat, and my hands were as they were as I had fallen asleep, my right hand resting on my left hand, arms crossed/hands over sternum. It was as if I settled back into my frame, and I turned my head slightly to the left: neck stopped “feeling stiff”/became non-issue. Stopped [being something I noticed]. I ‘heard’ “BE CAREFUL” and another (foreign/unknown) word in my voice [all internally heard, not five sense, in other words, ‘in my head’] spoken, it seems to my son Max, and he left, exiting the space I perceived [I/we were in], to the right.

Sounds began to filter in from “the world” “outside”. I have an open window to the left of my bed. It is as if they came in like Doppler, in concentric waves. A distant whine became a motorcycle coming from the north, going down the road and off to the south. [It seemed long and stretched out, elastic and thickening closer.] That is the direction of the road I’m on. It seemed to go on forever and left a concentric ripple like a finger pulled through half-set Jello.

I heard a jet come from the direction of the south, and recognized the sound as a military jet (as I have written in my blog) and it went off toward the north.

My hearing was very acute, and I saw it [what I heard]. It felt also like it had “mixing power”, like some kind of gravity or pull. I still had not moved and was still completely relaxed physically. I had opened my eyes a few times, and the room was lightening.

I have heavy, dark fabric over cheap (came with apartment) vinyl blinds and very large windows. By the light filtering in, I knew it was at least 4:30 or 5AM. It gets light earlier/never gets dark anymore (PlanetX/geoengineering metallic/nano clouds). The neighbor who gets up at 5:10AM M-F and starts her shower started it. (It is Monday morning and she teaches high school English.)

I thought about how profoundly aware I was of where I was – and where I am [that is the word I chose instead of ‘was’]. Told self I would write it [this experience]. Thanked GOD for letting me wake up to have another day to love people [typing that – have another day to love people – makes my chest hurt, breath catch and eyes tear/hands halt as that happens like a force hit/hitting], to know who they are. Felt awed yet not surprised at how I/this felt. I know that sorcery keeps people from seeing (past the veil).

Thought about Max Spiers and how much he looks like my son Max. Thought about “no coincidences”. How Max was with me in my “sleep”. Burned sage, made coffee, ninety minutes has passed.

Also, realized yesterday that the scientific symbol for “change” is a triangle: THE PYRAMID… Egyptian; Annunaki.

TAKE A MOMENT AND THANK MAX SPIERS

Post Script: I will, to myself, call this “BE CAREFUL”, as that is what I heard, and realized as I was typing this out that I have an artwork of that name, the image with this. (Actually, only my ex-husband who testified in court that he threw my artwork into the Spotsylvania, Virginia dump knows where it really is. All I have is some photographs left. I suspect he has my artwork, or his friends and family do, or he sold it. He took most of what I had made and owned, and lied in court, under oath: a legalized theft.