May 25, 2019
It Was Felicity
I’ve worked at horse barns most of my life, spending time since age two on my Uncle Mike’s farm, learning to ride my cousin Kimmie’s pony Princey at age four. By fourteen I had my first barn job. I mucked stalls, cleaned tack and walked sweaty school horses in endless laps around countless rings for hours a day in exchange for a one-hour weekly lesson. Silver spoon background, I had not: no wealthy parents fostered my passion. I’ll never forget my disbelief at that last job witnessing the Olympic finals teenage rider who’d worn out her show pony throw her engraved sterling silver spurs to the ring gravel as she pulled off her boots, and another throw a helmet that cost as much as a month of lessons. That is, would cost if I, my working single-mother self could’ve afforded them. No, I earned this.
In adulthood, I managed barns, training horses in exchange for board for my own. Motherhood had its own price, and to keep horses in my life required labor expenditure on my part. The difference was that commensurate with my skills came responsibility and respect. I was a self-made equestrian; I had an interesting lifestyle offering stability to my two children because I had no familial or monetary support – even court-ordered child support was held withheld from us by a mad world… but I had horses. Whether my own or others’, I was their keeper, caregiver and sometimes, their last friend. For man has a cruel hand with animals, and most humans refuse to acknowledge how heartless they themselves can be.
With my children grown, my immersion into the horse world increased. I began managing show barns, eventing, dressage, Lexington Cup, then working for Olympic level riders, caring for their million dollar horses. With wealth seemed even greater disregard. Often, I was closer to the horses than their owners.
At that last barn in 2007 was a horse named Felicity. A prematurely aged, emaciated mare; outgrown by the owner’s daughters, then leased for show like a rental car. She had literally run her heart out; they call it broken wind. Labored breath and imbalanced step was her existence. I wondered why they didn’t euthanize her, as I gave her the daily injections they kept her alive with, her suffering made worse by lack of touch. The owners wouldn’t touch her. Money was their love.
One Summer evening, as I arrived to turn out the heat-of-day-stalled equine athletes for their one hour of turnout while I cleaned their stalls, I knew it was Felicity’s time to go. Arriving there after my day job in the hour that ushers twilight in, I went to her stall first and found her chest against the wall, her throttled neck hanging in dead weight over the window ledge, with labored breath and fear in her eyes. “We’re getting spinner rims on our rigs. We can’t come. The vet’s going to put her down in the morning”, one of the owners said when I called.
They were going to let her die alone and didn’t even leave me a note.
Putting my cellphone back my pocket, with all my strength of body and will I lifted her head back out of the window, wrapping myself under her neck. We aren’t supposed to do this, they can crush us if we fall. I supported her all the way to the field gate, reluctantly leaving her standing there as I went to turn out the other four horses. I heard Felicity hit the ground from two barns and an indoor ring away. Grabbing a horse blanket, I ran. A velvet mist coated the dusk, and my eyes caught her silhouette at center of the fenceline at the west edge of the field. Experience had taught me to pad their heads against the ground lest in the throes of death their eyes are gouged out. I kept that blanket under her head and went around in circles with her as her flailing hooves sought one last hold and she gasped for air, eyes seeing beyond wild. She was not going to let life go.
A soft rain began to fall, and without thinking, I remembered asking the owners if she had ever had babies, and was told she’d had one stillborn foal, and was never bred again. Risking safety, I grabbed her head between my hands. Her lips were pulled back as she gnashed her teeth and it was dangerous, her hooves striking in all directions in wild last extensions, running from the end. “Felicity! Felicity! Listen to me, Felicity! Your baby’s out there, do you see her? She’s in the grass; she’s waiting for you to go nurse her. Go to her, go nurse your baby, Felicity!” My hands on each side of her cheeks, I pulled her gaze to where I was looking into the sunset mist and I saw her baby on the green grass waiting in the rain, looking toward her mommy. I did, and she did too. Her neck arched, and her lips curled back in a death rattle froth of foam for what seemed like forever. I held her face looking into her eyes and I saw not death, but Life. I saw her run to her baby in the green grass in the rain. I saw beyond an ending to the eternity waiting before us. Felicity helped me to see.
Laura R. Brooks
Written March, 2013
Felicity – noun; [mass noun]
1. Intense happiness.
‘What he’s talking about – as always – is how to lead a good and therefore happy life; he loved productivity and valued felicity.’
‘In this respect they work as much in favor of happiness in this world as of felicity in the next.’
‘We suspect felicity is not likely to accompany a sense of entitlement, which arises from a sullen sense that not only are things not improving but that that is because we have no control – the world does not appreciate our true worth.’
‘For such a person, felicity after death could be higher than felicity before death. But felicity is, in the end, something to be sought.’
‘All we have to do is speak our preferences plainly and a whole new world of mutual felicity should arise.’
2. The ability to find appropriate expression for one’s thoughts.
‘He exposed the kernel of the matter with his elegance and felicity of expression, and audacities of phrase struck him as grotesque monstrosities, where everything was absurd, unreal, and impossible.’
‘An original thinker always alertly attuned to contemporary culture, he was admired for his intellectual style and the felicity with which he expressed his ideas.’
‘Authentic humans draw on experience and felicity of expression, courage and uncompromising values to become witnesses to truth.’
Eloquence, aptness, appropriateness, appropriacy, suitability, suitableness, applicability, fitness, relevance, pertinence, correctness, rightness
‘I have wondered, for instance, whether it is more a sense of brushstroke rather than verbal felicity that makes for some of the most arresting words and imagery in the arts.’
‘It has been admired for ‘its simplicity, its dignity, its power, its happy turns of expression the music of its cadences, and the felicities of its rhythm.’
‘Innocent jokes depend upon verbal felicities, puns, play upon words, combining incongruous words, oscillating between occasional felicities amidst triviality.’
Late Middle English: from Old French felicite, from Latin felicitas, from felix, felic- ‘happy’.
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In Kapalbhati, the exhalation (or Rechaka) is forceful and rapid, while the inhalation (or Puraka) is normal. Holding of breath (or Kumbhaka) is not done in Kapalbhati (except when practiced along with the three Bandhas). Only inhalation and exhalation is practiced. Exhalation is the main part of Kapalbhati. The forceful exhalation throws out the carbon dioxide from the lungs and the deep inhalation increases the oxygen content in the blood. Kapalbhati purifies the nerves and the pranic nadis. It also removes excess of Kapha (one of the three Doshas in Ayurveda) from the body.
Sitting Posture for Kapalbhati Pranayama
Kapalbhati has to be practiced in a very steady posture. Padmasana, Siddhasana and Vajrasana can be used with hands resting on the knees. These asanas are most suited to maintain the posture during the rapid breathing motion. During the practice, every part of the body vibrates and it is difficult to maintain the posture unless it is properly locked into position.
In normal breathing, inhalation is the active process while exhalation is passive. In Kapalbhati this is reversed. The abdominal muscles and the diaphragm are used to forcefully exhale the air. The abdominal muscles forcefully move inwards towards the diaphragm thereby throwing the air out. The inhalation is done in a passive relaxed way to fill the lungs with fresh air. Practice without any gap between two respirations.
All pranayama practices should be learned under the guidance of a qualified yoga instructor. Also, if you have any medical condition, one should consult the doctor before taking up the practice. Kapalbhati should not be practiced by those suffering from heart ailments, high blood pressure, stroke or epilepsy. Those with ulcers should do it with caution. If you had any recent surgery of the thorax and abdomen, you should avoid the practice.
How to do Kapalbhati Pranayama?
- Practice Kapalbhati on an empty stomach. Early morning is the best time for the practice. In the evening also one can practice, if there is a gap of about 4 hours after the last meal.
- To do Kapalbhati, sit in a steady posture. Padmasana, Siddhasana or Vajrasana are the most suited.
- Place the hands on the knees and breathe normally.
- Relax the whole body and make sure the spine is straight.
- Now, breathe in and out rapidly, with exhalation being forceful. The inhalation should be passive and normal. During exhalation the belly goes inside towards the thorax, forcing out the air from the lungs. Relax during Inhalation to fill the lungs again with fresh air.
- Initially one can start with 11 rounds. Later increase it to 60 rounds in one minute. Each inhalation and exhalation should take just one second. Subsequently, with enough practice, you can increase the speed to 120 rounds per minute. Here, each inhalation and exhalation takes only half a second. Increasing the speed of Kapalbhati beyond this may not be useful as the breathing will become very shallow.
- After the number of rounds, relax and breathe normally, till the breathing rate comes back to normal. The relaxation period can be roughly between 30 seconds to a minute.
- Repeat this process about 3 times in the initial stages. For example, if you are practicing at a rate of 60 rounds per minute, then you would have completed total of 180 rounds (with gap in between after every 60 rounds, for relaxation). This completes one sitting. One may have multiple sittings – one in the morning and one in the evening.
Practice of Kapalbhati with the three Bandhas
Advanced practitioners can practice Kapalbhati along with the three Bandhas. The three Bandhas are the three locks – Mula Bandha (the perineum lock), Uddhiyana Bandha (the abdominal lock) and Jalandhara Bandha (chin Lock). This is also called Tri-Bandha or Maha Bandha.
- In this version, after 60 rounds (or 120 rounds) do a deep and forceful exhalation. Hold the breath.
- Simultaneously perform the three locks – Mula Bandha , Uddhiyana Bandha and Jalandhara Bandha, while holding the breath outside (also called Bahya Kumbhaka).
- Remain in this position for as long as you are comfortable. One can hold the breath outside for just few seconds in the beginning stages. As one progresses one can increase it to about one minute. Later on, one may even increase it up to two minutes. Only advanced practitioners can reach the Bahya Kumbhaka of two minutes. This is dangerous if there is no proper guidance. Always take the help of an advanced yoga instructor before you try it.
- While holding the breath, one can meditate on the void at the eyebrow center.
- Release the three Bandhas and inhale deeply. Do few deep inhalations and exhalations, till breathing comes back to normal. Then perform the next round.
Benefits of Kapalbhati Pranayama
- Kapalbhati cleans the cranial sinuses and can relieve cerebral thrombosis.
- It purifies the nerves and the pranic channels.
- This Pranayama removes excess of Kapha (one of the Doshas in Ayurveda) from the body.
- Kapalbhati gives a clear mind and helps to control thoughts.
- The word Kapala means skull and Bhati means to illumine. This practice adds luster to the face.
- The Hatha Yoga Pradeepika claims that Kapalbhati pranayama removes all impurities of the body.
- Kapalbhati is the best practice available to oxygenate the blood.
- It helps to remove abdominal fat and is an excellent practice for obesity.
- Kapalbhati strengthens the abdominal muscles.
- The practice of Kapalbhati helps to regulate the breathing mechanism. It prepares the body and mind to take up advanced practices of Pranayama.
From the Yogic Way of Life website.
I must reiterate the importance of the PTSD and CPTSD Breathing Track exercise, which I learned of and began practicing in 2012. I was one of the first people to be recognized with PTSD, in 2005. Prior to that, it was seen as something only military, emergency rescuers developed. A lifetime of satanic ritual abuse is the cause of CPTSD. One can recover, although it is said to be impossible… they just want you to believe that to keep you from realizing it was done to you because of who you are: a DIVINE LIGHT BEING WITH A HIGH VMAT2 GENE EXPRESSION.
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May 19, 2019
The last hour or so, birds outside have been sounding (again) like it’s time to duck-and-cover. Ominous grey skies of messed-up geoengineering ‘clouds’, near-scirocco winds, and I sense a disturbance in The Force amongst our community.
Now is a good time to share the calming Ascension Tea© I make for myself. It’s not an everyday thing, because it is made from Valerian Root, which contains the chemical formula copied to make Valium, AKA Mother’s Little Helper. It’s really simple to make, and just adds a slight sense of calmness: nothing dramatic. Certainly not as dramatic as the day (and days ahead).
Clockwise from left (assume everything is non-GMO and organic except for the Twining’s): raw powdered ginger root, dried hibiscus flowers, cut dried raw valerian root, Twining’s Jasmine/Green Tea leaves, vitamin C crystals, MSM (Methysulfonylmethane) crystals, and distilled water. (I repeated this from the image caption, yes.)
All I do is put equal proportions of the three into a pot of distilled water that has come to a boil but is removed from the burner. Add the herbs, steep 10 minutes, strain through a metal sieve, add honey, stevia – or not – raw ginger, MSM and VitC are optional. I add the MSM and C always, and have learned to appreciate the lack of sweetness. Raw ginger is good in it, and so is lime juice (or lemon).
I love the ruby color from the hibiscus! (This is also a great tea for Herxing.) The MSM and Vitamin C each help clear the cells as strong antioxidants. MSM gives us sulfur we really need to combat the cellular destruction caused by geoengineering and 5G, LiFi, etc. Parasites cannot stand raw ginger, which is why it is known as anti-cancer and anti-inflammatory. Both are mislabeled cancer, when really, disease is caused ultimately by parasites, the biggest one being Lucifer.
This tea actually does raise your vibration within your cells. You will sense it working immediately. Your spirit and soul need this now, in the time of geostorm electromagnetic frequency shift of the crossing of Nibiru the elite hide with the weaponized weather.
I explain all this in the FREE CHAPTER of my book, EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET, which you can request by contacting me through the Let’s Talk tab!
I apologize for the brevity of this post. Trying to figure something back-end out here. I do wish we truthers could work together now in a real way, instead of each laboring separately. So much to learn, the curve is high, time decreasing.
Namaste and love, guys ❤
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MANIFESTING OUR DESTINY OF POST-DIMENSIONAL FORM (OR NOT): SUFFERING ANNEALS THE SOUL, PART 2
This is part two of a continuing examination on the effect of human suffering on souls, to untangle to fact that we are timeless stars, if we are one with the Most High God.
Part one is here.
“Within the guardian of my heart you remain as a wonderful mystery. I am overcome with awe, for within you there is something God-inspired. It bestows strange powers upon you, so that at the appointed time you fight for air and light. You will be a man of courage, for such men are born to the fearless and good. Strength and beauty, courage and modesty have mated, that you may be the heir of their gifts. *Your heritage was chosen by those who gave you life.
It is your fate, my son, as a child born of woman, to fight and grasp, to grimly hold on to life as reach across to this side of the earthly portal. There are dark powers that would drag you back, but you are not for them. O let the great light be ever with you, as a watchman’s fire on a lonely road, when the evil powers beset your way. I pray, from the very inmost recess of my heart, that the Lords of Form walk with you and ever protect you from the Formless Ones.” – Kolbrin MAN:29:20-22
Lords of Form = ANGELS, and these are STARS
Formless Ones = DEMONS, DISEMBODIED SPIRITS, JINN, ALIENS (FALLEN ANGELS), PARASITES (interdimensional)
*This indicates that we are chosen, thus called the elect, and as those who know within their heart that they are Children of the Light, Children of the Most High God, we were predestined. This blows the hindu/vedic myth that we chose this life out of the water. We only do so if we chose to fail OR if we are of Anunnaki makeup, the Tribe of Dan, the Canaanites – any child of Enki, Enlil and Marduk in purpose. Like my deluded neighbor when I told her I was an activist after she brought up “the weather” and I reminded her it was created. She said she knew “but doesn’t focus on it”, rather, goes through life as an “objective observer choosing not to focus on negative things” like geoengineering, child and animal abuse, etc., and fools herself thinking that she is enlightened because she “doesn’t judge” someone for eating fast food and drinking soda as being someone who needs to learn that the garbage they put in creates their nature.
Being this way is being an ostrich and not making waves or improving ANYTHING. It is a way of delusion, and the concept that Christ is just another ascended master is complete delusion. This thinking laid the foundation for the lies that NPR – National Public Radio – spews 24/7, and paved/paves the way for / executes the satanic transhumanist agenda.
Points to remember:
– We are stars if we are those who seek the Light
– This physical human incarnation is to refine our soul
– We return until we learn the lessons
– Like the echoes of concentric doppler reverb, we are distanced out beyond our ability to absolutely quantify what our heart knows is real and that is FAITH
– The Creator Most High God – the Light, the energy of creation – is within us, our body is – The Temple, our heart is where LOVE is
– The evil entity trauma farms to trap us in pain
– Everyone we love and miss is with us now for we are eternal, this world is illusion, what is real is what we cannot see
– They trap us in materialism
– They sap and cannibalize us because they want to live forever and our love is their drug in that they get off on our pain of loss perceived in this 3D world we are in
– Once we let go of that idea (loss, grief, pain, regrets) we are free and enlightened
– We are what we eat (and drink, breathe, wear, hear, etc) physically and this affects our pineal third eye connection, they made a business of controlling this
– They are the 4th Reich
– The stars and planets are these beings. Stars are angels. The formless ones are disembodied spirits known as demons, satans, jinn – all parasites
– There are more and more of these disembodied spirits because A. They used CERN to open the GATES OF HELL and B. They use synthetic biology and witchcraft and MKUltra (which is actually age-old, but Mengele perfected it)
– They have already lost: it is just playing out in this winding down time-line we perceive
– We are stars, we are stars, we are Children of the Light and our spiritual armor and high vibration are stronger than any other thing
“The scribe records his own thoughts” (KOLBRIN, the scribe wrote that, they copied, not interpret or teach – words in caps in brackets, mine [LIKE THIS]):
“What is there in man that sends his thoughts afar, seeking the unknown? Who first struck the spark of life and sent it forth on its mission to fill the earth with its glorious burning flame? My pen sets down these words, and behind the pen is my hand. Behind the hand are my heart and will, and behind them my loving spirit. What stands at the other end of the chain reaching upward from these words? Can it be that man is unable to see You are the directing power within his thoughts, because his thoughts are themselves within You? Is it that the within cannot see the without, though the without sees the within? Are my thoughts in a tangled skein which I lack the ability to unravel? Though not a scribe, I write because my father wrote, yet I am not a learned man. Can it be that things hidden from me are known to other men?
Whatever directs the thoughts of men does not leave them free from doubt. It arises strongly when a man dies, for some say he still is, while others say he is not. Which, O my God, is true? Teach me; let me know, that I may tell it unto all men. Is there an inborn thing in man, which never dies? Is there an everlasting part in men, or all they all heirs of decay? Men seeks assurance and are told to have faith [REMEMBER THAT THIS WAS WRITTEN OVER 18,000 YEARS AGO]. They want a substantial God they can see, and therefore make an idol of wood or stone, can this be so very wrong? [YES, IF IS NOT THE MOST HIGH GOD, BUT IF A SO-CALLED GOOD DIETY, GOD TAUGHT THAT IT IS BETTER FOR THE LOWBORN TO WORSHIP SMALLER GODS THEY UNDERSTOOD, IF THEY WERE DOING GOOD, THAN EVIL ONES: THAT WORSHIP WAS STILL WORSHIP OF THE MOST HIGH GOD TO THE BEST OF THEIR ABILITY TO UNDERSTAND, AS SLAVES/LULUs OR STRANGERS I.E. ALIEN/FALLEN ANGEL BLOOD HYBRID HUMANS] Men need a rule of life, something, in which they can repose absolute trust, they want sincerity and love.”
“I cannot blame You, my God, if You have turned Your back on men, for they have deserted the path of righteousness shown them by the men of olden times. Truth is with us no more, and men choose the pleasant paths of ignorance in preference to the more austere and profitable one. The pure worship, which once filled this land and guided its people has fallen prey to greedy and ambitious men. Its cornerstone is no longer the rigorous life of devoted service, which brings its own revelation. Its centrepiece is no longer the dark chamber of austerity where great spirits sought the light, but the pomp elaborate but empty ceremonial and futile sacrifice. It is a thing of well organized but barren ritual, the perverted tool of unscrupulous priests. The temples have become refuges for those who seek to avoid the trials of life. How can such be as they ever be true servants of God? Where, except from among them, can He find servants? I see, I understand, but, my God, it is hard for one who suffers such as I to face the truth without bitterness. Am I, who did not ask to enter this place of sorrows, to suffer for the wrongdoing and ignorance of others? Is there no dividing line between those who remain loyal and those who have deserted you? Perhaps this, too, I understand, for are we not taught that all are brothers, and men stand and fall with their kindred?
I do not erase the words I have inscribed with heavy heart and a spirit overburdened with grief and perplexity, for through the enveloping mists of sorrow, I perceive a light dimly. This is my message to those who follow and who may be tossed on the turbulent waters of despondency and despair, my pitiful contribution to the great total of inherited wisdom: If you seek God and find Him not, then blame lies with the men and not with God. For the spirit of man has begotten something which has stepped between to stop the ears of the everlasting inner man. He is blinded by the thick mummy wrappings of muttered ritual and vain ceremonial, misled by ignorant and hypocritical priests [THIS MATERIAL LIFE AND ALL IN IT / THE BIOCHEMICAL LOBOTOMY]. Yet God is still merciful, for knowing those destined for darkness and terror in the life to come [SHEOL/HELL/SOULTRAP/LOSS OF SOUL CONSCIOUSNESS/AI BORG ASSIMILATION], he showers success and good fortune upon them here. KNowing those destined for life as Glorious Ones, He further refines and tests them with sorrow and affliction, that their glory may be greater. I know, for in declaring my trust by setting forth these things, my heart has suddenly been filled with an indescribable light of spiritual illumination, and now I know greater things beyond any hint of doubt. I too am awakened.”
As I read this passage from the Kolbrin, I recalled my son’s love of the book The LOWLY WORM. He was under two years old, it was a large library book, perhaps the same author as Where’s Waldo? (Same time period, for sure). Now I see that, like the globe earth model and evolution, both lies created to hide the fact that we are divine created beings, Lowly the Worm was written to entrain toddlers that they were no more important than another countless worm in the dirt they crawled on and played in.
Certainly we know that is wrong, just as this scribe wrote, realizing via his work re-writing for posterity the ancient, sacred knowledge for man’s perpetuity to be safely stored, protected against the next – coming, impending – Destroyer crossing how real it is, the soul in us.
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Full version of Dave Murphy on Macedonian Milenko’s talk show:
A ‘bullet point’ version:
Looking into the Antarctica coverup:
They steered EVERYTHING we think of as history:
What happened when the music industry was changed to 440 Hz, and why:
Vortex-based Math related to free energy and our soul/heart intention:
Fallen angels, nephilim, giants… Gary Wayne interview (Gen6 conspiracy)
Architecture of power buildings, collecting soul energies:
Tartarian Empire, Free Energy and the Mud Flood (Samuel Clemens/Mark Twain wrote a book called The Year Without A Summer)
They take our trauma energy from the aether via the wires and electric substations and have the gall to sell it back to us as electricity. This is the ultimate free energy, via we the slaves. Blogpost: THEY HIDE THE EVIDENCE – TARTARUS – SOUL ENERGY USED AS POWER
Tweet Tweet is the secondary post, the primary is below, which makes this tertiary! And I have added the link to the study itself. I know Aug Tellez doesn’t mind my sharing his post: we are all waymaking for the journey Home.
The University of Exeter conducted a study entitled Doses of Neighborhood Nature: The Benefits for Mental Health of Living with Nature (link), and according to this study, people living in neighborhoods with more birds, shrubs, and trees are less likely to suffer from depression, anxiety and stress.
Psalm 102:7 “I watch, and am as a sparrow alone upon the house top.”
The Hanging Pillar of Lepakshi temple in India defies understanding in today’s architectural terms. The legend gives the town a significant place in the Ramayana — this was where the bird Jatayu fell, wounded after a futile battle against Ravana who was carrying away Sita. When Sri Rama reached the spot, he saw the bird and said compassionately, “Le Pakshi” — ‘rise, bird’ in Telugu. Later, a colossal rock in a village in Kerala, known as ‘Jatayu Rock’, where the largest bird sculpture in the world is built, is believed to be the sacred spot where the mythical bird Jatayu fell when Ravana chopped off its wings.
Birds are very significant spiritually. And I do not necessarily mean that, in their original incarnations, they were spirits we should look to for guidance. Remember that, in the history we decipher, discern and decode, what came to be known as the Egyptian, Sumerian and Mesopotamian cultures show us that there were dieties with heads of birds. That ~suddenly~ the Egyptian culture appeared on earth, full of knowledge and technologies we cannot reproduce, and some we reverse-engineer. Their dieties (pharaohs) taught people the arts all things. We know too that the fallen angels are responsible for miscegenation of species. So I just want to be sure to clarify this point: birds are spiritually significant for many reasons – not all fluff and roses.
I am writing on fasting today because I’m doing an eight-day fast. It began the evening of the 15th, before the Sabbath on Saturday (the true sabbath, not the fake date in place from the vatican and its Gregorian calendar which keeps people from actually observing true holy days), and will continue until next Sunday the 24th. I guess that technically will become a nine-day fast, but I am called to bookend it with the Sabbath dates. So today is day three.
I drink herbal tea (chamomile, peppermint) and fair trade coffee in the morning, with cacao, pure stevia, powdered reishi and ground cayenne. I am still using a small amount of powdered milk: I know that I should not be.
Then I also drink my home-distilled-into-glass-water (far purer than storebought) with lemon and ACV, or without.
WHY AM I FASTING? I’m fasting for greater knowledge and clear instruction of purpose in these days of tribulation. The earth is in between Nibiru crossing cycles right now, although one can easily see the breadth and red glow of the system in the skies spanning our horizon, and the eerie glow of multiple light sources making the night skies no longer dark. As I look out the windows at night, hours after sundown in any direction, the sky is actually lighter than the white houses around mine. As a university-trained Black and White Zone System photographer who ran darkrooms (I specialized in Infrared film photography actually, and silver augmentation), who was taught by a friend and student of Ansel Adams, and as an artist formally trained in color, value, hue and scale at the Maryland Institute College of Art and University of Maryland, and as a lifelong naturalist and organic gardener, I assure you that the skies world-over now are manipulated to hide what’s incoming.
Not only are the skies manipulated, but we are, on every level and vector of possible effect: air, water, food, medicine, sound, media, all systems of education and [dis]information, EMF… everything.
There is not one thing that is not designed to kill us.
As a matter of fact, they make us pay them to kill ourselves. They are the consummate parasites, and we are their hosts.
Fasting is the most powerful thing one can do to regain spiritual alignment and attain refinement vibrationally. It is also completely downplayed, even ridiculed, by the churches today. And by churches, I refer to every single 501c3-designated, government-approved tax-exempt organization, regardless of denomination. No one fasts anymore. It’s seen as antiquated. It’s even seen as a sign of mental instability. What is now referred to as extreme religious fanatacism, which, as we know from the fluoridation program and the FunVax mass spraying worldwide, the elite are intent on destroying the human soul’s God-link within all peoples, this actual, resident connection to God within our brains, the pineal gland calcification project. The pineal gland being the seat of the soul. The third eye, where our sixth sense lies.
Fasting is free. It does not profit them. Fasting is a sword of the spirit we sharpen when we do not eat. When we fell from our original state, and our energetic light bodies became corrupted and carnal, susceptible to disease, and subject to certain death, food became a ball and chain tethering us to the state of iniquity that man is in, in these meat suits we wear.
When we fast, we literally starve the parasites which are in every system and process of our body. By not having to push rotting, putrefying plants and animal products through our pipelines, our cymatic, vibrational state rises, as we are 92% water. On a water fast, toxins are flushed out, thinking becomes clearer, emotions level, and one becomes energized. It is a wonderful thing, unlike any high from activities or medications or drugs! I can only hold childbirth, motherhood and nursing as being up there on the positve scale, but even they don’t come close to how amazing it is to fast!
The Essene Gospel of Peace is one to read (hidden from us by the vatican, of course, and most so-called Christian react with self-righteous horror when it is recommended to be read as direct instruction from the Messiah Christ Yehushua). In this scripture, Jesus instructs us of the value of fasting as well as how to perform enemas with a gourd.
There is no reason not to fast.
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I was called last night by my daughter-in-law’s roommate, who realized no one had told me that she overdosed last week. I had been with her two days before, taking gifts for her and my granddaughter (named after my daughter and Nichole’s twin sister).
I stand against you Satan until my last breath fighting your evil in this life we are all in in this world you have corrupted and lives you destroy.
I am so sad for my granddaughter, she is not yet 14. Nichole’s twin sister, her mom and siblings and friends. I am loving each of you. Sending all my love. Doing all I can to not cry and produce trauma energies for their collection.
Nichole had begun to embrace the knowledge I was sharing. (She had seen Afflicted, before our reuniting after a few years being separate – her ability to forgive…
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#MostHighGod for coming to this #prisonplanet as #LightBeing in form of man #Yeshua injecting->our #DNA your perfect 23 chromosome blood of LIFE directly into the photons of our cells & cerebrospinal fluid for all who awake to the #mystery they [nephilim, controllers] hid
We have been freed for 2,018 years and counting. Accept this and let go trauma; the soul trap.
You are loved. Love has wings. Our DNA is divine. Do not worry, E, let it go. LOVE IS ALL THERE IS. Live in it now, today, tomorrow, and each breath. You may not understand, but do not have to. It understands you, Love. Love made you. <3<3<3 YOU ARE LOVE.