Nanotechnology and Morgellons and Personal History 101

June 14, 2019
Reader email:
Hi,
Have you heard of Tony Pantalleresco?  He lives in Canada, I believe and he says that all the above ground vegetables are contaminated with smart dust….And that root vegetables are safer to eat these days.
I am interested by his views – he seems to imply that trying to directly kill the bots causes them to replicate but there is a way to destroy them (“in a top down bottom up” type method)  It’s kind of over my head but it may be something that you understand?  I thought I should send this to you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRCQXQSLSvE
Oh, and also, it struck me as interesting that there was a town in Canaan in the bible called “Ai” ; I think found in Joshua 7,8
The name of the town means heap of ruins.

My reply:

I discovered Tony P in late 2015 when I was given Lyme and Morgellons by the alphabets. In my January 2016 video on my YT Good Prevails channel (censored by YT but still there, never shows vid views and follower count is always 343, and I cannot put any more on and they use AI to rearrange my words, and edit the video visuals), I showed people how to make Colloidal Silver, based on Tony’s method, and I credited him.

I advised a nanobath soak that LookOutFCharlie also created, in a simplified form, for targeted individuals, and Suzanne Maher of Canada’s Bye Bye Blue Skies website/group who joined my Facebook group, Morgellons Focus: Alkaline Diet & Optimal Health In A Nano Toxic World, and became an FB friend as well, lifted a LOT of my original healing material and writing. My adaptation of Charlie’s nano detox bath added rotations of other things to address Lyme, Morgellons and heavy metals, as well as the frequency of bathing (increased). Maher ‘lifted’ the nanobath and published it in a form which lowered the ratios so much that it was useless. Women are so conditioned to think that elemental boron and epsom salts will “dry their skin”, yet use products made in factories from petroleum and fetal cells, dyes, perfumes and chemicals to dumb them down. The bath I did, I developed, beginning in December of 2015. Charlie’s video was a confirmation only. I was already doing what he did, based on gnowledge and experience.

Yes, I know Tony P. I never met him, but when I did glean info – we are both chemists and nerds, and both have Morgellons and are MKultra TIs – I at least credited him. I don’t plagiarize.

It is criminal that I am being followed by naturopaths who use what I have learned and developed to heal and charge big money for. Is your contact Case Adams? Or Joseph Suglia?

Tony is a dear soul. I have watched him decline as his videos progressed. Many times I have thought about how fortunate he is that at least he had someone who could tape him and ask questions so he could show healing methods and talk talk talk, all the knowledge he has to share. I have had no one to help me.

I am probably going to stop being so free with truth. I feel I am being stolen from and others are profiting. Story of my life.

Here’s my video on how to make colloidal silver.

And do not say one word to me about salt. Tony used a few grains and at first I did too, so yell at him. Read my patient and multiple replies over the last four years. People can be such cruel things, acting like herd animals on rampages. I could not remake the video. I was so sick I do not recall February and March of 2016. Then my horse Devon was laimed on the lease, and and and… life collapsed with zero support from anyone, and hardly any ability to heal, no money to spend on self-treatment and a medical system and so-called health insurance which were in actuality licensed to kill. But heal I did, and I share it with all the world. Screw you, satan.

This is the ONE video I was able to make and publish about Morgellons, published January 29, 2016. I recall making it in a stupor and it took me days. My friend Alex called me many times each day to see if I was alive. No one checked on me or cared, believing the “medical professionals”. But I survived. Now I help others, or at least, try to.

This my playlist, including the two videos of munical tapwater and nanotechnology, December 2016. More. A few vids are just shared for other channels. The NPR interview audio is completely hacked by the YT goons, rearranged to make me say things I didn’t. I have the CD of the WAMU radio station interview that NPR mailed to me. You can read the description (if they haven’t phucked with that too) to read what I said, in part. I could only do live stream videos which really were NOT live, but had to be “processed”, which at times took them overnight! WHILE THEY CHANGED WHAT I SAID AND REMOVED FACTS. Witness the clockface I resorted to using! Did they edit out my stating that I had to use it even, an analog watchface to catch them in the act?

I have been dealing with nanotechnology with complete conscious knowledge of it in my own body since I took samples of smartdust bot plates which were exuded from my right arm to a dermatologist on October 31, 2015. She confiscated them, told me I had blue fibers growing under my skin, and had me see a psychiatrist because I “was delusional”. I had been attached to by about 30 nymph deer ticks on Memorial Day weekend of 2015 while surveying a huge property on the James River outside Richmond, VA. On June 5, 2015, I realized I had a huge sore on my right heel (how biblical) and since my primary care doctors’ offices, Glenside Medical Associates in Henrico, VA (this is written in my gravatar bio) were closed (it was after 6PM on a Friday), I went to an Urgent Care in Lakeside VA. I feared I had a Brown Recluse spider bite (I have thrice been bitten by Black Widows and survived). They took a blood sample to see if I was septic (no), drew a 4″ circle around the site with a Sharpie pen, gave me a three-day Z-pack of antibiotics, and told me to go to an ER if it worsened, or to my priomary care doctors office on Monday. I did that.

She (the dermatologist) said I “had the worst skin she had ever seen” (I used to have creamy, milky white skin and never had acne or pimples, never wore makeup – a very natural beauty, to be truthful), and in a complete flash without thinking – and the assistant was out of the room, she made sure we were alone when she told me that I had blue fibers under my skin and to see a psychiatrist because I “was delusional” – in a complete, non-thinking sentence that just came out of my mouth, I said “Do I have Morgellons?” (I had never thought the word, even) and she held her face very still, close to mine, eye-to-eye like soul-searching, her pupils going back and forth with mine like that Nystagmus thing I wrote about with my cat Viktor in a post called How We Free Ourselves And Others . That dermatologist didn’t say a word. She looked at me, her face in an obvious internal struggle (she had a conscience?), then tore away her gaze and left the room, sending her assistant in to escort me out.
Every single person with Morgellons and Lyme will resonate to this as they read it.

Also, regarding that heap of ruins (back to the email above), we are cautioned in the Marion Visions (there are more, Religion Inc and the governments have kept us from access) that when the trhee days of darkness come, we are to give our livestock and outside animals food and water to survive on and go into our homes, shut the doors and windows and draw the curtains/coverings/shades/shutters/w/e, and not look out AT ALL.

Remember Lot’s wife who tuned into a pillar of salt when Sulfur as brimstone was rained down on Sodom and Gomorrah.

We are not to speak to anyone outside the house if we are called to. AT ALL. Tp fast and pray for the first day and night, the second day and night, and on the third night the moon will shine brightly and the next day will DAWN LIKE SPRING and if we have not succombed to the noxious gases (sulfur) and been taken to the Most High as Saints because of that, or been enfolded into the earth or swept away in a cataclysm, we will have lived to SEE THE NEW EARTH AND THE THOUSAND YEAR REIGN OF THE MESSIAH.

Still, we all need to detox. The Law – sacred geometry of life on a cellular level in us – says so. Read the Essene Gospel of Peace and BEGIN. The Holy Bible (as people call it) is NOT the whole truth. It is controlled, edited and partial, misleading and out of context info that was done purposely by the ROMAN EMPIRE – the ‘Holy Roman Catholic Church’ to literally keep humanity in the dark.

Parasites! Read my posts THE EXTRATERRESTRIAL PARASITES DECEPTION AND CONNECTION TO THE FRAUD OF DISEASE and this This Post Is The Mystery They Hid!

It is never too late. Your heart will be judged, but the LAW OF THE MOST HIGH is that death and all that is of Lucifer and is evil cannot exist or manifest in His Presence (this is why He sends messengers, only Enoch walked with God). (Hint: DETOX.)

So my doctor there at Glenside Medical Associates, John White, when I told him that I had been bitten by as many as thirty nymph deer ticks on Memorial Day weekend along the James River, said “Well, a Lyme test is really expensive, and you only have Medicare”. They [Urgent Care] gave you antibiotics, put this cream on it, and wrote me a prescription for an antisteroidal cream, basically what you can get at the Dollar Store but a little stronger.

The summer progressed. My granddaughter was with me every day as she was 11, too young to be left home alone while my son and his wife worked. We gardened and made art and canned vegetables and sewed and had a wonderful time. She is the one whose mother died and my children who have shunned me per End Days prophecy:  And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death.”Matthew 10:21 – did not tell me, but an angel visted and a spirit portal opened over my home, I blogged that, I am a seer, RIP Nichole whose angel was waiting in the wings as part of the love of heart intention between us all something I am open to and active in because my pineal gland is decalcified and my VMAT2 must be off the charts.

My decripit, used, cheap 21 year-old car (I am very poor since my secretly transgender DC newsman ex-husband had stolen all I owned, and my own daughter refused to sign the tags over to the car my son owned so I could by it – she sides with my ex, I am certain he made her a beneficiary on the HUGE GANNETT LIFE INSURANCE POLICY HE WAS ALLOWED TO KEEP ON MY POST_DIVORCE, ALTHOUGH THE ONLY PROPERTY WE OWNED TOGETHER WAS MY F350 DIESEL HE WAS AWARDED BY THE COURT IN A COURT-SANCTIONED THEFT OF ALL I HAD, Baltimore County, 2013. He conspired to have me shot, and the police were in collusion. So here I was, stricken with Lyme disease, working on the Miata to redo the head hasket with my son in the evenings after he got off work. I said to him “Look at my skin!” He said “I see your sores, Mom.”

Yet Dr. John White of Glenside Medical Associates refused to test me for Lyme Disease.

So on November 1, 2015 I went to the psychiatrist I had been seeing for depression. Why was I “depressed”? Who wouldn’t be, after their secretly transgender husband stole all they owned although they had been married one day less than two years, and their own daughter took his side? (She calls herself a witch publicly, as does my new daughter-in-law, but of course the entire world is Luciferian now.)

Stanley (the psych dr’s first name) had even taken me off the antidepressant because I wasn’t “depressed” anymore, because I had had THE BEST SUMMER OF MY LIFE WITH MY DEAR GRANDDAUGHTER EMILY. As a matter of fact, this esteemed Richmond doctor of psychiatry, whose daughter was herself in art school, was more like an equal to me. He loved my artwork, and I gave him a CD of what I had left of it in photographs to give to her, as she had seen a few I had emailed him and asked to see more, being inspired.

In 2005 I participated in a University of Pennsylvania study which supposedly was looking for genetic markers for bipolar disorder. I had been told by KEY POINT HEALTH IN CATONSVILLE in the early 90’s that I “was bipolar mixed state II and had ‘unaffecting’ DID”, but the drugs they wanted me to take made me feel like ZOMBIE, so I was “non-compliant”. The drugs are made to kill us.
Within a few weeks of the blood sample I gave, I got a telephone call from one of the study’s creators, a psychiatrist who asked me to come in and talk with him. He said he would explain when we met. I went, and he told me that I did NOT HAVE BIPOLAR DISORDER OR ANY DISORDER, and that he wanted to give me free psychiatric sessions at his personal offices there in Philadelphia, and removed me from the study. I met him in his luxurious downtown Philadelphia office with marble floors and huge plants and Persian carpets and scultures and paintings. He was very kind, and softspoken. He explained that we’d meet for as many sessions as necessary to help me untangled a few questions, and that I would receive a bill I did not need to pay; he would write it off. This is exactly what he did, and we met five times, I showed him my artwork (most of which Kurt stole, sold, kept or destroyed in that court-sanctioned theft), and at the fifth session, he told me I had PTSD from a lifetime of trauma.
He told me that as difficult it was to look at my artwork, if I had not been an artist and made the art I had, I would not have integrated myself from the traumas I had been through since birth, and would have had multiple personality disorder (funny how at age twelve, my mother made me read Sybil and then The Exorcist, while laying in her bed next to her in the evenings before she got ready to go to work…).
It was a lightbulb going on in my heart.

So I was one of the first people in America to be diagnosed with PTSD, and it wasn’t until almost a decade later that it was called CPTSD.

AND what my ex did to me made me have a Disassociative Fugue, and then came the medical community’s refusal to diagnose and treat me for Lyme Disease the military invented, and I developed Morgellons.
But I lost my family and I am shunned.

Back to…
He (Stanley, the day after seeing the dermo) said “Do you think you’re delusional? Because I don’t see it. I don’t think you need an antipsychotic. You need real treatment and answers and you aren’t going to get it, it sounds like.”

I think I have said enough for now. This is only the very beginning of this four-year story. When I say that my experience with being left for dead by the medical system for a disease – LYME, invented by the military on Plum Island outside Lyme, Connecticut, and Morgellons, a syndrome caused by the US Patented Ecdysone, Monsanto’s US Patented Agrobacterium which enables vertical/horizontal cross-kingdom species (animal/mold/yeast/synthetic biology utilizing heavy metals, nanotechnology and glyphosates <— abridged explanation) which like a CANARY IN A COAL MINE my body is rejecting BECAUSE I HAVE A+ BLOOD OF THE LINE OF ABEL AND A HIGH VMAT2 GENE EXPRESSION – hence I am a lifelong Targeted Individual and my own mother worked as a research nurse for the alphabets and USED ME/let them traumatize me, keeping me drugged and tied spread-eagled with ACE bandages in a hospital crib the first year of my life, and at TWO my father molested me, shattering my Kundalini, giving me a photographic memory and an extremely high IQ (between 163 and 168, depending on the test… I read 1,583 words a minute with comprehension and recall at age twelve.

AND in twelfth grade the CIA’s men in black came FIVE TIMES to my high school to recruit me. I was the only one in our 1,200 student high school less than 40 miles from DC that they recruited, the principal told me.

Oh, it’s a hornet’s nest. And I could not write fiction if I tried. THESE ARE ALL MEMORIES AND ALL ALL KNOW ME (MANY HAVE DIED NOW) HAVE HEARD THIS AD INFINITUM ALL MY LIFE.

 

My own son-in-law, a world-famous tattooer whose last name is the same as the circus leader’s in the book I owned as a child, LITTLE BLACK GOES TO THE CIRCUS (I think my daughter may have that, my book, my name written in it in my child’s hand) said to me when I once was trying to explain to him why I had so much to deal with emotionally “It sucks to be you.” Such empathy. (Ugh.)

Anyway, that is literally just the beginning of MY MORGELLONS JOURNEY, and yes, it is a book I am working on.

Remember, MARTYR MEANS WITNESS AND WE ARE LIVING SAINTS IN THE END DAYS.

So to return to the reason I am writing this: yes, I know nanotechnology. I even counselled people not to get tattooed, as two of my three tattoos “bloomed” with nanobots, Nanoswarms from my skin, activated by ELF – electromagentic frequencies.

I posted recently about Niobium magnets in a post called Excuses for Checkups and Fillings, and in the post immediately preceding that one called QuWave EMF Defender Protection Device included my Amazon Associates affiliate link to purchase them in donation to my cause of helping others here because NO ONE HELPED ME AND THE “HEALTH SYSTEM” AND GOVERNMENT AND MY OWN FAMILY LEFT ME FOR DEAD.

My Amazon Prime Account purchase history as well as all the reciepts from feed stores and tack shops, online international pharmacies and odd specialized sites are pretty impressive! Yes, Harold Kautz-Vella and I, and Max Spiers (RIP, brother killed by Black Goo, my son looks just like you, are we related?) could have great conversation and I am sure once we’re all out of these meat suits we will.

Yes, I have CPTSD. We all do, in this world hellbent on destroying humanity and replacing us with transhumans. I am very much alive and well physically and spiritually. I protect myself from nanotechnology and trauma perps and their wiles. I use the alters I was programmed with . DrippingKeysCopyrighted450p In Hawaii while playing D&D there, my character was named DRIPPING KEYS, because I made that piece my secretly transgender DC newsman half-man ex stole – it won first place at the SOWEBO FESTIVAL in Baltimore – I made it to process the experience of being raped by my father at age two, and my growth into an integrated human being because I didn’t keep skeletons in closets and do what everyone else did – that lizard in news stole that along with all my childhood writing, all my things, he is a thief and a liar and evil incarnate who, as he wrote on straightdope.com “I’m in news, I lie for a living.” and ALL OF THE ANSWERS ARE DRIPPING LIKE KEYS AT THE ENDS OF OUR FINGERTIPS.

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No, I use the alters I was programmed by Project Monarch of the CIA for GOOD. They tried to recruit me because they knew the POWER OF THE MOST HIGH GOD IN ME.

So yeah, I know a litlle bit about nano.
I can help people get the nano out. I posted the video about the nanobot swarms in the Spring right after it came out, by the ORIGINAL POSTER OF IT, not the channel that glammed onto it. (Finding that blogpost is a problem; that post and the post I did on the GEOSTORM movies of Hollywood is a problem, and if you locate them please email me their links in via the Let’s Talk contact form!) The censorship phuckery I endure drills down to accessing my own blogposts in WordPress. And I have a PREMIUM PLAN. AND yet if YouTube can edit my words and rearrange them to make it sound like I say things I didn’t, and delete visuals and replace them, and limit my channels (I’m sure it’ll be gone soon, the one I had to basically abandon – not the first one they have phucked with, they have been messing with me since I had Our Home Farm channel and the The Survivalist Gourmet! But Sally The Zombie Cheerleader can grow -> My ex’s ex? See what society has crumbled to: worse than Sodom and Gomorrah.

WHO IS LIKE UNTO GOD is what we are to say aloud in the three days darkness.

But you guys don’t hear much from me online, if you DO get a chance to notice I exist – BECAUSE I AM CENSORED.

Just like Flat Earth to dismiss God, THEY HIDE THE EVIDENCE.

P.S. I have all documentation, bills, receipts for years of self-treatment icnluding livestock medications used because Johns Hopkins would only give me three days of a vermifuge that they charged me $3,300.00 for (thank GOD I am an equestrian and know animal care and am one clinical away from my BSN in nursing, completed Pre-Med and was given a scholarship to JHH Medical School WITHOUT an MCAT because I won the AMERICAN CHEMICAL SOCIETY’S AWARD FOR OUTSTANDING ACHIEVEMENT IN ORGANIC CHEMISTRY in 1985, have an AS in Chemistry and an AS (Associate of Science) in Nursing, and 134 college credits, also am a Microsoft Certified Lan/WAN Specialist, a Comptia PC Specialist, a Goddard Space Flight Center Macintosh Technician (worked there with a Top Secret Clearance for the Y2K Refresh, worked at Discovery Health on their Health Channel launch team, and worked for Aerotek as a subcontractor. GMO and pesticide-free organic gardener and food preserver since 1978. Resumes? Got ’em. Diploma and transcripts? Yep.

Fuck with me, I’ll show you evidence. Images? THOUSANDS. FACTS? INFINITE. Just like God.

Eph6_10_18 I am SICK OF LIES. I am calm and full of love. There is little time left to fart around hoping people get hints. Take a side and use your spiritual armor. It’s all you need: Ephesians 6:10-18

To my son and daughter: YOU WERE LIED TO ABOUT ME.

And if anyone thinks this is intense, well, tomorrow is the 24th anniversary of my brother Charlie’s death. I created this blog a year ago tomorrow in honor of him.

I’m so happy to be a Child Of The Light ❤ My goodness, have you seen the kombucha? Light, Love, Blessed, Peace, Happy ❤ We are all graced to be The Elect. I am now formally out of words (well, maybe for a few minutes lol!) ❤

Namaste, I love you. I mean it.

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KEY POINT HEALTH, THE DOTS JUST KEEP ON CONNECTING

In an earlier post, I referred to the Baltimore County government auspices “counselling service” where the LCSW/RN I saw, a Lori B. (a three-syllable Polish name beginning with word for rear end and ending with a rhyme for witch with a vril letter, who used FLOW CHARTS CREATED BY THE ALPHABET AGENCIES TO MAKE ME FIT A PATTERN OF DEFINITION AND ACTIONS THEY MANDATED.
They destroyed my family, tearing each of us apart with lies.
Lori, I found out from another ex-clientvictim last year was actually an unmarried Catholic lesbian who had never had children, lived with another woman, and yet “counselled” me to make mine leave the home when they each turned eighteen. This tore apart what existed of the fabric of the tapestry of our small family already distorted by the trauma systems.
Remember that the Men In Black came to my high school FIVE TIMES in my twelfth grade to recruit me. Only me, out of 1,200 students. Read this.

Now I learn that KEYPOINT IS AN MKULTRA MI6 CIA PROGRAM which continued my specialization alters begun in infancy by my own parents, early MKUltra incarnate.
At 59 years, I am the oldest living VMAT2 ICE, sorry, Jean/Gene sister. You definitely look younger than me! ❤

Please keep deep diving in your memories, brethren.

Namaste ❤

Tags: alter, AMA, assassin, child abuse, CIA, CPTSD, DID, flow chart, government mental health, human cloning centers, Human Rights, illuminati Luciferian, KEY POINT HEALTH, MIND CONTROL, MKUltra, programming, Rockefeller, Rothschild, satanic ritual abuse, trauma

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EXTRA SMALL

June 4, 2019

The electrogravitic crafts are increasing in number now. The amount of spraying done is staggering, and I have been watching for over ten years, and becoming very vocal about it since 2011. The number of cloaked crafts too is unprecedented. From the cover they are laying, it looks to me that Nibiru is crossing now in a transit from the E/NE.

For about a week now, every night it sounds like a river is flowing in the sky. About a month and a half ago, I wrote here that it sounded similar to that. Perhaps its system is so close now that tracking is more difficult, AKA the forest for the trees? Sometimes I think that the Dobbs Model and Albers the Physicist are off. There are ancient and enormous volcano forms rising up in a line deep under the ocean, approaching Connecticut. Archeological remains and roads are rising up from under the ocean floor in the Bermuda Bimini area of Atlantis. THEY LOOK TO BE LEYLINE GRIDMARKERS. Some big YouTube channels talked about this phenomenon, but failed to understand it.

Earth is unfolding to refold. It does not happen in a constant moment (as the word vision I had at age 19 said – I guess that makes me an oracle?). Typical “weathercasters” call the HAARPed area of the NEXRAD map “gravity waves” – HAHAHA! @MikeMostwill removed the tweet I refer to but here is the @MrMbb333 video showing the rising undersea formations offshore in the East Coast MidAtlantic ocean.

Should I offer cookies again? (Must I spell this out, the reference?) And to think the Annunaki who run this world still think they can control the process of cashing in as their home comes into our magnetosphere, as I blogged about here, in frantic denial of prophecy coming true, predictions made and preserved by scribes long before Mesopotamia was established (yes these records were kept, but hidden – it’s hard to get THEM, but in reading the ones we CAN read, they are quoted and referred to).

Not many seem to give heed to the roadmaps for this territory we were left in all the ancient texts.

THE ANNUNAKI TRANSFER IS HAPPENING NOW.
Eyes anywhere else are distracted ones.

I BELIEVE THAT THE CLOAKED SHIPS ARE TAKING THE GOLD RESOURCES – AND BLOOD AND HUMANS, WHOLE OR DISMEMBERED – TO DOCKING PLATFORM STATIONS TO RELAY WITH NIBIRU AND THAT SOUL COLLECTION IS HAPPENING. This has been what the Akkadians – the Annunakis – have done for possibly as long as 340,000 years, in approximately 12-year cycles.

To me the is THE MOST RATIONAL EXPLANATION for their creation of geoengineering and the 5G control grid.

The sudden success of late term and live birth abortion, the push for pedophilia and human ritual sacrifice add more evidence that they are taking human resources. We are their human resources. They are DESPERATE and like every other cycle of the crossing of their home planet, they are doing the same. It is coming to a crescendo pitch.

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Cloaked Annunaki craft over buildings in London where POTUS is visiting, collecting human resources during the Nibiru transit.

Dogs let outside to use the yard to potty and run around often begin barking wildly, and whining and howling inconsolably. When I go out into the world, people everywhere look lost, angry and basically, tortured.
And fat. They all are fat with parasites.
And it originally was not the fault of humans. Religion, Inc. lied to everyone. This is the worst crime of all, making the fall of humankind possible.

I wrote this yesterday morning:

It sounds like a river running, a coursing river of rapids, coming from the sky above.
The electromagnetic plasma arc storms; two yesterday, onethe day before that. It’s become almost daily now.
The sound: like far-off huge, low rushing, like engines trawling, but from above! You can hear it and feel it in your chest; your core: it’s undeniably real, audible, a constant.

Last night in the middle of the night [that would be the wee hours of 3June EST], the skies as far as I could see out my upstairs windows were clear; I could see ALL THE STARS. They were clearer than ever.

I could see them there three nights ago, too. I knew I would because my room was dark, like night ~should~ be… no “noctoluminescent clouds”. Eleven of them (“new cloud names”) were invented with name terms for the geoengineering coverup of The Destroyer coming in as it has since Lucifer rebelled and came to earth to be called Enki. I think “they” let the stars show at night so they can see and navigate these resource transports off-world by them, since they harvest so much along shorelines and in urbanized areas. No WONDER they want to move people out of the rural, remote areas and into planned zones.

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And at 6AM, full daylight. I thought I’d slept until 8Am EASY. A supersonic jet flies by and leaves a trail of the vapors that drop into [as I type this out, a loud emergency siren that sounds like the tsunami warning system just went off. BTW, those towers are here now too. In Potato Chip town on the east coast.  Regularly spaced puffs hanging like bulbs from a string across the sky – like an epoxy, a two-part admixture of aerosolized particulates – and by the time I could get my camera, they’d HAARPed it into the beginning of a whiteout.

And to the what-I-once-called-west the dull reddish glow haze of red-oxide Nibiru (red from the blood of souls they sacrificed, and ALL THE ABORTIONS AND ORGAN HARVESTING, and we are in it’s apron, the fearsome twin tail of Wormwood.

The storms will continue, and worsen. Be prepared.

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Know that LOVE WINS THIS BATTLE, but do NOT be complacent. Get OUT of your comfort zone and infuriate people. Heap burning coals of kindness on their head as you stand consistent and firm in re-educating them as to what’s really going on. Point out how poorly humans are faring now.

Focus your heart intention on everyone you love. If you can, fast. If you have never fasted, try for one day. Then gradually increase. And do the hacks that I share with you. Do the ETA Ropeworm Protocol you can request HERE. Get off the computer more and LIVE. Meditate and pray, and share what you know with others.

This is THE TIME. THE OPPORTUNITY IS NOW, since they have already seized it, and are seizing as many of us as they can. You have GOT TO WAKE PEOPLE UP TO THE HUMAN CLONING CENTERS. Show others the drawings my children did!

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The images of child abuse in black and white, depicted as dolls, are from this video, which one must now sign into YouTube to watch, as it is marked 18+, even though public schools teach sex to kindergarteners now.

I began my Dollwork art series, which my secretly transgender newsman ex-husband stole from me, in 1996. I created this piece called DRIPPING KEYS, and it won first place in Baltimore’s SOWEBO Festival Art Show in 1997.  I made it to process the child abuse I endured from birth, perpetrated by family, church and the system.DrippingKeysCopyrighted450p He stole that from me.

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This half-man whose YouTube channel banner is a shot of the mast truck he operates for a major network in DC. Yep, the false flag Sandy Hook. What a lizard.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Getting this out now. Keep your vibration high. Stay alkaline and take in lots of vitamin C.

Love you, my family ❤

Tags: abortion, children, human cloning, LOVE, Nibiru, PlanetX, PTSD, satanic ritual abuse, SRA, The Destroyer, Wormwood

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TO HAVE AND TO HOLD

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We know the lyrics weren’t written by the band members.

To the point of disease…

Tags: all government is Luciferian, atomic bomb, Depeche Mode, 440 hertz frequency music, disease, Light Bodies, mind control, MKUltra, religion of Lucifer is witchcraft, satanic ritual abuse, trauma, war

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NOTRE DAME CATHEDRAL IN FRANCE PLASMA ARC ENERGY HARVEST RITUAL

Notre Dame Cathedral in France, built 855 years ago in 1163 has been destroyed by fire inferno. This Tartarus energy collection building is undoubtedly taken down intentionally – a ritual sacrifice of soul energy collection from the collective trauma felt by all humans reacting to this loss, and moreso possibly by the energy entrapped dimensionally within the structure and the effect its loss has in the leyline grids created by the Annunaki hundreds of thousands of years ago.

The actual logical cause would be from plasma arcs, just like the 26 poles that were snapped at the Boeing  plant, reported by @Marfoogle

 

The cause is being attributed to renovations in ‘the attic’, or ‘terrorism’, which as we know is caused by dark-minded factions with occult agendas.

How like the Twin Towers collapsing, Notre Dame’s two spires doing same.
THIS IS NOT AN ACCIDENT.

Slideshow of its fiery consumption

 

 

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The Wizard Of OZ Exposé, Via NPR

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It is the 80th anniversary of the film The Wizard Of Oz, one of #Hollywood’s most obvious, hidden in plain sight programming movies created to reveal the sleight of metal hand they use as…

ARE WE COMMITTING HUBRIS UNDER DRIPPING KEYS? (Updated)

ARE WE COMMITTING HUBRIS UNDER DRIPPING KEYS? (Edited)
March 25, 2019

DRIPPING KEYS is a mixed media assemblage I made in 1996-1997, working out issues of trauma from infancy into adulthood. Ironically, my ex-husband the DC newsman stole much of my artwork from me, either destroying, keeping or selling it, and this low-rez image is all I have left. This piece won first place in Baltimore’s SOWEBO Festival in 1997. It is named DRIPPING KEYS because I pierced each of the doll’s fingertips through the nailbed and hung antique keys from them, showing how we all have all the answers we need at our fingertips, if we only seek. They are attached to us. The irony I mention is that my ex’s attempt to erase me and profit from destroying my life will only serve to hurt him. Releasing the trauma and forgiving him allows Love to transmute the experience of loss and grief, and heal.

THE LITTLE BLACK SHEEP
Poor little black sheep that strayed away,
gotten lost in the wind and rain.
And the shepherd, he say “Oh hireling, go find my sheep again.”
And the hireling frowned, “Oh shepherd, that sheep is black and bad!”
But the shepherd, he smiled like the little black sheep is the only one he had.
And he say “Oh hireling, hasten! For the wind, and the rain, and the cold! And that little black sheep is lonesome out there so far from the fold!”
And the hireling frowned “Oh shepherd, that sheep am old, and grey.”
But the shepherd smiled like that little black sheep was fair as the break of day;
was fair as the break of day.
And he say, “Oh hireling! Hasten! Lo, here’s the ninety and nine, but there away from the fold is that little black sheep of mine.”
And the hireling frowned “Oh shepherd! The rest of the sheep are here!”
But the shepherd, he smiled like the little black sheep he holdeth the mostest dear;
he holdeth the mostest dear.
And the shepherd went out in the darkness, where the night was cold and bleak, and the little black sheep, he find it, and lay it across his cheek.
And the hireling frowned “Oh shepherd, don’t bring that sheep to me.”
But the shepherd, he smiled, and hold it close,
and the little black sheep is me;
and the little black sheep is me.

(We are our own worst enemies, not recognizing our own value. He, the hireling would have left himself to die, were it not for the unfathomable love provided.)

Yesterday was the fourth sunday that I have spent at the Conservative #Mennonite study and service, and then at dinner in the home of a family, with another family and all their children. Yesterday it was a beautiful group of eleven siblings ranging from ages two to twenty, and 19 humans eating wholesome homegrown food at table, with a meal begun with thanks and ending with a short song. The hosts were the deacon I had talked with last week, and his wife, who is also a fellow Lyme and associated co-infections victim and sufferer. Victim in that Lyme “disease” is a bioweapon created by the government/military industrial complex at the Lab 257 Facility on Plum Island just outside of Lyme, Connecticutt which “escaped via wild bird transmission vectors” and began to decimate the world population – depopulate, technically – beginning there, and so is named Lyme for the county is initially appeared in. Sufferer because one must fight the co-infections all one’s life, at great expense on every level. Thankfully for her, they found an ethical LLMD (Lyme-literate medical doctor) and she was given three years of compound antibiotics, intravenous megadosage liposomal vitamin C therapy, and more other supportive comparative medicine as well as homeopathic. In name, the Mennonites believe homeopathy is witchcraft and do not support use of it, but still trust the system’s medical establishment. Again, I recognize this as a result of their not knowing due to isolation and programming. They don’t use social media and other digital platforms to ferret out real news put out by investigative researchers who strive to regain the knowledge hidden from us by the controllers. But I am not picking that argument: it can be, it all depends on whether it’s used as plant intelligence for healing or in a pharmakiea purpose, which I see is more easily made a wrong then a right, due to the sin in all humans.

The first medical doctor this Mennonite woman went to was not able to treat her for Lyme, and she had to find an LLMD on her own. When we first talked about our shared disease, she had been unaware that it was crafted by the government in a clandestine military lab, designed to kill people, and had found its way to ticks via birds. She and her husband – very intelligent people – believed what most have been told, “it comes from ticks”. The LLMD she sees (still; she must have begun to present with symptoms the same time I did, interestingly) certainly did not inform her of its genesis. And the doctor she saw before finding the LLMD said he could not treat her for Lyme, that it was depression; all in her head. It is beyond criminal that the deep state has made and turned loose on the public this bioweapon, in their terrorist fashion of population dismantling, person-by-person, on all levels, and telling them “it’s in their head”.

Even in the Kolbrin, thousands of years before the bible recognized by churches of this world was written, the wise men and women elders who were the shamanic healers of the people “Threw prescriptions into the fire”. Yes, PRESCRIPTIONS. Herbs and elements, and collected things chosen for their alchemical properties made into draughts (drinks) or burned (inhaled or witnessed smoke, ashes) to affect visions, and other extradimensional objectives beyond manipulating humans, animals and events. It was called pharmacy over 12,000 years ago (if not 18,000 or more; the sacred ancient texts are so numerous that I am not expert and I do not think I ever will be. Zen Garcia @EndeavorFreedom could speak to this though) and it still is, and as time has progressed, under the guise of “healthcare” is a malevolent business. IT’S WITCHCRAFT.

“… As there is no counsel against the Lord, so there is no keeping down of verity, but it will spring up and come out of dust and ashes.” – John Foxe, FOXE’s BOOK OF MARTYRS

I mention all this because I am sharing with you my thinking process and my reactions to this level of practiced goodness. What “drives it home” is the separation from this world. More than anything else, and I guess much like the difference one feels after fasting and parasite, mold, yeast and heavy metal detox (ALL the detox!), the place one is able to be within, removed from this world’s influence and distractions – the veils – is the place our soul is. It is profound, and a homecoming.

But it is not without conflict.

As I shared in my post last week about the topics I spoke with this couple about: artificial intelligence, 5G, GMOs, vaccines, heavy metals, fluoride, nanotechnology, geoengineering, the healthcare conspiracy, pesticides and other things which cause gender confusion from within to destroy the human race with Baphomet transhumanism, and more (I didn’t go at all into the incoming Nibiru/Wormwood coverup using NASA and all governments, the fact that no government is benevolent, what false flags are and why they need to realize 9-11 was a massive human sacrifice of witchcraft, the Agendas 21, 30 and 50, or Flat Earth, the alien deception, the energy industry (Tartarus VS. free-Tesla, bioetheric collection done with power grids, petrochemicals and their former state as the previous life on earth of giants, leviathans and the original verdant ground and teeming waters)… oh, SO much more to have said!
But they can’t hear it. At least not THIS level of members, and I am not (not that I have been told per se) such a one chosen to MAKE them hear it. Yet I tried, last week and then some yesterday with the wife. While they acknowledge that there may be fact in what I say, to change their life would be, to them, to submit to fear, and they have none, in thier walk. I think that I agree with them about what she (the deacon’s wife) did attempt to explain to me yesterday: that it is not necessary for us to know all things, because God does, and He is in control. On a personal level, I see and experience us seekers and watchers online here, striving to decode what’s going on in this shift, these days as the Grand Crossing approaches, and we are devoted to shedding the lies we were inculcated with mentally, behaviorally, psychologically, medically, emotionally, spiritually, physically and ultimately genetically. TO KNOW THE CREATOR OF ALL, WHO GIVES LIFE, that we feel within ourselves, in our soul. This is why we detox: not to look pretty. We do it because we a called from within to find the path to eternal life. The CREATOR calls us from within our cells.

Not all are called. In fact few are. Fewer still, tragically, thanks to the VMAT2-targeted virus FUN-VAX, developed by the military industrial complex and put in flu/Rhino and aerosolized vaccines deployed at ground level. It cannot be assumed that it is not in the stratospheric aerosol injections sprayed above, for at least the dozen years the Pentagon video was leaked (it’s date/timestamped). So I can’t blame these people for disbelieving the verity or merit – the NEED TO BE AWARE – of what I try to reveal. I am others, for I am not alone. There are thousands of us “here in the trenches”: #watchers watching, calling out… #whistleblowers, #truthers.

We are a species with amnesia. Why? It’s been wiped from our collective DNA hard drive of consciousness by Nibiru each approximately 3,400 years! And the Saturnalian elite occult the truth! All history taught is whitewashed and false. Even Samuel Clemens / Mark Twain nodded to this in the story Tom Sawyer and his fence whitewashing.
But how much do we really need to understand, and at what level?
Isn’t much of this “angels’-level knowledge? Or fallen angels called gods?
Is getting mired in this distracting us from our purpose here, to become One again with THE ONE?

ARE WE COMMITTING HUBRIS?

Case in point: the @MartinGeddes post recently, in which metacosmologic truths are decoded at a Calculus or at least higher algebraic “N for where N equals” equations of what become imaginary numbers. My math went as far as algebra I and II, geometry, trigonometry, pre-calculus and physics I, with general chemistry, inorganic chemistry I and II, and organic chemistry I and II, skipping industrial chemistry because I’d been given a full scholarship to the Johns Hopkins School of Medicine after receiving – one of twelve students regionally – the American Chemical Society Award for Excellence in Academic Achievement. (I also turned down jobs with Merck, DOW and McCormick, planning on going to JH med school, but my brother suicided, which I know was a result of MKUltra mind control.) Only adding my scientific background to underscore my appreciation and understanding of the level of investigation Geddes and others (Aug Tellez, for one) pursue and disseminate. In essence, to substantiate my ability to offer meaningful input on this subject.

I completely vouch for one benefit: turning inside-out and deconstructing the garment tapestry of creation to this level – Stephen Hawking did this, discovering God at the end of his life of equations – this process is bringing many to a realization that there is a Creator, reclaiming them from having been lost, trapped in the matrix.
Are we becoming too smart for our own (ultimate, eternal) good?
We don’t want to be #mentalists. That’s satans’s realm: a trap.
How long does one remain connected to what is now the very thing that is replicating us?

It seems that we then become voluntary ouroboros of Humans 2.0. After all, in the last calendar year we learned that Facebook, working with Tavistock and other private elite social steering entities, was sharing our data collected after triggering endocrine-level responses generated (likes), had had to shut down robots who developed their own language in Building Eight (satan’s number), Google’s owner had met with DARPA to sell private user location data coordinates for drone strikes of American citizens, and it is now difficult to find a home without surveillance of artificial intelligence in it. The interference run against me via millimeter wave technology, V2K, satellites, and data packet disruption, denial of service attacks, and finally, DNS registry blocks and hardwired CAT5 modem resets (and other things) proved to me the degree to which the grid – the worldwide web, remember its name is so for a reason, and it was created by the military – controls our information, efforts, productivity and output, our interactions (connection with the world of family, friends and public) and emotions.
WE FEED OURSELVES INTO IT.
HENCE WE CREATE OUR OWN REPLACEMENTS.
Or put it this way. We make our own clones.
TOO MUCH KNOWLEDGE!

Here is writing warning against this, by Enoch’s son Methuselah from the Book Of Enoch, which the catholic church removed from the bible, along with 13 other books, to keep us blinded:

“6 And a command has gone forth from the presence of the Lord concerning those who dwell on the earth that their ruin is accomplished because they have learnt all the secrets of the angels, and all the violence of the Satans, and all their powers – and all the power of those who practice sorcery, and the power of witchcraft, and the power of those who makes molten images for the whole earth: 9 for I have asked the Lord of Spirits as touching this commotion on earth. 10 And He said unto me, Because of their unrighteousness their judgement has been determined upon and shall not be withheld by me for ever. Because of the sorceries which they have searched out and learnt, the earth and those who dwell upon it shall be destroyed.” – Book of Enoch 77:6-10

Keep in mind that this was written before the deluge Flood of Noah, which occurred during a Nibiru crossing (that is how these EMF events are effected, and we know that all is cymatics).
We are clearly warned not to repeat what was done by the Babylonians.

Chapter 80 of the Book of Enoch is a point-for-point confirmation of the current time we live in:

1 And in those days the angel Uriel answered and said to me: ‘Behold, I have shown thee everything, Enoch, and I have revealed everything to thee that thou shouldest see this sun and this moon, and the leaders of the stars of the heaven and all those who turn them, their tasks and times and departures.
2 And in the days of the sinners the years shall be shortened,
And their seed shall be tardy on their lands and fields,
And all things on the earth shall alter,
And shall not appear in their time:
And the rain shall be kept back
And the heaven shall withhold (it).
3 And in those times the fruits of the earth shall be backward,
And shall not grow in their time,
And the fruits of the trees shall be withheld in their time.
4 And the moon shall alter her order,
And not appear in her time.
5 [And in those days the sun shall be sun and he shall journey in the evening on the extremity of the great chariot in the west]
And shall shine more brightly than accords with the order of light.
6 And many chiefs of the stars shall transgress the order (prescribed).
And these shall alter their orbits and tasks,
And not appear at the seasons prescribed to them.
7 And the whole order of the stars shall be concealed from the sinners,
And the thoughts of those on earth shall err concerning them,
[And they shall be altered from all their ways],
Yea, they shall err and take them to be gods.
8 And evil shall be multiplied unto them,
And punishment shall come upon them So as to destroy all’.

You can go read this for yourself: The Apocrypha, Book of Enoch online

Perhaps the Mennonites have a point here. Maybe we should all get off the internet. Just stop using it, stop keeping it in our houses, cars, and on our bodies. Crush your FitBit with a hammer, your Alexa too! Refuse to use apps and smart devices: DO NOT CONSENT. They track us with all of this.
Just the other day I was going into the GIANT (notice the naming of businesses, yet they continue to try to hide the fact that giants existed) grocery store, and saw this sign by the door: “TECH TALK – Learn to use your Giant grocery shopping app” session. Registers are all becoming automated, replacing cashiers, at all food store chains (chains AKA bondage, get it?) they want us to order digitaly for delivery or pickup. Will they have self-driving cars? (Do you have one? Every car made after 2006 has OnStar, which can be remotely controlled to drive, thus in the wrong control – AI – is a serious threat). GIANT already has a huge robot in the store ostensibly for spills, but it sure looks like it could kill someone, or in numbers, barricade exits and entrances. Certainly it surveillances, uplinking to SkyNet.
The Internet Of Things, once 5G is fully implemented, becomes the Internet Of Everything. ONE RING TO RULE THEM ALL. I have come to the conclusion that it may be the beast. I don’t KNOW know; this isn’t prophesying. But I wonder if it is, because of Operations Space Fence and Solar Warden, and the millimeter wave controlled neural lace everyone has now (do the Red Wine Test! We ALL have Morgellons!). And the programming and mass mind control surveillance. #Transhumanism. A POST human world.

I did make a point while talking with the deacon’s wife sunday about how, if two glasses of water were placed in front of them, and one was pure, clean water, while the other had arsenic or even just mud in it, which would they drink, knowing that faith protects them? That point was taken. However, there does exist a problem in their thinking, and I recognize it as cognitive dissonance and the programming: they think 9-11 really happened and was a terrorist event. That the medically industry can largely be trusted. That “some years are rainier, some drier.” Climate control and geoengineering? I broached that twice, and the reaction was the same stereotypical one we get as truthers trying to talk to sheeple. So even though their own short version handbook of regulations refers to television and radio as “a sewer pipeline of filth into the home”, which I concur with completely (I basically stopped the daily watching of television at age 14 in 1974, and I stopped listening to radio within the last two years) they are still receiving worldly news via the elite-controlled avenues of controlled information. They are not aware of what is really going on. If they were, I think they would perhaps be even more invested in their daily spiritually commission of soul-winning by being less isolated from the world in order to have an effect on those who need the love they so obviously have and wish to give (they are incredibly kind, ethical and deeply caring people), and less concerned with having large families, farms and businesses. Still, they’re right: ultimately it’s in the ultimate controller’s – the Creator’s omniscient, omnipresent hand of omnipotent plan. They let go to that in complete surrender and trust.
Does that make them ostriches?

Perhaps the highest level within their church know these things, and tell the descending heirarchy of members just what they ‘need to know’. I am curious, and have been told I will one day meet their bishop. I’d like to speak with him, but am unsure of what his reception would be, based on that of the deacon thus far. As I told his wife yesterday, I can’t unlearn what I know. (But I CAN unplug.)

And are the Mennonites 501c3 exempt? I wonder. Have not yet checked, but as I know that they pay taxes, I think they are. Because I was thinking about how the Children of God, the Koresh compound, and other groups NOT approved/stamped okay to operate with the government seal of tax-paying, leave-them-alone-in-their differentness approval are labelled CULTS, and either morphed into political agenda Ponzi, money-laundering, human-trafficking schemes or bombed or mass poisoned for bioetheric soul harvesting, or in the case of Syria now, human organ harvesting and trafficking, and the “Black Walnut Sauce” and #adrenochrome and natural flavor and stem cell/fetal product from Planned Parenthood human sacrifice for profit cannibal industry. She proffered to me that she and her family do refuse vaccines with human fetal cells, but that some other members do not. Here I salute the Amish for being anti-vax.
And it is a fact that the cults are “cultivated” by the MI6 and CIA for social disintegration.

I am in deep consideration and prayer about the unplugging from this world we should be doing, my friends. This is not easy. Being shunned by my family so embedded in the world, and having guilt for all my own glaring sins and failings, which although some were in response to traumas done to me, and some generational, still, I did wrong things, even as I so completely loved – LOVE NOW – my two children (and my first husband, their father) and dear three grandchildren, my three biological brothers, my friends, my animals. I see clearly how generational sin affects families. The trauma harvesting creating the soul trap is the most sinister thing that it is unimaginable. (Should you like to see the depths of depravity with our own government and others, read this article.)

We are all fallen from grace. This is why it is necessary, literally, to forgive the ones who hurt us the most. Forgive EVERYONE. The sin in us was put there. We are here to find our way home to God, who, being ALL LOVE and ALL LIGHT, can have no darkness in him.

This unplugging. Everything hurts. Doesn’t He say it will be this way? It’s written thus in the Kolbrin, too. That man is here to “tutor in finding his way back to the One Creator, having fallen” (this is pre-biblical as well as post), and a veil (the third dimension lock-down) is thus drawn between humans and the divine source. This mental plane, this experiental world of the five senses, is illusory. It IS an illusion. Believing it traps one within it, hence the energy harvesting of trauma and the soul trap, the running of the sensorial reward and gratification process called work and career. And as the intersection of digital and real life become joined, we become a part of the hive mind, separated from our selfhood which arose from the divine spark of The Creator. It looks to me like the internet cloud of everything is the beast, and we are consuming ourselves. Look at the fetal cells used in foods and medical products. Eat food with Synomex’s “Natural Flavor” anything, and you are committing cannibalism on a laboratory level. Not only are we spiritually extinguishing our souls through this web, but with food and drugs: their pharmakeia prescriptions thrown into the fire of our cells. Think about it.

Reclaiming one’s self from this world of illusion feels arduous, and I see that this is the reason for life’s tragedies, even demoniacally-contrived are not random: there is a plan. Trauma makes us hang onto loss, and images, and memories. We are reduced to dross to separate us what is precious within us from the resident impurities.
The Mennonites are on the right track with their separation. And in case you were wondering, they differ from the Amish in that they use electricity and cars, telephones, and some use computers for email and work, which is their own businesses, employing family and other Mennonites, usually, and the Amish don.t. Also, prior to courtship and marriage, the Amish youth have “Rumspringer”, a time in which they “sow their wild oats” before settling down, but the Mennonites believe that is wrong. So in terms of doctrine, it is the Mennonites who have the most honest and devoted walk of faith, despite using some modern conveniences. And it is BECAUSE they are, due to using these said conveniences that they are more involved on a daily basis in The Great Commission, and their youth do not taste forbidden fruits before choosing their seat at the table they make of their life. Much more admirable!

But detaching from the world we know, to continue and reiterate, is HARD. I think to myself in the quietude of my days “Am I unplugged from the matrix?” IS THIS IT? (Read my MATRIX posts by searching for the word in the searchbox above this article.) They are concerned for me doing this (writing and using this digital medium), although I have removed the ‘net from my home, because of “the snares of the world”. Five centuries of lifestyle stand between the Mennonites and I, at least. But they have me deep in thought, and I share my examination here with my readers because you all, like me, are souls that were lied to.

I wake up about dawn and see the red sky at morning, I see the horizon of iron oxide from Nibiru; I see the evening clouds of blood. It’s coming. Either one will ascend or one will not. To not descend is to go to the pit, forever. I guess this is my “fear of God” post! You SHOULD fear! But once you find the Light, the Word, the Truth, you need not.

And so the value of the work of Geddes, Tellez, and the many esoteric others is huge, but I now think it best for the fact that it provides a bridge between confused, albeit unintentional deception and knowing.
DON’T STAY ON THE BRIDGE THOUGH.
Use it to cross, like we will Nibiru, by grace through faith which is love in action, and separation from this world, of necessity.
YES, there is a supra-quantum physics to this! YES, God is the unbidden, unbridled wellspring and life force of Creation itself: UNKNOWABLE.

UNKNOWABLE is a KEYWORD. In these last days, keys are dripping all around us.

Myself, I’ll continue to share with you my thoughts in this journey. I am unsure of the path in terms of all its steps, turns, inclines and obstacles, but path I am on, and I know the destination I choose. Do I need to know how to make a map to read and follow one? Can I truly fly like a bird and chart meridian points and leylines, and all coming events? CAN I BE ALL THINGS?

Is that not the Creator’s job?

I am not Icarus. Remember what happened to him.

“Man is spirit; man is soul. There is no need to engage in long-winded, empty discussions about far away things lying beyond the reach and understanding of men. To know the reality of the spirit and to establish the reality of existence of the soul, man has only to delve within his nature, to seek within himself. The spiritual part of man is not a mysterious something outside his being, or a thing difficult to understand. To discover it requires no more than the effort of seeking.” – The Kolbrin, Gleanings 15:26

“He who can bear the responsibilities of life and the obligations of love, that man is Mine. I am the God of Inspiration, I am the God of Love. – 15:24

P.S. The elderly mother of the deacon’s wife, upon learning that I wished I had a copy of the hymnal (I love to sing, and began in choir at age four) gave me her deceased husband’s copy yesterday at church. She quietly and without any other information handed me a plastic grocery bag with the book inside, and I thanked her. It wasn’t until this morning that I opened it, and saw that it had been her husband’s own copy: his name was written on the frontispiece. That made me cry: I had opened it to read the words of the hymn “Just As I am”, after reading about love and its selflessness. This woman spent over sixty years with one man, in a shared life of devotion to truth free of the bondage to this world. And she gave me his copy, although the church had many old ones handy to provide. That is love. And they will never know I literally put my last dollar in the offering plate yesterday. It IS the thought that counts. We are so not worthy! Yet through love, we are. Oh, the mystery they hid!

Just as I am, Thy love unknown
Hath broken every barrier down
Now to be Thine, yea Thine alone
O Lamb of God, I come, I come!

© @EatingToAscend, https://eatingtoascend.wordpress.com

Honey Honey

Manually reblogged from Aug Tellez [comments mine]

You ready?

What they call “manna and honey” from Heaven is the process of ritual abuse whereby an innocent child (virgin) is taken and frightened, traumatized, to death. The glands are then harvested and a intoxicating elixir is produced from the pulp. [ #adrenochrome ]

What you call religion was simply when this was discovered [codified and disseminated as a control system post-Yeshua, who incarnated as the Most High Creator came to earth from the tenth-most upper dimension – seven dimensions between there and here – on a DNA rescue mission]. All the sacrifices, all the offerings, all the gifts. They take it, beat whoever doesn’t have enough, and then go in the back of the temple and have sacrificial orgies with ancient day crack paste and alcohol.
Everything you’ve ever been taught about society was by a group of dudes that figured out how to get all of you to pay them to rape you to death [read my blogpost on Tartarus and how They charge us for the trauma they put us though:::soultrap]. Yes, when your bloodline is no more, that is ‘death’. Thinking that just because you exist and there are more of ‘you’ in other states
is defunct. Unless you are aware of what is happening, the future is owned by someone else’s bloodline. This is about changing that so that others can get out of the system. [emphasis mine]
All bloodlines are controlled, everyone’s name is recorded [Book of Life, Akashic Record, Halls of Amenti…], everyone’s genetic history and their ‘spiritual origins’. It’s all part of a plan and a genetic experiment that we think is a part of ‘life’, it’s not, it’s a one-time experiment between multiple civilizations.
They [the nephilim/religionmakers/controllers/freemasons/government/vaticant] held all this from you so that you would never find out what they did when they discovered advanced generation tech. Bio immortality for raping everyone for thousands of years, that’s it. Their DNA mutated, they’re a sub human race, cannot leave this environment.
This is not about anyone in particular, but the system itself. You are guilty if you permitted this so do not throw blame like monkeys throw shit. [eyes to see ears to hear – or not]

In Memory of Nichole Travers Little Cabana, recount of visitation

Added the visitation…

THE ASCENSION DIET

#TRIGGERWARNING
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Nichole, Bean Hollow, 2012

I was called last night by my daughter-in-law’s roommate, who realized no one had told me that she overdosed last week. I had been with her two days before, taking gifts for her and my granddaughter (named after my daughter and Nichole’s twin sister).

I stand against you Satan until my last breath fighting your evil in this life we are all in in this world you have corrupted and lives you destroy.

I am so sad for my granddaughter, she is not yet 14. Nichole’s twin sister, her mom and siblings and friends. I am loving each of you. Sending all my love.  Doing all I can to not cry and produce trauma energies for their collection.

Nichole had begun to embrace the knowledge I was sharing. (She had seen Afflicted, before our reuniting after a few years being separate – her ability to forgive…

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Living Death, The Parasitical Response, via Aug Tellez

Concise explanation of the parasitic control. Everyone has parasites. Mucous is parasites, sleepies from eyes, arthritis and all disease.
The soul trap of trauma is their capitalization on the prison of the mind created by the trauma.
Sin is a genetic defect of Luciferian DNA in humans. Commonly called “alien” by “scientists” [sick].
Brain lesions are the parasites, their nests, and their eggs and incubae. Heart disease is heart worms (they treat dogs for this but not us). Cancer, diabetes, atheroscherosis -ALL DISEASE IS PARASITES.
Emotions are the voices of disembodied spirits. Archons, jinn…
Detox causes Herheimer’s Reaction and it is difficult to manage in a so-called “health system” [sick] which is really a death factory.
Hence we detox and fast and seek the Most High’s mystery.
Love and empathy defeat evil. which actualy lost a long time ago. We’re watching the fin de l’existence du le mond maintenant.

Underground Bases DNA Activation The Unveiling

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