Nanotechnology and Morgellons and Personal History 101

June 14, 2019
Reader email:
Hi,
Have you heard of Tony Pantalleresco?  He lives in Canada, I believe and he says that all the above ground vegetables are contaminated with smart dust….And that root vegetables are safer to eat these days.
I am interested by his views – he seems to imply that trying to directly kill the bots causes them to replicate but there is a way to destroy them (“in a top down bottom up” type method)  It’s kind of over my head but it may be something that you understand?  I thought I should send this to you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRCQXQSLSvE
Oh, and also, it struck me as interesting that there was a town in Canaan in the bible called “Ai” ; I think found in Joshua 7,8
The name of the town means heap of ruins.

My reply:

I discovered Tony P in late 2015 when I was given Lyme and Morgellons by the alphabets. In my January 2016 video on my YT Good Prevails channel (censored by YT but still there, never shows vid views and follower count is always 343, and I cannot put any more on and they use AI to rearrange my words, and edit the video visuals), I showed people how to make Colloidal Silver, based on Tony’s method, and I credited him.

I advised a nanobath soak that LookOutFCharlie also created, in a simplified form, for targeted individuals, and Suzanne Maher of Canada’s Bye Bye Blue Skies website/group who joined my Facebook group, Morgellons Focus: Alkaline Diet & Optimal Health In A Nano Toxic World, and became an FB friend as well, lifted a LOT of my original healing material and writing. My adaptation of Charlie’s nano detox bath added rotations of other things to address Lyme, Morgellons and heavy metals, as well as the frequency of bathing (increased). Maher ‘lifted’ the nanobath and published it in a form which lowered the ratios so much that it was useless. Women are so conditioned to think that elemental boron and epsom salts will “dry their skin”, yet use products made in factories from petroleum and fetal cells, dyes, perfumes and chemicals to dumb them down. The bath I did, I developed, beginning in December of 2015. Charlie’s video was a confirmation only. I was already doing what he did, based on gnowledge and experience.

Yes, I know Tony P. I never met him, but when I did glean info – we are both chemists and nerds, and both have Morgellons and are MKultra TIs – I at least credited him. I don’t plagiarize.

It is criminal that I am being followed by naturopaths who use what I have learned and developed to heal and charge big money for. Is your contact Case Adams? Or Joseph Suglia?

Tony is a dear soul. I have watched him decline as his videos progressed. Many times I have thought about how fortunate he is that at least he had someone who could tape him and ask questions so he could show healing methods and talk talk talk, all the knowledge he has to share. I have had no one to help me.

I am probably going to stop being so free with truth. I feel I am being stolen from and others are profiting. Story of my life.

Here’s my video on how to make colloidal silver.

And do not say one word to me about salt. Tony used a few grains and at first I did too, so yell at him. Read my patient and multiple replies over the last four years. People can be such cruel things, acting like herd animals on rampages. I could not remake the video. I was so sick I do not recall February and March of 2016. Then my horse Devon was laimed on the lease, and and and… life collapsed with zero support from anyone, and hardly any ability to heal, no money to spend on self-treatment and a medical system and so-called health insurance which were in actuality licensed to kill. But heal I did, and I share it with all the world. Screw you, satan.

This is the ONE video I was able to make and publish about Morgellons, published January 29, 2016. I recall making it in a stupor and it took me days. My friend Alex called me many times each day to see if I was alive. No one checked on me or cared, believing the “medical professionals”. But I survived. Now I help others, or at least, try to.

This my playlist, including the two videos of munical tapwater and nanotechnology, December 2016. More. A few vids are just shared for other channels. The NPR interview audio is completely hacked by the YT goons, rearranged to make me say things I didn’t. I have the CD of the WAMU radio station interview that NPR mailed to me. You can read the description (if they haven’t phucked with that too) to read what I said, in part. I could only do live stream videos which really were NOT live, but had to be “processed”, which at times took them overnight! WHILE THEY CHANGED WHAT I SAID AND REMOVED FACTS. Witness the clockface I resorted to using! Did they edit out my stating that I had to use it even, an analog watchface to catch them in the act?

I have been dealing with nanotechnology with complete conscious knowledge of it in my own body since I took samples of smartdust bot plates which were exuded from my right arm to a dermatologist on October 31, 2015. She confiscated them, told me I had blue fibers growing under my skin, and had me see a psychiatrist because I “was delusional”. I had been attached to by about 30 nymph deer ticks on Memorial Day weekend of 2015 while surveying a huge property on the James River outside Richmond, VA. On June 5, 2015, I realized I had a huge sore on my right heel (how biblical) and since my primary care doctors’ offices, Glenside Medical Associates in Henrico, VA (this is written in my gravatar bio) were closed (it was after 6PM on a Friday), I went to an Urgent Care in Lakeside VA. I feared I had a Brown Recluse spider bite (I have thrice been bitten by Black Widows and survived). They took a blood sample to see if I was septic (no), drew a 4″ circle around the site with a Sharpie pen, gave me a three-day Z-pack of antibiotics, and told me to go to an ER if it worsened, or to my priomary care doctors office on Monday. I did that.

She (the dermatologist) said I “had the worst skin she had ever seen” (I used to have creamy, milky white skin and never had acne or pimples, never wore makeup – a very natural beauty, to be truthful), and in a complete flash without thinking – and the assistant was out of the room, she made sure we were alone when she told me that I had blue fibers under my skin and to see a psychiatrist because I “was delusional” – in a complete, non-thinking sentence that just came out of my mouth, I said “Do I have Morgellons?” (I had never thought the word, even) and she held her face very still, close to mine, eye-to-eye like soul-searching, her pupils going back and forth with mine like that Nystagmus thing I wrote about with my cat Viktor in a post called How We Free Ourselves And Others . That dermatologist didn’t say a word. She looked at me, her face in an obvious internal struggle (she had a conscience?), then tore away her gaze and left the room, sending her assistant in to escort me out.
Every single person with Morgellons and Lyme will resonate to this as they read it.

Also, regarding that heap of ruins (back to the email above), we are cautioned in the Marion Visions (there are more, Religion Inc and the governments have kept us from access) that when the trhee days of darkness come, we are to give our livestock and outside animals food and water to survive on and go into our homes, shut the doors and windows and draw the curtains/coverings/shades/shutters/w/e, and not look out AT ALL.

Remember Lot’s wife who tuned into a pillar of salt when Sulfur as brimstone was rained down on Sodom and Gomorrah.

We are not to speak to anyone outside the house if we are called to. AT ALL. Tp fast and pray for the first day and night, the second day and night, and on the third night the moon will shine brightly and the next day will DAWN LIKE SPRING and if we have not succombed to the noxious gases (sulfur) and been taken to the Most High as Saints because of that, or been enfolded into the earth or swept away in a cataclysm, we will have lived to SEE THE NEW EARTH AND THE THOUSAND YEAR REIGN OF THE MESSIAH.

Still, we all need to detox. The Law – sacred geometry of life on a cellular level in us – says so. Read the Essene Gospel of Peace and BEGIN. The Holy Bible (as people call it) is NOT the whole truth. It is controlled, edited and partial, misleading and out of context info that was done purposely by the ROMAN EMPIRE – the ‘Holy Roman Catholic Church’ to literally keep humanity in the dark.

Parasites! Read my posts THE EXTRATERRESTRIAL PARASITES DECEPTION AND CONNECTION TO THE FRAUD OF DISEASE and this This Post Is The Mystery They Hid!

It is never too late. Your heart will be judged, but the LAW OF THE MOST HIGH is that death and all that is of Lucifer and is evil cannot exist or manifest in His Presence (this is why He sends messengers, only Enoch walked with God). (Hint: DETOX.)

So my doctor there at Glenside Medical Associates, John White, when I told him that I had been bitten by as many as thirty nymph deer ticks on Memorial Day weekend along the James River, said “Well, a Lyme test is really expensive, and you only have Medicare”. They [Urgent Care] gave you antibiotics, put this cream on it, and wrote me a prescription for an antisteroidal cream, basically what you can get at the Dollar Store but a little stronger.

The summer progressed. My granddaughter was with me every day as she was 11, too young to be left home alone while my son and his wife worked. We gardened and made art and canned vegetables and sewed and had a wonderful time. She is the one whose mother died and my children who have shunned me per End Days prophecy:  And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death.”Matthew 10:21 – did not tell me, but an angel visted and a spirit portal opened over my home, I blogged that, I am a seer, RIP Nichole whose angel was waiting in the wings as part of the love of heart intention between us all something I am open to and active in because my pineal gland is decalcified and my VMAT2 must be off the charts.

My decripit, used, cheap 21 year-old car (I am very poor since my secretly transgender DC newsman ex-husband had stolen all I owned, and my own daughter refused to sign the tags over to the car my son owned so I could by it – she sides with my ex, I am certain he made her a beneficiary on the HUGE GANNETT LIFE INSURANCE POLICY HE WAS ALLOWED TO KEEP ON MY POST_DIVORCE, ALTHOUGH THE ONLY PROPERTY WE OWNED TOGETHER WAS MY F350 DIESEL HE WAS AWARDED BY THE COURT IN A COURT-SANCTIONED THEFT OF ALL I HAD, Baltimore County, 2013. He conspired to have me shot, and the police were in collusion. So here I was, stricken with Lyme disease, working on the Miata to redo the head hasket with my son in the evenings after he got off work. I said to him “Look at my skin!” He said “I see your sores, Mom.”

Yet Dr. John White of Glenside Medical Associates refused to test me for Lyme Disease.

So on November 1, 2015 I went to the psychiatrist I had been seeing for depression. Why was I “depressed”? Who wouldn’t be, after their secretly transgender husband stole all they owned although they had been married one day less than two years, and their own daughter took his side? (She calls herself a witch publicly, as does my new daughter-in-law, but of course the entire world is Luciferian now.)

Stanley (the psych dr’s first name) had even taken me off the antidepressant because I wasn’t “depressed” anymore, because I had had THE BEST SUMMER OF MY LIFE WITH MY DEAR GRANDDAUGHTER EMILY. As a matter of fact, this esteemed Richmond doctor of psychiatry, whose daughter was herself in art school, was more like an equal to me. He loved my artwork, and I gave him a CD of what I had left of it in photographs to give to her, as she had seen a few I had emailed him and asked to see more, being inspired.

In 2005 I participated in a University of Pennsylvania study which supposedly was looking for genetic markers for bipolar disorder. I had been told by KEY POINT HEALTH IN CATONSVILLE in the early 90’s that I “was bipolar mixed state II and had ‘unaffecting’ DID”, but the drugs they wanted me to take made me feel like ZOMBIE, so I was “non-compliant”. The drugs are made to kill us.
Within a few weeks of the blood sample I gave, I got a telephone call from one of the study’s creators, a psychiatrist who asked me to come in and talk with him. He said he would explain when we met. I went, and he told me that I did NOT HAVE BIPOLAR DISORDER OR ANY DISORDER, and that he wanted to give me free psychiatric sessions at his personal offices there in Philadelphia, and removed me from the study. I met him in his luxurious downtown Philadelphia office with marble floors and huge plants and Persian carpets and scultures and paintings. He was very kind, and softspoken. He explained that we’d meet for as many sessions as necessary to help me untangled a few questions, and that I would receive a bill I did not need to pay; he would write it off. This is exactly what he did, and we met five times, I showed him my artwork (most of which Kurt stole, sold, kept or destroyed in that court-sanctioned theft), and at the fifth session, he told me I had PTSD from a lifetime of trauma.
He told me that as difficult it was to look at my artwork, if I had not been an artist and made the art I had, I would not have integrated myself from the traumas I had been through since birth, and would have had multiple personality disorder (funny how at age twelve, my mother made me read Sybil and then The Exorcist, while laying in her bed next to her in the evenings before she got ready to go to work…).
It was a lightbulb going on in my heart.

So I was one of the first people in America to be diagnosed with PTSD, and it wasn’t until almost a decade later that it was called CPTSD.

AND what my ex did to me made me have a Disassociative Fugue, and then came the medical community’s refusal to diagnose and treat me for Lyme Disease the military invented, and I developed Morgellons.
But I lost my family and I am shunned.

Back to…
He (Stanley, the day after seeing the dermo) said “Do you think you’re delusional? Because I don’t see it. I don’t think you need an antipsychotic. You need real treatment and answers and you aren’t going to get it, it sounds like.”

I think I have said enough for now. This is only the very beginning of this four-year story. When I say that my experience with being left for dead by the medical system for a disease – LYME, invented by the military on Plum Island outside Lyme, Connecticut, and Morgellons, a syndrome caused by the US Patented Ecdysone, Monsanto’s US Patented Agrobacterium which enables vertical/horizontal cross-kingdom species (animal/mold/yeast/synthetic biology utilizing heavy metals, nanotechnology and glyphosates <— abridged explanation) which like a CANARY IN A COAL MINE my body is rejecting BECAUSE I HAVE A+ BLOOD OF THE LINE OF ABEL AND A HIGH VMAT2 GENE EXPRESSION – hence I am a lifelong Targeted Individual and my own mother worked as a research nurse for the alphabets and USED ME/let them traumatize me, keeping me drugged and tied spread-eagled with ACE bandages in a hospital crib the first year of my life, and at TWO my father molested me, shattering my Kundalini, giving me a photographic memory and an extremely high IQ (between 163 and 168, depending on the test… I read 1,583 words a minute with comprehension and recall at age twelve.

AND in twelfth grade the CIA’s men in black came FIVE TIMES to my high school to recruit me. I was the only one in our 1,200 student high school less than 40 miles from DC that they recruited, the principal told me.

Oh, it’s a hornet’s nest. And I could not write fiction if I tried. THESE ARE ALL MEMORIES AND ALL ALL KNOW ME (MANY HAVE DIED NOW) HAVE HEARD THIS AD INFINITUM ALL MY LIFE.

 

My own son-in-law, a world-famous tattooer whose last name is the same as the circus leader’s in the book I owned as a child, LITTLE BLACK GOES TO THE CIRCUS (I think my daughter may have that, my book, my name written in it in my child’s hand) said to me when I once was trying to explain to him why I had so much to deal with emotionally “It sucks to be you.” Such empathy. (Ugh.)

Anyway, that is literally just the beginning of MY MORGELLONS JOURNEY, and yes, it is a book I am working on.

Remember, MARTYR MEANS WITNESS AND WE ARE LIVING SAINTS IN THE END DAYS.

So to return to the reason I am writing this: yes, I know nanotechnology. I even counselled people not to get tattooed, as two of my three tattoos “bloomed” with nanobots, Nanoswarms from my skin, activated by ELF – electromagentic frequencies.

I posted recently about Niobium magnets in a post called Excuses for Checkups and Fillings, and in the post immediately preceding that one called QuWave EMF Defender Protection Device included my Amazon Associates affiliate link to purchase them in donation to my cause of helping others here because NO ONE HELPED ME AND THE “HEALTH SYSTEM” AND GOVERNMENT AND MY OWN FAMILY LEFT ME FOR DEAD.

My Amazon Prime Account purchase history as well as all the reciepts from feed stores and tack shops, online international pharmacies and odd specialized sites are pretty impressive! Yes, Harold Kautz-Vella and I, and Max Spiers (RIP, brother killed by Black Goo, my son looks just like you, are we related?) could have great conversation and I am sure once we’re all out of these meat suits we will.

Yes, I have CPTSD. We all do, in this world hellbent on destroying humanity and replacing us with transhumans. I am very much alive and well physically and spiritually. I protect myself from nanotechnology and trauma perps and their wiles. I use the alters I was programmed with . DrippingKeysCopyrighted450p In Hawaii while playing D&D there, my character was named DRIPPING KEYS, because I made that piece my secretly transgender DC newsman half-man ex stole – it won first place at the SOWEBO FESTIVAL in Baltimore – I made it to process the experience of being raped by my father at age two, and my growth into an integrated human being because I didn’t keep skeletons in closets and do what everyone else did – that lizard in news stole that along with all my childhood writing, all my things, he is a thief and a liar and evil incarnate who, as he wrote on straightdope.com “I’m in news, I lie for a living.” and ALL OF THE ANSWERS ARE DRIPPING LIKE KEYS AT THE ENDS OF OUR FINGERTIPS.

Transhuman Comic

No, I use the alters I was programmed by Project Monarch of the CIA for GOOD. They tried to recruit me because they knew the POWER OF THE MOST HIGH GOD IN ME.

So yeah, I know a litlle bit about nano.
I can help people get the nano out. I posted the video about the nanobot swarms in the Spring right after it came out, by the ORIGINAL POSTER OF IT, not the channel that glammed onto it. (Finding that blogpost is a problem; that post and the post I did on the GEOSTORM movies of Hollywood is a problem, and if you locate them please email me their links in via the Let’s Talk contact form!) The censorship phuckery I endure drills down to accessing my own blogposts in WordPress. And I have a PREMIUM PLAN. AND yet if YouTube can edit my words and rearrange them to make it sound like I say things I didn’t, and delete visuals and replace them, and limit my channels (I’m sure it’ll be gone soon, the one I had to basically abandon – not the first one they have phucked with, they have been messing with me since I had Our Home Farm channel and the The Survivalist Gourmet! But Sally The Zombie Cheerleader can grow -> My ex’s ex? See what society has crumbled to: worse than Sodom and Gomorrah.

WHO IS LIKE UNTO GOD is what we are to say aloud in the three days darkness.

But you guys don’t hear much from me online, if you DO get a chance to notice I exist – BECAUSE I AM CENSORED.

Just like Flat Earth to dismiss God, THEY HIDE THE EVIDENCE.

P.S. I have all documentation, bills, receipts for years of self-treatment icnluding livestock medications used because Johns Hopkins would only give me three days of a vermifuge that they charged me $3,300.00 for (thank GOD I am an equestrian and know animal care and am one clinical away from my BSN in nursing, completed Pre-Med and was given a scholarship to JHH Medical School WITHOUT an MCAT because I won the AMERICAN CHEMICAL SOCIETY’S AWARD FOR OUTSTANDING ACHIEVEMENT IN ORGANIC CHEMISTRY in 1985, have an AS in Chemistry and an AS (Associate of Science) in Nursing, and 134 college credits, also am a Microsoft Certified Lan/WAN Specialist, a Comptia PC Specialist, a Goddard Space Flight Center Macintosh Technician (worked there with a Top Secret Clearance for the Y2K Refresh, worked at Discovery Health on their Health Channel launch team, and worked for Aerotek as a subcontractor. GMO and pesticide-free organic gardener and food preserver since 1978. Resumes? Got ’em. Diploma and transcripts? Yep.

Fuck with me, I’ll show you evidence. Images? THOUSANDS. FACTS? INFINITE. Just like God.

Eph6_10_18 I am SICK OF LIES. I am calm and full of love. There is little time left to fart around hoping people get hints. Take a side and use your spiritual armor. It’s all you need: Ephesians 6:10-18

To my son and daughter: YOU WERE LIED TO ABOUT ME.

And if anyone thinks this is intense, well, tomorrow is the 24th anniversary of my brother Charlie’s death. I created this blog a year ago tomorrow in honor of him.

I’m so happy to be a Child Of The Light ❤ My goodness, have you seen the kombucha? Light, Love, Blessed, Peace, Happy ❤ We are all graced to be The Elect. I am now formally out of words (well, maybe for a few minutes lol!) ❤

Namaste, I love you. I mean it.

© EATING TO ASCEND – THE ASCENSION DIET 2019
@EatingToAscend http://eatingtoascend.com

Kapalbhati Pranayama, the etheric human battery system, compartmentalism and us

May 22, 2019

I searched “Kapalbhati hydrogen cells” and the results were for alkaline car batteries. This makes complete sense, as we are batteries sourced for our etheric energy unless we transcend that with our disengagement from the trauma harvest loop by righteous living of soul aspiration The word aspiration means breathing as well as a goal one works to attain.

The Western world culture, established post-Columbus/globe theory takeover, compartmentalizes everything. I have intuitively felt an affinity for the Indian Hindu culture since childhood, and daydream about living in Auroville. When I was five years old, and *riding a streetcar into Baltimore City with my mother, the year before they were all torn out, an older Indian woman sat across the center aisle from me, in a beautiful sari with a ruby in her pierced nose and her bindi. I must have stared with interest, as she did look at me back, but my mother made me stop looking, and her response instilled a feeling of a shame no one should have to feel, but that’s how institutionalized SRA works, from top-down and bottom-up.

*Good luck finding articles online which haven’t been rewritten by the controllers to disinform and program anyone searching for truth about why the United States streetcar system was dismantled. Wiki’s page result for my searchstring “end of streetcars america” yeilds the article titled General Motors streetcar conspiracy although in years past, there was real information about it, as I researched this when the internet was new, having grown up there, and curious, since taking streetcars out made no sense, just as tearing down all the neighborhoods to put in project housing, HUD funded entitlement programs all part of the elite destruction of families and society. I will never forget seeing the landscape of cranes, wrecking balls and bulldozed rubble stretching as far as I could see from US Route 40 into the city when I was seven in a schoolbus on a field trip in second grade: it looked like scenes from Black and White World War II films I had seen on television, movies that were on and my father watched. 1966, 1967.

So compartmentalization. I learned select aspects this breathing in training classes for runners, studying aerobics in college while studying nursing, and the selected portion from the Kapalbati technique taught – though it was attributed to Kapalbati at all, of course, because all educational curriculum is designed to compartmentalize, misinform and dumb us down with falsehoods based on psuedoscience and taking GOD from the equation – the hyper-oxygenation to cells by the controlled breaths like this (exactly like this) – was explained as being a “tool for increased O2 delivery to the muscles for sprinters”, increased stamina for marathon runners, and cleansing lactic acid from muscles post-workout (toxins).

So look at how insane it is, how they hide TRUTH.

The Mission style movement in furniture and Cubism in art both arose as creative responses to the compartmentalization practices being thrust upon mankind by the elite. After the Industrial Revolution and with the advent of advertising and commercial PicassoCubistWomanGivenUpsmall consumerism, Picasso and Georges Braque were the pressure-relief seam exploded for all of humanity and simultaneous fueled etheric stress response harvesting – what is behind Tartarus Energy, what Tesla did – and provided harvest monetarily. We saw the Marxist Revolution and killing of real Jews in the Holodor Holocaust, World War I, the Depression and the Dustbowl… ALL STEERED BY THE ELITE (now by the instructions executed by the Bilderberg group). Art will always be a reaction to human energies, and always becomes controlled and this we have PATRONAGE, a system in which those with money and power steer the creative energies of the masses because they themselves, being Luciferian / Saturnalian, cannot create.

Thank you, Chitta Ananda, for your courageous and beautiful dedication to practicing what the human experience should be. Your reply to yesterday’s blogpost was the gift I pass on to others here today. I am grateful for you and for all the souls we all connect with here, because the Light in each of us makes us One Light. Below is an article on the breathing technique, and as part of a balanced living approach (compartmentalism UN-balances) is possibly what those who exercise incorporate partially by being aware of “reaching their aerobic capacity”. What we are tasked to learn is MINDFULLNESS, and everything in our world now detracts from that: spiritual soul seekers are few. BUT WE ARE HERE.

Kapalbhati Pranayama – The Skull Shining Breathing Exercise

Kapalbhati pranayama (or Kapalabhati) is one of the six Shatkarmas or methods of internal purification in Hatha Yoga. In Sanskrit, Kapal means the skull and Bhati means to shine or illuminate. Kapalbhati cleans the cranial sinuses and hence the name. Some include Kapalbhati as one of the Pranayama, but in the classic yogic text Hatha Yoga Pradeepika and Gheranda Samhita, it is classified under the Shatkarmas or the purification techniques.

In Kapalbhati, the exhalation (or Rechaka) is forceful and rapid, while the inhalation (or Puraka) is normal. Holding of breath (or Kumbhaka) is not done in Kapalbhati (except when practiced along with the three Bandhas). Only inhalation and exhalation is practiced. Exhalation is the main part of Kapalbhati. The forceful exhalation throws out the carbon dioxide from the lungs and the deep inhalation increases the oxygen content in the blood. Kapalbhati purifies the nerves and the pranic nadis. It also removes excess of Kapha (one of the three Doshas in Ayurveda) from the body.

Sitting Posture for Kapalbhati Pranayama

Kapalbhati has to be practiced in a very steady posture. Padmasana, Siddhasana and Vajrasana can be used with hands resting on the knees. These asanas are most suited to maintain the posture during the rapid breathing motion. During the practice, every part of the body vibrates and it is difficult to maintain the posture unless it is properly locked into position.

In normal breathing, inhalation is the active process while exhalation is passive. In Kapalbhati this is reversed. The abdominal muscles and the diaphragm are used to forcefully exhale the air. The abdominal muscles forcefully move inwards towards the diaphragm thereby throwing the air out. The inhalation is done in a passive relaxed way to fill the lungs with fresh air. Practice without any gap between two respirations.

All pranayama practices should be learned under the guidance of a qualified yoga instructor. Also, if you have any medical condition, one should consult the doctor before taking up the practice. Kapalbhati should not be practiced by those suffering from heart ailments, high blood pressure, stroke or epilepsy. Those with ulcers should do it with caution. If you had any recent surgery of the thorax and abdomen, you should avoid the practice.

How to do Kapalbhati Pranayama?

  1. Practice Kapalbhati on an empty stomach. Early morning is the best time for the practice. In the evening also one can practice, if there is a gap of about 4 hours after the last meal.
  2. To do Kapalbhati, sit in a steady posture. Padmasana, Siddhasana or Vajrasana are the most suited.
  3. Place the hands on the knees and breathe normally.
  4. Relax the whole body and make sure the spine is straight.
  5. Now, breathe in and out rapidly, with exhalation being forceful. The inhalation should be passive and normal. During exhalation the belly goes inside towards the thorax, forcing out the air from the lungs. Relax during Inhalation to fill the lungs again with fresh air.
  6. Initially one can start with 11 rounds. Later increase it to 60 rounds in one minute. Each inhalation and exhalation should take just one second. Subsequently, with enough practice, you can increase the speed to 120 rounds per minute. Here, each inhalation and exhalation takes only half a second. Increasing the speed of Kapalbhati beyond this may not be useful as the breathing will become very shallow.
  7. After the number of rounds, relax and breathe normally, till the breathing rate comes back to normal. The relaxation period can be roughly between 30 seconds to a minute.
  8. Repeat this process about 3 times in the initial stages. For example, if you are practicing at a rate of 60 rounds per minute, then you would have completed total of 180 rounds (with gap in between after every 60 rounds, for relaxation).  This completes one sitting. One may have multiple sittings – one in the morning and one in the evening.

Practice of Kapalbhati with the three Bandhas

Advanced practitioners can practice Kapalbhati along with the three Bandhas. The three Bandhas are the three locks – Mula Bandha (the perineum lock), Uddhiyana Bandha (the abdominal lock) and Jalandhara Bandha (chin Lock). This is also called Tri-Bandha or Maha Bandha.

  1. In this version, after 60 rounds (or 120 rounds) do a deep and forceful exhalation. Hold the breath.
  2. Simultaneously perform the three locks – Mula Bandha , Uddhiyana Bandha and Jalandhara Bandha, while holding the breath outside (also called Bahya Kumbhaka).
  3. Remain in this position for as long as you are comfortable. One can hold the breath outside for just few seconds in the beginning stages. As one progresses one can increase it to about one minute. Later on, one may even increase it up to two minutes. Only advanced practitioners can reach the Bahya Kumbhaka of two minutes. This is dangerous if there is no proper guidance. Always take the help of an advanced yoga instructor before you try it.
  4. While holding the breath, one can meditate on the void at the eyebrow center.
  5. Release the three Bandhas and inhale deeply. Do few deep inhalations and exhalations, till breathing comes back to normal. Then perform the next round.

Benefits of Kapalbhati Pranayama

  1. Kapalbhati cleans the cranial sinuses and can relieve cerebral thrombosis.
  2. It purifies the nerves and the pranic channels.
  3. This Pranayama removes excess of Kapha (one of the Doshas in Ayurveda) from the body.
  4. Kapalbhati gives a clear mind and helps to control thoughts.
  5. The word Kapala means skull and Bhati means to illumine. This practice adds luster to the face.
  6. The Hatha Yoga Pradeepika claims that Kapalbhati pranayama removes all impurities of the body.
  7. Kapalbhati is the best practice available to oxygenate the blood.
  8. It helps to remove abdominal fat and is an excellent practice for obesity.
  9. Kapalbhati strengthens the abdominal muscles.
  10. The practice of Kapalbhati helps to regulate the breathing mechanism. It prepares the body and mind to take up advanced practices of Pranayama.

From the Yogic Way of Life website.

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I must reiterate the importance of the PTSD and CPTSD Breathing Track exercise, which I learned of and began practicing in 2012. I was one of the first people to be recognized with PTSD, in 2005. Prior to that, it was seen as something only military, emergency rescuers developed. A lifetime of satanic ritual abuse is the cause of CPTSD. One can recover, although it is said to be impossible… they just want you to believe that to keep you from realizing it was done to you because of who you are: a DIVINE LIGHT BEING WITH A HIGH VMAT2 GENE EXPRESSION.

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NORTHERN LIGHTS AND GEOMAGNETIC STORM AND CHEMTRAILING AND NIBIRU, HAPPENING NOW

May 16, 2019

For the next two days the Northern Lights – the Aurora Borealis – will be visible across all of Canada and as far south as San Franscisco, Denver, St. Louis and Washington D.C. This article posted by @StLHandyMan today confirmed what I had been suspecting, having learned to read the patterns and placement of the geoengineered cloud cover, the fabricated rains, the local power interruptions, the push in utility company pamphlets distributed with monthly bills warning its customers of outage preparation, power surges (they sell surge protection insurance now), lighting strikes, tornadoes, hurricanes and distaster preparedness. (This is only a shortlist!)

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“A geomagnetic storm is sending the Northern Lights south over the next few days. Unfortunately, Mother Nature didn’t get the memo. The wondows to see the Northern Lights are right now through 10AM, which now it is too light to see. The next window will open on Thursday from 10AM to Friday morning at 1AM. This happens to be the same time when showers and storms are possible. So it is possible we could get a partial viewing Thursday night.
If you’re lucky enough for Mother Nature to cooperate, you will want to get away from the city and any light pollution.”

Two feet of snow forecast to fall in California, Minnesota and other states… tornadoes in Texas… #GEOSTORMS

So much to cover here. They are hiding the visual evidence of the PlanetX  / Nibiru / Wormwood / The Destroyer / Pluto system which is closer than it has been since the Great Flood of Noah occurred. The ultimate evil ‘benefit’ – for them, the elite who are descended from and clones of the fallen angel aliens – is to prevent humanity from seeing what is coming. I know this as truth: it’s written in all the ancient texts. The Vatican hid this truth in the process of editing and sanitizing the Holy Bible. Believers have been deceived. People are kept from knowing how close the Shift is, the pole shift, transcendance, Rapture. Entering another dimension.

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Cultures throughout TRUE HISTORY have varying stories describing what the Northern Lights mean. One thing they share is that these are human spirits seen as energy. If seen ‘below’ the equator (the Earth is flat) it’s red, not green, the Southern Lights, because they are spirits coming from the netherworld. From the north, green, the Aurora Borealis is attributed more positive spirit associations, including the concept of the soul’s spirit twin, which was a part of early Most High God faith of the pre-dynastic Egyptians. Seeing the Northern Lights is said to be looking at the countless ascended human spirits not in hold for hell, basically.

 

The rain and showers obscuring seeing this, and the late notice, are directly due to the weather manufactured to hid the close Nibiru system and the world-wide media coverup.

The skies are polluted with LED LiFi, which, like WiFi low electromagnetic frequency millimeter waves, is set to a pulse pattern for mind control. It reflects off the metallicized particulate-full “clouds” which are called “noctolumiescent”, and they obscure the ceaseless light in the sky from the incoming planetary system now. All part of keeping people facing the truth and eking out the last resources. We are their batteries as REM-Driven clones. They aim to keep as many souls trapped as possible.

Don’t fear. This what we have all been waiting for, and as it passes closer and closer, souls will be called. Some cannot stand The Purifier. It is remarkable to me, this verse:

Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. – Ephesians 6:13

We are to stand. In the face of fear, and change, and threat, secure knowing that suffering on earth in this mortal body is the testing environment for our souls. I honestly believe that this is what was meant when we are told “having done all, to stand”.

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Reader email conversation continues… May 1, 2019

Reader email conversation continues… Blogpost, May 1, 2019

It is wonderful to have the opportunity to address your questions again here, thank you! This post is my second reply to the reader’s second email with questions/concerns/more info. Here is the exchange shared here, and reading it will maintain context.

The gas/bloating, and excess uric acid, deceased endocrine system health – all due to toxic overload from parasites, mold, yeast, heavy metals, and environmental pollutants/contaminants. You must count yourself very fortunate that you have not “had the flu” the last few winters! The flu [sic] they invented, and the chemtrail flu, too… 113F is hot! It was close to 110F here the last few summers. We can only expect the weather to be more and more extreme as the Destoyer comes closer and closer. I imagine you probably do wear light-colored clothing and headwear to keep the rays off. I do, and look like someone in the Sahara – a female Crocodile Dundee in second-hand linen clothes! I even made opaque white cotton headscarves which cover my brainstem. We must all shield against the UVC rays. The media NEVER talks about this, and it is 100% related to the local sun losing Helium as it performs the CMEs (coronal mass ejections/emissions). Once I make some money from this venture, I plan on making shielded garments on a custom consignment basis. ANYONE READING THIS, PLEASE CONSIDER SUPPORTING MY WORK HERE, AND POSSIBLY PRE-ORDERING MY BOOK EATING TO ASCEND: THE ASCENSION DIET, OR INQUIRING ABOUT CUSTOM SHIELDED CLOTHING. I have sewn since age 7, and at 12 began making my own clothing, and can also make custom re-enactment garb, corsets, canvas tents, and have an industrial grommet setter set up.

I wonder, do you notice that sleep may be more troubled since chronological time is seeming dilated (longer)? It seems to me to be thus.

Finding what works for you within the parameters of your lifestyle and domestic partnership are something only you can weigh and balance. At least you have many choices!

I understand that your diet is balanced re: ‘hot’ (tamsic) foods, and respect that. That is one avenue I have not taken. I see great benefit in onions and garlic, and they are alkaline, and parasites hate them. See my post on Honey and Garlic Dewormer!

I think you eat too much wheat. It is such a staple for almost everyone! I just resumed eating VERY small amounts since giving wheat up over the last two years. I may be ingesting one cup (8 dry ounces) ~monthly ~of the purest whole wheat flour I can find now – at most, having reached a point of health balance where it is tolerable, as I began making alternative grain bread. One serving daily (a small roll or two slices) is the most I am having. I’ll drop back if I see it become a problem. But I can only do this because my system is so free of parasites now. I have been deworming and detoxing since December 2015 for Lyme/Morgellons, and actually for suspected general parasites I used celery seed and psyllium from June 2013 into 2015. (I presented with Lyme/Morgellons after massive deer tick attachments in May 2015, which the primary care practice I was a patient of in VA refused to diagnose and treat, causing a richochet of subsequent medical refusals (in VA, MD and PA), and they are all in league with each other in this cabal depopulation agenda masquerading as a ‘health system’.

Avoid all foods made in a factory, and packaged. Do your best.

It is CRITICAL to COMPLETELY stop eating wheat, sugar and honey. Reduce all grain to the minimum pssible. All starches convert to sugar quickly, and feeds the metabolic populations you want to reduce. So possibly find the breads made of brown rice flour, oat, barley, amaranth, quinioa, etc. You might need to explain this to your wife if she cooks the breads you eat. If you can’t do that, for fear of the consequences in the relationship, then just try to cut back.

Can you make the probiotic cabbage? Or kimchi? Sauerkraut? Kombucha or Kvass? The curd won’t give you the amount of lactobacillus needed. NOTHING is as effective as the cabbage juice. And when blended (the shredded cabbage after the 3-4 day ferment in distilled water and himalayan salt) will physically flush things from your intestines and bile ducts. It is shocking. It works. And makes your body less of an antenna.

The mimosa pudica/cascara sagrada ropeworm cleanse… another shocker. Did it, blogged slightly, and planning to make a full presentation/sharing in the book I am finishing.

Add ground cloves and wormwood extract to your diet. Black Seed, cumin, Stinging Nettle, Horsetail… … so many helpful herbs…

Regarding water, I really can’t recommend any water BUT distilled water. I know it is hard to reveal to others the changes you are making. I LOST MY ENTIRE FAMILY, WHO BELIEVED THE DOCTORS THAT PARASITES ARE NOT A PROBLEM AND IT WAS DELUSIONAL.

THIS IS WHY I DO WHAT I DO ON THE INTERNET, TO HELP PEOPLE. I AM NOT EXAGGERATING.

So with the water, 4 liters is a basic for minimal metabolic needs daily. Another 4 liters – up to 8, if herxing hard – is needed for the detox waste to leave the system.

The calcium bentonite clay you mention is great. Get DE too (diatomaceous earth). Also get yourself powdered reishi mushrooms, either capsules or loose. The cordyceps mushroom is a liver support while detoxing. Be sure to take kelp tablets for iodine, or eat seaweed sheets (Nori) which you can cook in with the rice. Add Lugol’s Iodine to your diet. The thyroid loves real iodine, and also you are protecting yourself from nuclear waste and fallout.

You will want to look into livestock wormers if you have open sores that heal slowly. That is the parasite attachment points on the surface. One can have this if severely infested or also if in the process of driving them out, they move from deep within the organs, bones and tissues and to the surface, seeking to get away from what is in the blood (what you ingest, the spices, wormers, helps either food, protocol or medicinal). They move around seeking a better place to make a stronghold. Also, since they have been with a person since in utero, they have encysted nests of eggs and larvae that hatch out over months and years. It takes a long time to heal (detox and regenerate the body to the most optimal it is able to achieve). Eventually, and with persistence, one can heal. It is an unparalleled challenge, and daunting. Very hard. They stacked the deck against us all. It makes one poor monetarily. But it makes your soul rich! Once detoxed, the pineal gland decalcifies and the negative inner narrative quiets. The soul is set free. Our body is the temple of God.

It is good that you do not smoke or drink!

Take vitamin C supplement daily, as much as you can tolerate and afford. It is excellent on more levels than I can get into, kills bacteria of all kinds, and raises your vibration. Increases your light within!

Can you increase your daily exercise, perhaps when it is cooled off a bit in the evening? Then a cool shower or bath, using a soap like African Black soap (a one pound block is $10.00 in Amazon, I cut it into squares and wrap in plastic as individual bars), or Dr. Bronner’s of Dr. Wood’s Peppermint and also Lavender and Tea Tree? Bat?hing in epsom salts with himalayan salt and baking soda also detoxes the skin, and you can add various things to the water to take the bath in different treatment directions. My book has a chapter on this.
But if you got increased exercise after your last meal of the day, then a calming bath, it may help you to sleep better.

And I have to add that cleanliness is of the utmost here. We must keep in mind that the biggest problem we are facing is that we are taking in DNA from other sources. We can no longer walk barefoot. Swim in bodies of water. We must also remember that tap as well as groundwater, and all rainwater, has nanotechnology in it. And EVERYTHING ELSE.
WE ARE UNDER ASSAULT.

I have still only touched on a few areas in this response. I hope it is helpful. Know that pharmaceutical drugs treat symptoms only, and are also classified as Pharmakeia, which is sorcery. The elite-controlled companies making them uses them as witchcraft. Beware. Even IF the doctor prescribing them is well-intentioned. Let your food be your medicine.

We all need strength dealing with friends, family and loved ones who are asleep. You are not alone. The hour is getting very late though, so for your soul’s sake and theirs, it is better to wake them any way you can, even if they spurn you, at least you tried.

Go to sacred-texts.org for the hidden knowledge. That and the spiritual armor will have to wait for another blogpost, respectively. It is an excellent question and a topic on my list to get to. Very important! Would you mind very much describing to me what it means to you?

I am honored to know that you are reading through my blog. I apologize if in some of the early blogs I did the images take too long to load!

Much love! Thank you for letting me use helping you to help others! As Derek Prince said, “No one can stop you loving.”

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THIS POST IN MEMORY OF MY BROTHER CHARLIE, WHO I KNOW IS RIGHT HERE.
I love you, Charlie, and see your smiling face. ❤

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WE LIVE IN A NON-LOCAL SPACE-TIME – SUFFERING ANNEALS THE SOUL, PART 1

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WE LIVE IN A NON-LOCAL SPACE-TIME – SUFFERING ANNEALS THE SOUL, PART 1

This is part one of a continuing examination on the effect of human suffering on souls, to untangle the fact that we are timeless stars.

We are divine beings and exist outside our body, independent of distance and time.

THE ACCURACY OF THE RELIABILITY OF WHAT WE OBSERVE AND EXPERIENCE: it is no harder to describe what happens across the ocean than across the street.
WHO WE ARE IS REALLY A NON-LOCAL AWARENESS.

A proof of the validity of this is in what CERN is doing, by their creation of dark matter. For every quantity they make, a corresponding amount appears in another space time (place) on earth.

We have been trying to understand, to define by reverse intellectual engineering according to our abilities to quantify, the world: Nazca lines, mankind, the soul, sub atomic particle structure, who is God, all wrong, within the framework construct of our knowledge thus far.

These megalithic, antideluvian drawings and monolithic monuments, structures and pyramids are ground maps of the stars and perform tasks based on an understanding of time and space beyond our ability to recognize, based on the NASA lies we’re told.

Angel knowledge is what made possible the star map pyramid structures of this planet. How did they know? They were from stars and WERE STARS. They got trapped here in punishment and wanted to return home (like the ET movie but not so benevolent, Hollywood always giving us the truth in plain sight… Steven Spielburg is an Ashkenazi Jew).

They more than just know things. They ARE the knowledge, innate. But fallen.

I wrote about the physicality of numbers as themselves a source a few weeks ago, and recommend that post to you, and suggest that you read it after finishing with this one. The video An Introduction To The Rodin Coil and Vortex-Based Mathematics is what you are looking for, about half-way down the blogpost, and I cannot recommend it enough.

They are metadimensional beings and they are stars cast down, trapped here by God under the firmament we call the Van Allen Belt (which they tried very hard to blow through with atomic bombs but cannot). The Feathered Serpent, the Leviathan, is Lucifer. Enki. Marduk, his son, is who we call satan. If you have wondered why the two names, Lucifer and satan, are each used synonymously, this is why. The confusion in differentiating them stems from the fact that all this knowledge has been hidden by the elite since the last Grand Crossing. We have THE MOST HIGH GOD to thank that the Dead Sea Scroll urns were found. Here they are, mentioned in the KOLBRIN, in the directive concerning making and storing them to withstand the Destroyer and pass on the knowledge from ancient times which still remained. It is vitally important to recognize the significance of this reference in the Kolbrin to the urns containing what we call the Dead Sea Scrolls.

Another piece of the puzzle are the references to the Pyramid of Giza’s King’s Chamber of Austerity, the sacred geometry formula room where the Ceremony of the Twinborn took place. Graham Hancock is shown entering it here, and explains the mathermatical formulae of its construction, which is use of the Pythagorean Theorem thousands of years before Greek mathematician Pythagoras was born. The entire pyramid is free of any embellishment of symbols or icons, save for a small amount of graffiti in the very top, done by wealthy Victorian visitors who paid for the privilege when the tomb was opened to them. The only writing anywhere in the Giza pyramid is the small signature by the Pharaoh Kufu, a very modest and faint small mark, around which theirs were placed. The fact that no marks were made is additional weight to the concept of these ancient astronaut fallen angels being completely aware of the irreducible power and function of numbers, matter, and manifesting time and distance, to leave their body and return their soul to the constellation they came from, Orion. Was Kufu a direct descendent of Enki? Yes. That is what the Pharaonic bloodline is. One must always remember that the Egyptians APPEARED ON EARTH SEEMINGLY OUT OF NOWHERE, along with the Mesopotamians. Culture here went from primitive to intelligent instantaneously. Each continent shows their presence.

 

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Grasping the truth of the physicality of numbers, their law, the law of the universe, the Fibonacci Sequence, and what Light is, which had its own genesis in the Creator Most High GOD, what has been come to be known as the mystery of who made the pyramids and monoliths and drawings on the earth, which are antideluvian, and show higher astronomical accuracy than we have now, it is just one logical step to becoming aware that the angels who brought this knowledge here – the forerunners of Freemasonry – did not go to a school (lol angel college) to learn this, but this knowledge is OF THEM. It is innate, because they were forged from Hydrogen when initially created. It is knowledge they have because they ARE IT. But the ones who followed Enki/Lucifer when he rebelled, like him, could only duplicate. They cannot make H1, the first element of the Periodic Table, Hydrogen. This was what the Manhattan Project was about, trying to duplicate God’s creation act, which made them the destroyer of worlds, as Oppenheimer said. This is why CERN has the Shiva statue for mascot. The Prince of Darkness can only duplicate: murder, steal, cheat, lie and influence. He uses sorcery to do so (media, programming, biochemical lobotomies, Tavistock, and more, a very long-running game), and that is what NASA and Disney are all about, controlling society now.

Every single one of us is dealing with the Prince of Darkness. In the book of Daniel, chapter 10, Daniel had a vision of the future, and he prayed and fasted for twenty-four days because he understood the vision, and mourned in sorrow at the shock of it, seeking strength from God through his personal devotion and sacrifice of the flesh. It took the angel three weeks (twenty and one days) to get there, he explained to Daniel.

“Then he said unto me, Fear not, Daniel: for from the first day that thou didst set thine heart to understand, and to chasten thyself before thy God, thy words were heard, and I am come for thy words.
But the prince of the kingdom of Persia withstood me one and twenty days: but, lo, Michael, one of the chief princes, came to help me; and I remained there with the kings of Persia.
Now I am come to make thee understand what shall befall thy people in the latter days: for yet the vision is for many days.” – Daniel 10:11-14

The King’s Chambers of Austerity within the Giza pyramid have two shafts and each one targets a star: the southern shaft, Orion’s Belt, with its three stars exactly matching the layout of the three pyramids. Aided by computer simulation, the perfect date match is 10,500BC, which incidentally is when the Sphinx matches its stellar counterpart Leo.

In Cambodia, the Temples of Angor match up with the stars of the constellation of Draco, also on 10,500BC. And despite the fact that academic scholars tell us that the ancient Egyptians never crossed the Atlantic, in Mexico and in Peru, and in the Easter Islands as well, these same star map structures and massive artworks are found. And in Africa, Tibet, India, China, Antarctica, Australia, the Polynesian Islands, The Falklands where the Black Goo is, England, Scotland, France – over all of the face of the earth.

The mathematical, astrological and engineering knowledge they brought is as breath to them, their being of energetic compass, and I use that word as a verb more than noun.

Russell Targ said “If you think that who you are is what you stare at in the mirror in the morning, then you are in for a lot of suffering. The Buddhists had it right that who you are is this non-local awareness.” Non-local awareness allows one to describe what is in the distance and the future. Suffering is a mental construct, and the cloning in the bases is basically the factory the bad factions set up to capitalize on and parasitize upon we divine beings. They have been farming us like ant colonies

Looking at the <strike>Lulu</strike> ant farm (his life)

And although our bodies die, our awareness is immortal. This is why they made batteries of us: they are not creators. They are parasites, the thieves and liars and murderers. The source of trauma since Lucifer (Enki) rebelled: Enki, the first narcissist and psychopath.

Retrocausality. The future affects the past.

We have freewill and as well, satan must be taken into the equation, but what is plausibly unspoken but should be tacit reasoning is that certain humans are, as I have said, of the Elect, with a high level of VMAT2 gene expression, which makes them clairvoyant: the God Gene sense, the sixth sense.
This is why GOD cautioned against divination, for in the wrong influence, the Light of Truth is manipulated for dark ends, hence the elite calling themselves the “Illuminated Ones”, with the light they subverted, and they can only duplicate, never create. Also, our freewill plays part in this by our right choices not to indulge in evil: to avoid it as much as possible. This keeps our descendant’s lineage less trouble by the effects of sin.

However, we are all tragically flawed, hence the DNA rescue mission of the Messiah Christ Jesus. Reset after reset, mankind was unable to stay the course as children of the Light.

If the future can affect the present as time is non-linear and non-Newtonian, then this is proof of being an elect, and predestination.

As I see the number of foul acts perpetrated upon me since childhood and continuing, I recognize that I made maneuvers from conditioned to timeless awareness and saved my own life in a future that had not been even considered yet. This is proof of the paradox of that non-linear continuum, the six sense in action.

The Mayan calendar predicted – and aligned with the Hopi Prophecies, and those of Nostradamus, amongst others – that a huge cataclysm would end this world on December 23, 2012. Within the realm of the non-linear and non-local space-time continuum, and the knowledge that there are battles fought in higher order spheres/dimensions which affect the actual time of arrival, as we see recorded in Daniel’s experience, we glean from this that we must not expect all that is anticipated according to the calendar and clock as we know them. For what we know – from our five senses – is the illusion, and what the governmental agencies – the princes of the world, one of whom is the prince of Persia, which we now know as the country of Iran. These princes are supernatural. They are the Draconion Vril, reptilian, of the serpent seed. They are real. Each empire has one.

 It is worth noting that the Mayan astronomers used interconnecting cycles of time to map the earth, the stars, the past, the present, and a future. In other words, the Law they followed was of non-local space-time.

Nothing is negated by realizing the impact of all of this. <<<Eyes2seeEars2hear|DoubleEntendre>>>

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WHAT YOU DON’T DO COUNTS MORE

WHAT YOU DON’T DO COUNTS MORE Blogpost 25April2019

Our service in this life determines our position in the next life.
Not to use your talent is to lose it.
Not to do good when you can is sin. “To him who knows to do good and does not do it, it is sin.” James 4:17
We often talk about the sins of commission, but the sins of omission are just a real.

Humans are at their best when things are at their worst.
Why is that?

“The strength of God is not in physical strength, is not in human strength, but a broken spirit. It’s a humble life. If you want God’s power, don’t climb upwards, bend downwards. An evangelist once said “When I was a young Christian, I thought that God kept His gifts on shelves, and the best gifts were on the highest shelf, and I would have to reach up. But I learned later, the best gifts are on the lowest shelves, and I had to stoop down.” 1 Cor 1:25 The foolishness of God is wiser than man, and the weakness of God is stronger than man.” So the things that seem foolish to the natural mind, and the things that seem weak, are the things in which God invests His wisdom and His strength. And Paul was undoubtedly talking about the cross when he spoke about the foolishness of God and the weakness of God. What is weaker than a crucified man. What is more foolish than to allow your son to be crucified in front of a jeering crowd”. – Derek Prince

A vessel must be empty to be filled.

In the apochryphal book 2 Esdras (Ezra), the angel Uriel has some pretty break-through discussions with Ezra, explaining to him why/how he cannot understand the wisdom of the Most High God. Ezra is exceedingly moved in compassion and grief for the state of affairs on earth, how run amok it is with sin, and how all mankind fails miserably: sin is in everyone. The amazing lesson is this: God’s love is absolutely merciful, in that He absorbs all the pain and sorrow of the fallen state of man, yet the mystery of redemption in forgiveness as we release from the deception taught by satan is our hope.

In the Kolbrin, scribed onto copper at least 12,000 and if not longer than 18,000 years ago – Gobekli Tepi time, and Linda Moulton Howe visited there, and shared on video the very same vibe that I get from that place: that it is cold and creepy, and was not made by nice beings is what she conveyed, and I do believe my readers know what ~I think – the scribe was re-recording from texts much more ancient, written before previous resets to those preceding the one coming now, and he wrote about the Children of Light, of Truth, and the outsiders, or the barbarians. About their demons and gods shaped as men and animals or both. He wrote about the One True Soul Spirit Creator God Above All, and that mortal life for man is the testing place of the soul. He <strike>wrote about that and wrote</strike> copied from earlier texts that it was truth recorded back to the first ages, ciphered and lost but not lost in oral tradition by the survivors of resets.
THIS WAS DONE BECAUSE THE DESTROYER WAS COMING AND THEY PREPARED FOR IT.
PEOPLE NOW ARE DECEIVED BY THE ILLUMINATI DRACONIAN ELITE LUCIFER CABAL ROYALTY – the principalities of this world – that people like me who are talking about it are conspiracy theorists! They make us sick with Lyme and Morgellons and MKUltra us to death with pedophilia and child abuse to try to stop the truth from getting out!

An aside: You know how people have dopplegangers? Someone who looks just like them who they see travelling or in a magazine or on the street? Or in a movie? Guess what… I LOOK LIKE PRINCESS LEIA, and Carrie Fisher and I are (were, if she really is dead) are about the same age. <<< clone >>> When Star Wars came out, I would get stopped on the street for autographs. Surprise, surprise, and I’m a truther.

HOW OLD IS THIS EARTH! This holy war is old. One learns by reading the ancient texts that what we call Nibiru was Lucifer himself, who struggled with and sundered Tiamat in half, and the asteroid belt is the apron of her pieces, and the gold on earth her blood, and she is our mother… And our Most High GOD has it sweep through as His wrecking ball, and He sent Jesus on a DNA rescue mission: THIS RESET IS UNLIKE ANY OTHER.

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(Three hours later, returned to this post after adding to the other, post-Eureka! moment)

Stars are angels, planets were gods (little g gods who rebelled), Saturn is Lucifer (hence the worship etc)… these planets are the Creator’s stepping stones and earth is His footstool…
AND LIKE A EUREKA A-HA, I FIGURED IT OUT, WHY WE ARE HERE TO SUFFER IN THE SOUL’S REFINER’S FIRE!

We are undergoing what these celestial objects did but on a different – I will not say smaller, because when we try to quantify, we limit – scale, different in METADIMENSIONAL WAYS.
But the TRAUMA IS WHAT DISTILLS US.
So the Annunaki mined for gold for the atmosphere of Nibiru. Like nested russian dolls (David Icke always has them near, in his talk videos, I recall (have not listened to him for quite many months now, 8, 9, 10?).
WE ARE UNDERGOING NOTHING LESS THAN WHAT OUR MOTHER (TIAMAT) DID WHEN HER ERRANT SON (LUCIFER/ENKI) WHO REBELLED HARMED HER.
HOLY WAR. WAR OF WORLDS. CLASH OF TITANS PALES IN COMPARISON. LIGHT VERSUS DARK AND GOOD VERSUS EVIL.

Knowing one is a divine being OF EQUAL IMPORTANCE TO THE CREATOR AS THE WORD HIS SON, THE LIGHT OF ALL CREATION WHO SUPERNATURALLY TOOK FORM AND SUFFERED AND DIED FOR US TO TELL US HOW TO DETOX AND LIVE – this should help you to deal with the repercussions of your loved ones shunning you and the trials of tribulation.
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Back to, post-the eureka aha…
Forgiveness is not an emotion, it’s a decision. We cannot have deliverance unless we decide to forgive all trespasses against us.

The reason that we are at our best when things are at their worst is because we are actually divine beings, high frequency souls, and we transcend.

Resentment is a low vibratory state cancer of the soul.

Ascension time is The Light coming with the clouds as a plasma arc.

Not doing the right things with what you know is worse than not knowing.

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IT IS QUIETER THAN USUAL… four 9-11 in One-9

(April 9th) This is the second night in a row that has been so very quiet: too quiet. I live on a trucking route in an east coast potato chip factory snacktown midway between the big apple and DC. This town has signs proclaiming a sister city named same in Germany, so we accurately surmise that it is a Bavarian cabal elite family town. If you are east of the Mississippi, food labels indicate that the USDA registers food to this locale. It’s crazy. The utilities, ‘deregulated’, where one must choose a gas supplier, and being a commonwealth state (what’s in a word) show the massive profit of the fossil fuel industry.

In the 18th and 19th centuries, this state was one of many which appeared in newspapers for giant bones discovered. An adjoining state is home to the Serpent Mounds (Richie From Boston made a great video about those, and flew a drone over to prove everything contended). There are Sasquatch sitings here. And if you have read the Emerald Tablets of Thoth, you will know that Enki looked down and saw this ancient earth race of furred humans, less intelligent than us now, and that fallen angel came here to inject DNA and make a tweaked slave race to take our gold for their failed atmosphere. The few Sasquatch we sight are the remaining first earth non-miscegenated residents.

Tunnels are under these streets and towns. The fossil fuel gas is the degassing from ancient life forms, including giants. The jewels and crystals are refined essences of beings. Ironically, the diamond being valuable is a scam though, to benefit the cabal DeBeers family. But these tunnels, referred to in the civil war epoch as the Underground Railroad, are in every continent. That is how the nephilim survived the returning Destroyer each cycle of transit.

And time is really dilated; dilated and compressed, both. I have been observing that for awhile now, and mentioned it on my blog here more than once. It is becoming stretched out more than compressed, I sense. And sometimes, it is just being something different, and I want to say twisted and crumpled (kneaded like bread in the ram’s head shape, like I pointed out in this blog post how Ba’al makes everything self-referential to influence all brains and consciousness), but that’s not really how it feels it is. What is happening is that the dimensions are shifting and all things in this 3/4D world are translating within their spheres.

Example: I read last night (the 8th) before turning the light off to go to sleep, and it was shortly before 11PM when I fell there (asleep, in bed). I woke a few times, drank a quart of water (distilled with cream of tartar and lemon juice, always alkalizing), opened window/adjusted it, all within what felt like the entire night. Finally, I woke again, thinking about how quiet it is outside and wondering why I awoke when the house wasn’t shaking from truck traffic and the tunnels/faults beneath the road that translate vibration and shock into this old house, making it feel like an earthquake. THAT happens ALL THE TIME. As a matter of fact, it can be nothing less than underground tunnelling STILL going on. They have done this the previous sunday nights, two and three weeks ago, and a bit before that, but I didn’t realize what I was hearing/feeling until this past month.

No, tonight is taking too long, and it’s too quiet. (My own sense of time has ALWAYS been longer than others sense. This is something that’s been true for me all my life. I never understood why it was so until the last ten years or so. Reading/listening to others who are becooming aware of this now is very heartening to me. It is good to see people waking up to what is real, not what they think is real based on what they’ve been led to believe.

* * * My theory on this quietude of streets, traffic, air traffic, and increased supersonic jet traffic as well as underground tunnelling, all of which I hear and sense, is that ‘they’ have been very, very busy getting resources of all typed moved to underground bases, and also that there are things going on in the upper atmosphere – holy wars happening now – that are literally above and beyond geoengineering. We’ve had some seriously ample warnings from watchers including JeffP, Dave Dobbs, Terral Blackstar, and more. * * *

Three nights ago (April 9th, now writing more on the 11th), after ‘sunset’, I looked to the Northwest, where the now normalized to sheeple odd, cold bright illumination dulled our behind its manufactured cloud cover, and saw that there was a very large, bright crescent moon, at the aspect of that movie intro image with the boy fishing on it, and I want to remind all of you that the moon does not rise in the northwest. [NOTE: it’s now 11AM and I’m finishing this up, after having gone on a thrift store hunt for kombucha brewing jars. The ‘sun rose’ in the east/southeast, and later than previous days’ trends. The geoengineering jets are making an aggressive white-out across the entire sky, from the east (according to the way the roads are laid out) to the west, then criss-crossing that, and spanning horizon to horizon.

Ad infinitum, I could restate many things I have spoken of here on this blog since this one was started last June 2018. My previous blogs are scrubbed from the web, and I refuse to use Facebook (anymore), so can’t refer to the writings I have done dating back when it launched and I joined in 2007, or from MySpace in 2005 to 2006 about what is being done to this earth and us. I didn’t yet consider myself a whistleblower and activist, still thinking of myself as outspoken, fringe; a rebel with cause of truth. In 2007 I wanted to have bumper stickers and T-shirts made printed CONSPIRACY REALIST. And here we are now, and true to the jot, we’re marginalized and persecuted because we aren’t herded into obsolescence. What is important right now is to be a part of rallying as many as possible to action for your souls NOW. And the souls of those you love.

Because something IS happening. Or, to be more accurate, is about to STOP happening. Being a ring magnet, the earth will continue its torroidal EMF energy changes we are observing. Its poles are shifting. That’s why the moon rises in the northwest and “the nights are too long”. Many, many folks who study PlanetX are in consideration of whether April 11th-ish will be a climactic event time. Each day, I witness the cumulative changes from what used to be weather, which I remember clearly from childhood and early adulthood, having grown up on farms, caring for plants and animals, and being a full-time gardener who raised as much produce, herbs and poultry as possible. I would direct you to it, but my NPR interview from 2011, which I revisited a few days ago,  has been edited censored by the controllers yet again, a very blatant rewording as well as blacking out the analog watch I had held in front of the camera as I spoke, proving that the so-called “live” feed, which originally took over an our to upload and process, is anything BUT… total phuckery on their end. At the time  I was interviewed I was a prepper also, but still less informed than now. This earthship system is declining more quickly than the elite planned with their Agendas 21,30 and 50. Thank the Creator that we have been made privy to the ancient texts which our ancestors took the time to preserve for future generations, knowing that there would be cataclysms caused by PlanetX AKA Nibiru, Wormwood, the Destroyer.

It is the sickest tragedy of all that this is the truth the elites hid, via their control of all knowledge and religions.

A point will come when our earth will, as best as we can describe with our crude quantitative abilities of language and physics, STAND STILL. That’s the reset moment. The earth will rearrange itself. The surface of the earth, the crust, will become mobile, and break apart, moving at will in response to forces which will flood the earth, cause an immediate flash-freeze of all living things. There will be winds in excess of 500mph. The Hilina Slump happening now is a slow process mostly, but measurable. California and the west coast are doing it too. I talked about the Hilina Slump before anyone else really did on YouTube, on my  Morgellons Homeopathic Healing channel (which is completely censored). When Kilaeua erupted last spring, I uploaded a video the day it did, in which I talked about the Hilina Slump and Hawaii being a portal to Hell got over a thousand views in less than six hours, but the hating was so bad I pulled it off. You could look and find my subsequent ones. The geothermal plant there is a cabal tool to crumble the shelf and create utter destruction. (Actually, I’d travelled to two different states to partner in two different offgrids, but left each, each run by psychopathic megalomaniac narcissists.) But this coming grand crossing has been prophecied since before the vatican-approved bible. Reading the ancient texts helps very much. Is there a savior? Yes, in yourself, in us all. We’re our own second-worst enemies though. In terms of astrotheology, it’s vibration that will ‘save’ us. The spirit that IS the Most High creator has made possible so much knowledge going back to Atlantis, Lemuria, Mu, Shambala… further. Movies and games can’t touch that. Even Stephen Hawking realized that all equations lead to the force of one creator god, who has had many names. Older than the accepted holy bible says, this planet needs this cleansing. And our purpose here is tolearn lessons, so we can become eternal soul spirit, freed from these three spheres/dimensions.
The incoming planetary system is making a fly-by now again, and the data which has been tracking this shows that around April 11th, we are in another critical time period. A TEOTWAWKI time (TEOTWAWKI = ‘the end of the world as we know it’).

It is no coincidence that simultaneously, massive things are going down geopolitically. Brexit, human trafficking, the opiate decimation of humanity, massive created mental illness and biochemical lobotomies from every vector of ingestion possible, pedophilia and human sacrifice, cannibalism via food and medicine, replacement of humans with TRANShumans as gender has been destroyed (H2) and people don’t know who they are anymore, DNA replacement and nephilim miscegenation on an unprecedented level, the impending 5G imprisonment of all: how much worse can it get? We all must take care, for basing a constructed framework of definition on millenial popular culture graphic novels, books, games and movies within the overarching digital paradigm rush and vie for, what looks to me as I observe from my sporadic internet forays, taking credit for outing the demonic forces who work in facilities, and describe things which, IMHO, sound like they have imagined from pop culture influence of gaming, comics and graphic novels, Hollywood movies, memes. I’m glad they are struggling to shed light, but at the same time inherently cringe as I listen, because there is usually now something that feels not quite right with what they say. Similar to the Alex Jones or David Icke accusations, that they are inside plants of disinfo, I fear that the few who have strong aspects of real awareness are being caught in a stream of confused currents seeking paths of least resistance, as water and electricity – aether – do. There is a saying: the definition of insanity is doing the same thing repeatedly, but expecting different results. I ask you, if the well is poisoned, why drink from it? In the information superhighway, how much data do we require? At what point do we take ourselves off the burners?

I worry for the followers – that word needs a replacement, actually, because truly we are truthseekers, both the teacher and the pupil – because as we know, the binary code of digital language is only the attempted duplication of information carried in the light code of our DNA. To glean reference points of understanding from the mirrored simulacrum of holographic representation – from the reflection of source material re-connoted with computers, and gurgitated by the very entities who are criticized rightly for controlling information/TRUTH, is the most dangerous of things, and is quite possibly the “strong delusion” that was prophecied so cause many good people to fall under in the last days. Listening to fabricated recollections and contextual associations stemming from the cabal’s own machine of ideas is disconcerting. Film, the arts, fashion (“Fashion is the bastard of vanity dressed by art”, I’d written on the spine of a college art history textbook) are all used in ways we know as programming, social steering and sorcery. All crafts are fallen angel arts. We know this. The vanity is paved by pride, the first downfall.

If you have not read my posts ARE WE COMMITTING HUBRIS UNDER DRIPPING KEYS and its follow-up quoting from Enoch in the Apocrypha, please do so, then return to this one and continue.

THE BEAST IS IN THE MACHINE. This is why we must remove ourselves from the IoE (internet of everything) grid hook-up. (I am not certain of this, and do have reservations, but am still maintaining that his does not mean one can’t access the web.) I have done this to the best of my ability besides deleting email and media accounts and completely stopping using it. Even if I were to do so, I’d still be embedded in the octopus. Once information is recorded, whether it be image, written words, database info or voice, it is forever stored. The sound of our own voices actually echoes for eternity, not unlike the look of Open Broadcaster software when it’s launched. It looks like a hall of mirrors. Am I the only one so far to say that’s creepy?

I was blessed last week to have found the 1991 first edition copy of BEHOLD A PALE HORSE by Milton William Cooper, and have been reading it. The fact that it jumped at my eyes from the obscurity of crappy donated books proves there are no accidents. Now, here, in this essay I must interject with these words, from the chapter Secret Societies and the New World Order, pg 73:

“The initiated elect communicate directly to gods [ALIENS] who communicate back to them. The masses sacrifice their lambs on an altar facing a stone idol that can neither hear or speak. The elect are given knowledge of the Mysteries and are illumined and are thus known as the Illuminati or the Illuminated Ones, the guardians of the “Secrets of the Ages”.

I added this to underscore the facts: there are no aliens, for they are the fallen angels and that right there is the alien deception. William Cooper added the word ALIENS to the copied government Top Secret document, bracketed and in caps. Lucifer being the first created angelic being who rebelled when The Light was created after the spoken Word AKA the very act of creating was created (most call this being Jesus). Not believing this does not make it not true. We have been lied to by the occult – which means hidden – and WITCHCRAFT is the LANGUAGE OF THE NEPHILIM (FALLEN ANGELS, DEMONS, BA’AL, BAPHOMET, JINN, LUCIFER, DISEMBODIED SPIRITS, PARASITES).
If you are into witchcraft, I implore you to strive to learn the truth that has been hidden from you. The web of science junk history lies and biochemical lobotomization has you entangled.
USE YOUR FREEWILL AND CLEAN YOURSELF WHILE YOU CAN.
That is why we exist here, to make the right choices and leave the soul contract of evil. My college Virology instructor taught us that viruses are alien. That was before education was completely destroyed.

So if we leave the pseudoneural network of the digital so-called multiverse, how do we communicate, then?

Spiritually: intention is a program. And rejoicing in love and compassion one focuses on and outward works to break the contracts of the soul traps that these dark entities roaming in the aether attack us from. They’re multigenerational, an aspect of the multiverse. If we doubt the power of our thoughts and words – even written – we doubt the power of everything we think, say or do. The vibration of our thoughts is real. Divine. Energy expresses itself mathematically. We are energy: Energetic Beings – SOULS – introduced into this plane of three dimensional reality to learn soul lessons, and doing so, transcend this body and five-sense realm of taste/touch/see/hear/feel in order to return to our source, the creator. All that is not the creator, who cannot be depicted or named, being pure energy and surpassing any mathematics of finite or infinite quantifications, as the creator incepted ALL, AS WELL AS (including) NOTHINGNESS, or VOID, and so at some point, all lesser beings, be they fallen angels under *Lucifer, who are the so-called alien races, or demons, or gods or demiurges and archons… ALL THESE ENTITIES USE MATHEMATICS TO DUPLICATE THE CREATION ACT AND DESTRUCTION ACT.
*And if you have been conditioned by the centuries of programming to believe there is no such thing as Lucifer, or satan, well, he believes YOU exist. (Your disbelief does not protect you and is meaningless.) The cabal who were given free rein here until the predicted/prophecied Grand Crossing of PlanetX/Nibiru/Wormwood/The Destroyer, an event now imminent and happening. Their destruction of truth and hide-the-evidence wars, conquests, history, education, the arts, and journalism, combined with the fact that they indeed do end and then begin the number line at the time of the Messiah Christ Yehushua’s appearance here, and also that there is no alternate possible climax end of earth and its civilation except the Transhuman movement that they created – a duplication of God’s math, satan can only duplicate, never create, that’s why his junk DNA in ours is a parasitic hook, read THIS POST IS THE MYSTERY THEY HID. Read the WHOLE THING, THE STORY AND ALL. And if you are too lazy or distractedly entrained by flashy, endocrine-system (which they pump and consume from the aether, and charge us for as utilities… Tesla TRIED to give it to us, the free energy… they killed him. See TARTARUS post. They pump and drain us all. The whole world runs on this. That’s why God wanted us living in tents as sojourners. But like Ritchie, I digress…
Please watch this video, then continue. I can’t say it better, and neither could the guy who posted THIS version, WITHOUT music. So it’s now coming to you third-hand. Made by Gary Lite, re-audioed by YouAreCreators, and redistributed by @EatingToAscend. I don’t think it will be didactic for many…

SO, HOW DO WE COMMUNICATE WITHOUT THE INTERNET OF EVERYTHING? The web, the grid: the matrix. I can’t speak for anyone else, but I know that my pyschic ability, my precognition and clairvoyance and extrasensitivity, have been extreme since birth. (I am finishing a book now called SUPERNATURAL IN MY LIFE.) This sixth sense state I live in is why I have been lifelong targeted and was early MKUltra (though all are, all humans, by Lucifer – even my now-deceased-via-murder-by-the cabal’s-Sackler-family’s-fentanyl daughter-in-law Nichole had a case for her iPhone that my granddaughter, not quite 14, told me was Baphomet when I glanced at it, at first taking the shape to be a cupcake from across the dining room table… she said it “That’s Baphomet” as if she was announcing something meaningful that I wasn’t aware of, and I looked at it in her delicate, artist’s hand disdainfully, and said “I know who Baphomet is, and that’s not good.”) I’ve seen demons, UFOs, and sensed imminent events since as far back as I remember. Those ARE my memories. This is why the CIA (men in black suits, no less) came to my high school five times in my twelth grade year, trying to get me to join them. My principal told me that no other student but me was being recruited. And it was a large school less than forty miles from the capital, FWIW.

In January and in March, I heard my granddaughter call my name audibly twice, since her mother Nichole died. Her spirit visited me – before I knew she had died, there was a gap of six days before I was told, and I had been very alert to her, but projecting love so hard that I believe that bridged the limitations of this dimension as she translated into the next, and that I at least SAW and EXPERIENCED her soul as it exited this plane. In actuality, though I did not yet theoretically know, three days after she died, ball of light was in the art supplies I had photographed and emailed her that I was giving to my granddaughter. I awoke in the early morning hours and went through the kitchen, and it bursted sort-of through the boxes, and left through the wall, pure light flash, poof, gone. And less than 24 hours before Nichole’s spirit left her body, I was visited by an angle/angel of light, and a sky portal opened up over me and the building I lived in. That’s blogged HERE. I have felt the need for being held by her, and when I feel these things, I apply myself as much I can to heart intention. Someone recently asked me if I do TM – transcendental meditation – assuming I did. I said no, I don’t call it that, that I go within my soul and focus intent, willing right action and outcome.

How can it be? “This fantastic coherence has existed since the beginning of time but has yet to be harnessed by mankind and the potential is truly mind-boggling.” – Russell Blake, Senior Researcher for Microsoft. The reason it has not ‘been harnessed’ is that the cabal have not allowed us to, and that is IN BETWEEN the reset cycles of The Destroyer, the hammer of God, basically. Mind-boggling because we literally cannot conceive of the infinite possibilities in a concrete manner. I contend that we are NOT to, in this incarnated realm, pre-ascension. We were warned in the Icarus myth. That is angel knowledge, and we will – if we use our freewill rightly, once awakened, know all things in the eternal realm, transcending the three and seven spheres, the dimensions we know of thus far.

The need to leave the web is real. It’s called ‘web’ for a reason. Many speak of it, but are they doing so? It’s so hard to do. It cuts us off from information. We don’t live in tribes anymore. There’s no more coconut telegraph or smoke signals. I have realized that as this ascension nears, the words spoken to us throughout the ages that we would be a persecuted, reviled minority are true and real, and in cutting off the offending hand by ceasing to weave onesself into the web means further ostracism and isolation. It is VERY HARD. You don’t “hear” from me very often now, because I do what I say I will do. I don’t just talk about things. I DO them. When I used to have my FB group MORGELLONS FOCUS: ALKALINE DIET AND OPTIMAL HEALTH IN A NANO EMF WORLD, if a protocol for detox, Lyme, Morgellons, mold, yeast, bacteria, nanotechnology – or any other death vector thrown at us by the cabal – if I could do so, I tried it, so I could authoritatively and being truly personally informed, help others. Elana Freeland and Clifford Carnicom were FB ‘friends’, Elana was in my group, and I in her groups as well. I also learned very much from Harald Kautz-Vella, who has come to the same conclusions as I have about parasites and disease: they are one and the same. Heart disease, mental illness, cancer, diabetes, gout, restless leg, epilepsy, arthritis, autoimmune disease, and on and on and on…

Can you see it? I will not name names, but I dearly hope that this wonderful man knows why he is having siezures suddenly…

I received an email two weeks ago from one of my readers, the very day I tried to explain to an elderly (she’s 75) neighbor I look out for why she needs to stop eating raw meat, change her diet, stop cleaning her dogs’ teeth with her fingernails (then not wash her hands, even), and why she has advanced heart disease and is very heavy from her hips to neck and can’t ride her horses anymore becuase she has “arthritis”: IT’S WORMS!
So here’s the email excerpt of what people have so much cognitive dissonance and are programmed that they can’t hear- again, there are no coincidences…

“… It’s amazing that people in the medical field have no clue. One tech was shocked when I told her, “Blood clots are actually most often simply worms that clog the artery and create a heart attack; but the doc never tells you, I’m sorry your mom died of a worm that clogged up the blood flow to her heart.” Instead they will tell you that calcium clogs it (which is possible but doesn’t happen near as often) Many other diseases caused by the worms…..
You are a wealth of knowledge. Thank you for the blog…”

Regarding sharing knowledge as I did in my group now no longer in use; I do this now. I am not paid and not yet monetized. The controllers do all they can – and always have, lifelong – to ensure I stay poor. Everything I owned has been stolen from me, first by my DC photojournalist newsman ex-husband, then by parasites in HI, then by a psychopath who purportedly runs an offgrid in UT. People are DANGEROUS when they are not detoxed. Of course, the targeting and mind control is used to make one appear erratic and unstable. In terms of ‘being clean’ AKA detoxed, I am not throwing stones through a glass roof. A person could not get much cleaner than I am, in year number four of heavy-hitting detox. If you benefit at all from my words and information, on the upper right of this page is a link to donate.

Let’s revisit being “clean”. This means not eating dead animals, avoiding genetically modified foods, refusing vaccines, drinking distilled water, not using products, doing deworming for a number of years and then maintainance dosing, removing heavy metals, molds, destructive bacteria and yeasts, reducing nanotechnology, protecting from EMFs and electrosmog’ LED and blue light microwaving, ceasing to consume so-called foods such as wheat, sugar and manmade (GMO) produce such as white potatoes, strawberries, broccoli (not a full list!). Discontinuing eating all factory, convenience and fast foods, deli and lunchmeats, cheeses which are not equal to what was made hundreds and thousands of years ago (unadulterated by ‘ingredients’), NO NATURAL FLAVORINGS – if it says that it’s base is human fetal cells and you are cannibalizing. Stop listening to 440Hz music.  Listen to healing frquencies and solfeggio tones. As I told a musician friend who plays guitar, change your tuning to 432. He did (but he refuses to get ride of/stop listening to 440, to his own detriment). Kill your televison and radio. UNPLUG.

How much can YOU do? As you are reading my blog, or see me on Twitter, you know I am still around here on the web somewhere, still…
THIS IS A PROCESS. In SHTF, without solar power, it’ll be permanent and sudden.

People are talking about ‘ASCENSION SYMPTOMS’, which include hot/cold sick feelings sneezing, headaches, odd twinges or pin-prick sensations in random places in the body, nosebleeds, ringing ears, insomnia, greater introspection, anxiety, spontaneous sweats, cold extremities, over or under-eating, agoraphobia, distorted sense of time, hyper/hypokinesia, paranormal experiences, more creative energy, heightened awareness, increased ability of each of the five senses, increased empathy and compassion… I would really appreciate – so would others – if you would take a moment to share yours here. People need to connect in this.

And so now I am going to rein this post back in to the message: the thing we know will happen IS happening. Like the word-vision I had at twenty, “Not for a constant moment but the world will be obliterated”, it ISN’T OCCURRING IN ONE CONSTANT MOMENT. It’s happening in ways we can’t track linearly, or sense sensibly based on the quantifications we are capable of. Change is happening, it’s constant, it’s already done. Will it help you to to think about it if I tell you that we do not travel trillions of miles in space to span the distance between cosmological objects? That it’s not speed in terms of distance and time? That time itself is dimensionally dependent and limited? That time has been conquered, and was before it was concepted? WE ARE INCAPABLE OF DEFINING THIS.
But we can imagine it, and sense our destiny.

We are MEANT to be martyrs for truth. Intended. ELECTED to sacrifice our selves in willing submission in service of others. The highest calling takes us to the lowest places. Only the sacrifice of self ensures the untormented eternity of one’s soul. The self is purified and rejoins source as eternal soul ascended beyond the lower spheres through the purification taken place in this realm of struggle called trauma.
IN NO WAY AM I ADVOCATING A JUSTIFICATION FOR EVIL, OR ITS SYSTEMS AND METHODS.
As heartbreaking as it is, we are not supposed to belong here. This is what differentiates us, and why we will ascend.
Our loins – our guts, our organs, what sustains us in this realm – are gird with truth.

My naysayer haters and critics will say “you can’t eat or not eat yourself into [heaven, becoming One with Source, joining Light as we who have made DMT journeys (trips) will recognize… insert your word of choice here]”. Well, no, but in the same sentence one must recall the computer term GIGO: Garbage In, Garbage Out.

Why is this true? BECAUSE WE ARE MADE OF FREQUENCY. Garbage ANYTHING makes your vibration LOW. Heavy sinks. And this earth is reaching a point soon – its tipping point – and you pick your address with the choices you’ve cumulatively made in the course of your life. I truly write my heart out here to you. I love you all. ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO HAVE HURT ME. They are the hurting ones, and I pray for them. Thank you all for being a part of the path I am on.

So, what if you had two days left until the world ended?

What would you do? Who would you reach out to and what would you say? When I began this blogpost two days ago on the 9th, that is the question I wanted to place in the forefront of each of your consciousnesses. We might not have that long. We might have two, five, ten more years (I doubt that, based on what is observed by myself and others who see past the geoengineering and bullshit of the cabal). My family and friends, to them I have been the dreamer, the one with her head in the clouds, the smart crazy one. The one whose newsman husband wrote on straightdope.com about my prepping before December 21st, 2012 Mayan Calendar prediction “She really believes that shit!” (then he stole all I owned, and all my preps, the sad lost soul sold out to Lucifer and his minions working all his life lying for a living – his words).

What I say to those I love – Emily and Max, and Emme and Rowan and Albie, David, (((Charlie))), Jay, (((Christal, Nichole))) and Morgan, Jamie… Little and Rohrer and Bruno and Travers… is…

I love you each of you and you were wanted.
I am sorry for the hurts I caused.
I forgive you for any hurts you caused me. We are all hurt. Hurt people hurt people.
You are beautiful, unique and exceptional souls and are priceless to me.
I send you my heart energy constantly.
I believe that you will have your inner eye opened and finally see past the lies we were fed.
Love is the healer, you are loved, we will unite forever in eternity.
Trauma in our family was placed there purposely, in an attempt to subvert your ascension.
Our family was divided by satanic forces but Good prevails.

Please share this blog. ❤

© @EatingToAscend https://eatingtoascend.wordpress.com 2019

ARE WE COMMITTING HUBRIS UNDER DRIPPING KEYS? (Updated)

ARE WE COMMITTING HUBRIS UNDER DRIPPING KEYS? (Edited)
March 25, 2019

DRIPPING KEYS is a mixed media assemblage I made in 1996-1997, working out issues of trauma from infancy into adulthood. Ironically, my ex-husband the DC newsman stole much of my artwork from me, either destroying, keeping or selling it, and this low-rez image is all I have left. This piece won first place in Baltimore’s SOWEBO Festival in 1997. It is named DRIPPING KEYS because I pierced each of the doll’s fingertips through the nailbed and hung antique keys from them, showing how we all have all the answers we need at our fingertips, if we only seek. They are attached to us. The irony I mention is that my ex’s attempt to erase me and profit from destroying my life will only serve to hurt him. Releasing the trauma and forgiving him allows Love to transmute the experience of loss and grief, and heal.

THE LITTLE BLACK SHEEP
Poor little black sheep that strayed away,
gotten lost in the wind and rain.
And the shepherd, he say “Oh hireling, go find my sheep again.”
And the hireling frowned, “Oh shepherd, that sheep is black and bad!”
But the shepherd, he smiled like the little black sheep is the only one he had.
And he say “Oh hireling, hasten! For the wind, and the rain, and the cold! And that little black sheep is lonesome out there so far from the fold!”
And the hireling frowned “Oh shepherd, that sheep am old, and grey.”
But the shepherd smiled like that little black sheep was fair as the break of day;
was fair as the break of day.
And he say, “Oh hireling! Hasten! Lo, here’s the ninety and nine, but there away from the fold is that little black sheep of mine.”
And the hireling frowned “Oh shepherd! The rest of the sheep are here!”
But the shepherd, he smiled like the little black sheep he holdeth the mostest dear;
he holdeth the mostest dear.
And the shepherd went out in the darkness, where the night was cold and bleak, and the little black sheep, he find it, and lay it across his cheek.
And the hireling frowned “Oh shepherd, don’t bring that sheep to me.”
But the shepherd, he smiled, and hold it close,
and the little black sheep is me;
and the little black sheep is me.

(We are our own worst enemies, not recognizing our own value. He, the hireling would have left himself to die, were it not for the unfathomable love provided.)

Yesterday was the fourth sunday that I have spent at the Conservative #Mennonite study and service, and then at dinner in the home of a family, with another family and all their children. Yesterday it was a beautiful group of eleven siblings ranging from ages two to twenty, and 19 humans eating wholesome homegrown food at table, with a meal begun with thanks and ending with a short song. The hosts were the deacon I had talked with last week, and his wife, who is also a fellow Lyme and associated co-infections victim and sufferer. Victim in that Lyme “disease” is a bioweapon created by the government/military industrial complex at the Lab 257 Facility on Plum Island just outside of Lyme, Connecticutt which “escaped via wild bird transmission vectors” and began to decimate the world population – depopulate, technically – beginning there, and so is named Lyme for the county is initially appeared in. Sufferer because one must fight the co-infections all one’s life, at great expense on every level. Thankfully for her, they found an ethical LLMD (Lyme-literate medical doctor) and she was given three years of compound antibiotics, intravenous megadosage liposomal vitamin C therapy, and more other supportive comparative medicine as well as homeopathic. In name, the Mennonites believe homeopathy is witchcraft and do not support use of it, but still trust the system’s medical establishment. Again, I recognize this as a result of their not knowing due to isolation and programming. They don’t use social media and other digital platforms to ferret out real news put out by investigative researchers who strive to regain the knowledge hidden from us by the controllers. But I am not picking that argument: it can be, it all depends on whether it’s used as plant intelligence for healing or in a pharmakiea purpose, which I see is more easily made a wrong then a right, due to the sin in all humans.

The first medical doctor this Mennonite woman went to was not able to treat her for Lyme, and she had to find an LLMD on her own. When we first talked about our shared disease, she had been unaware that it was crafted by the government in a clandestine military lab, designed to kill people, and had found its way to ticks via birds. She and her husband – very intelligent people – believed what most have been told, “it comes from ticks”. The LLMD she sees (still; she must have begun to present with symptoms the same time I did, interestingly) certainly did not inform her of its genesis. And the doctor she saw before finding the LLMD said he could not treat her for Lyme, that it was depression; all in her head. It is beyond criminal that the deep state has made and turned loose on the public this bioweapon, in their terrorist fashion of population dismantling, person-by-person, on all levels, and telling them “it’s in their head”.

Even in the Kolbrin, thousands of years before the bible recognized by churches of this world was written, the wise men and women elders who were the shamanic healers of the people “Threw prescriptions into the fire”. Yes, PRESCRIPTIONS. Herbs and elements, and collected things chosen for their alchemical properties made into draughts (drinks) or burned (inhaled or witnessed smoke, ashes) to affect visions, and other extradimensional objectives beyond manipulating humans, animals and events. It was called pharmacy over 12,000 years ago (if not 18,000 or more; the sacred ancient texts are so numerous that I am not expert and I do not think I ever will be. Zen Garcia @EndeavorFreedom could speak to this though) and it still is, and as time has progressed, under the guise of “healthcare” is a malevolent business. IT’S WITCHCRAFT.

“… As there is no counsel against the Lord, so there is no keeping down of verity, but it will spring up and come out of dust and ashes.” – John Foxe, FOXE’s BOOK OF MARTYRS

I mention all this because I am sharing with you my thinking process and my reactions to this level of practiced goodness. What “drives it home” is the separation from this world. More than anything else, and I guess much like the difference one feels after fasting and parasite, mold, yeast and heavy metal detox (ALL the detox!), the place one is able to be within, removed from this world’s influence and distractions – the veils – is the place our soul is. It is profound, and a homecoming.

But it is not without conflict.

As I shared in my post last week about the topics I spoke with this couple about: artificial intelligence, 5G, GMOs, vaccines, heavy metals, fluoride, nanotechnology, geoengineering, the healthcare conspiracy, pesticides and other things which cause gender confusion from within to destroy the human race with Baphomet transhumanism, and more (I didn’t go at all into the incoming Nibiru/Wormwood coverup using NASA and all governments, the fact that no government is benevolent, what false flags are and why they need to realize 9-11 was a massive human sacrifice of witchcraft, the Agendas 21, 30 and 50, or Flat Earth, the alien deception, the energy industry (Tartarus VS. free-Tesla, bioetheric collection done with power grids, petrochemicals and their former state as the previous life on earth of giants, leviathans and the original verdant ground and teeming waters)… oh, SO much more to have said!
But they can’t hear it. At least not THIS level of members, and I am not (not that I have been told per se) such a one chosen to MAKE them hear it. Yet I tried, last week and then some yesterday with the wife. While they acknowledge that there may be fact in what I say, to change their life would be, to them, to submit to fear, and they have none, in thier walk. I think that I agree with them about what she (the deacon’s wife) did attempt to explain to me yesterday: that it is not necessary for us to know all things, because God does, and He is in control. On a personal level, I see and experience us seekers and watchers online here, striving to decode what’s going on in this shift, these days as the Grand Crossing approaches, and we are devoted to shedding the lies we were inculcated with mentally, behaviorally, psychologically, medically, emotionally, spiritually, physically and ultimately genetically. TO KNOW THE CREATOR OF ALL, WHO GIVES LIFE, that we feel within ourselves, in our soul. This is why we detox: not to look pretty. We do it because we a called from within to find the path to eternal life. The CREATOR calls us from within our cells.

Not all are called. In fact few are. Fewer still, tragically, thanks to the VMAT2-targeted virus FUN-VAX, developed by the military industrial complex and put in flu/Rhino and aerosolized vaccines deployed at ground level. It cannot be assumed that it is not in the stratospheric aerosol injections sprayed above, for at least the dozen years the Pentagon video was leaked (it’s date/timestamped). So I can’t blame these people for disbelieving the verity or merit – the NEED TO BE AWARE – of what I try to reveal. I am others, for I am not alone. There are thousands of us “here in the trenches”: #watchers watching, calling out… #whistleblowers, #truthers.

We are a species with amnesia. Why? It’s been wiped from our collective DNA hard drive of consciousness by Nibiru each approximately 3,400 years! And the Saturnalian elite occult the truth! All history taught is whitewashed and false. Even Samuel Clemens / Mark Twain nodded to this in the story Tom Sawyer and his fence whitewashing.
But how much do we really need to understand, and at what level?
Isn’t much of this “angels’-level knowledge? Or fallen angels called gods?
Is getting mired in this distracting us from our purpose here, to become One again with THE ONE?

ARE WE COMMITTING HUBRIS?

Case in point: the @MartinGeddes post recently, in which metacosmologic truths are decoded at a Calculus or at least higher algebraic “N for where N equals” equations of what become imaginary numbers. My math went as far as algebra I and II, geometry, trigonometry, pre-calculus and physics I, with general chemistry, inorganic chemistry I and II, and organic chemistry I and II, skipping industrial chemistry because I’d been given a full scholarship to the Johns Hopkins School of Medicine after receiving – one of twelve students regionally – the American Chemical Society Award for Excellence in Academic Achievement. (I also turned down jobs with Merck, DOW and McCormick, planning on going to JH med school, but my brother suicided, which I know was a result of MKUltra mind control.) Only adding my scientific background to underscore my appreciation and understanding of the level of investigation Geddes and others (Aug Tellez, for one) pursue and disseminate. In essence, to substantiate my ability to offer meaningful input on this subject.

I completely vouch for one benefit: turning inside-out and deconstructing the garment tapestry of creation to this level – Stephen Hawking did this, discovering God at the end of his life of equations – this process is bringing many to a realization that there is a Creator, reclaiming them from having been lost, trapped in the matrix.
Are we becoming too smart for our own (ultimate, eternal) good?
We don’t want to be #mentalists. That’s satans’s realm: a trap.
How long does one remain connected to what is now the very thing that is replicating us?

It seems that we then become voluntary ouroboros of Humans 2.0. After all, in the last calendar year we learned that Facebook, working with Tavistock and other private elite social steering entities, was sharing our data collected after triggering endocrine-level responses generated (likes), had had to shut down robots who developed their own language in Building Eight (satan’s number), Google’s owner had met with DARPA to sell private user location data coordinates for drone strikes of American citizens, and it is now difficult to find a home without surveillance of artificial intelligence in it. The interference run against me via millimeter wave technology, V2K, satellites, and data packet disruption, denial of service attacks, and finally, DNS registry blocks and hardwired CAT5 modem resets (and other things) proved to me the degree to which the grid – the worldwide web, remember its name is so for a reason, and it was created by the military – controls our information, efforts, productivity and output, our interactions (connection with the world of family, friends and public) and emotions.
WE FEED OURSELVES INTO IT.
HENCE WE CREATE OUR OWN REPLACEMENTS.
Or put it this way. We make our own clones.
TOO MUCH KNOWLEDGE!

Here is writing warning against this, by Enoch’s son Methuselah from the Book Of Enoch, which the catholic church removed from the bible, along with 13 other books, to keep us blinded:

“6 And a command has gone forth from the presence of the Lord concerning those who dwell on the earth that their ruin is accomplished because they have learnt all the secrets of the angels, and all the violence of the Satans, and all their powers – and all the power of those who practice sorcery, and the power of witchcraft, and the power of those who makes molten images for the whole earth: 9 for I have asked the Lord of Spirits as touching this commotion on earth. 10 And He said unto me, Because of their unrighteousness their judgement has been determined upon and shall not be withheld by me for ever. Because of the sorceries which they have searched out and learnt, the earth and those who dwell upon it shall be destroyed.” – Book of Enoch 77:6-10

Keep in mind that this was written before the deluge Flood of Noah, which occurred during a Nibiru crossing (that is how these EMF events are effected, and we know that all is cymatics).
We are clearly warned not to repeat what was done by the Babylonians.

Chapter 80 of the Book of Enoch is a point-for-point confirmation of the current time we live in:

1 And in those days the angel Uriel answered and said to me: ‘Behold, I have shown thee everything, Enoch, and I have revealed everything to thee that thou shouldest see this sun and this moon, and the leaders of the stars of the heaven and all those who turn them, their tasks and times and departures.
2 And in the days of the sinners the years shall be shortened,
And their seed shall be tardy on their lands and fields,
And all things on the earth shall alter,
And shall not appear in their time:
And the rain shall be kept back
And the heaven shall withhold (it).
3 And in those times the fruits of the earth shall be backward,
And shall not grow in their time,
And the fruits of the trees shall be withheld in their time.
4 And the moon shall alter her order,
And not appear in her time.
5 [And in those days the sun shall be sun and he shall journey in the evening on the extremity of the great chariot in the west]
And shall shine more brightly than accords with the order of light.
6 And many chiefs of the stars shall transgress the order (prescribed).
And these shall alter their orbits and tasks,
And not appear at the seasons prescribed to them.
7 And the whole order of the stars shall be concealed from the sinners,
And the thoughts of those on earth shall err concerning them,
[And they shall be altered from all their ways],
Yea, they shall err and take them to be gods.
8 And evil shall be multiplied unto them,
And punishment shall come upon them So as to destroy all’.

You can go read this for yourself: The Apocrypha, Book of Enoch online

Perhaps the Mennonites have a point here. Maybe we should all get off the internet. Just stop using it, stop keeping it in our houses, cars, and on our bodies. Crush your FitBit with a hammer, your Alexa too! Refuse to use apps and smart devices: DO NOT CONSENT. They track us with all of this.
Just the other day I was going into the GIANT (notice the naming of businesses, yet they continue to try to hide the fact that giants existed) grocery store, and saw this sign by the door: “TECH TALK – Learn to use your Giant grocery shopping app” session. Registers are all becoming automated, replacing cashiers, at all food store chains (chains AKA bondage, get it?) they want us to order digitaly for delivery or pickup. Will they have self-driving cars? (Do you have one? Every car made after 2006 has OnStar, which can be remotely controlled to drive, thus in the wrong control – AI – is a serious threat). GIANT already has a huge robot in the store ostensibly for spills, but it sure looks like it could kill someone, or in numbers, barricade exits and entrances. Certainly it surveillances, uplinking to SkyNet.
The Internet Of Things, once 5G is fully implemented, becomes the Internet Of Everything. ONE RING TO RULE THEM ALL. I have come to the conclusion that it may be the beast. I don’t KNOW know; this isn’t prophesying. But I wonder if it is, because of Operations Space Fence and Solar Warden, and the millimeter wave controlled neural lace everyone has now (do the Red Wine Test! We ALL have Morgellons!). And the programming and mass mind control surveillance. #Transhumanism. A POST human world.

I did make a point while talking with the deacon’s wife sunday about how, if two glasses of water were placed in front of them, and one was pure, clean water, while the other had arsenic or even just mud in it, which would they drink, knowing that faith protects them? That point was taken. However, there does exist a problem in their thinking, and I recognize it as cognitive dissonance and the programming: they think 9-11 really happened and was a terrorist event. That the medically industry can largely be trusted. That “some years are rainier, some drier.” Climate control and geoengineering? I broached that twice, and the reaction was the same stereotypical one we get as truthers trying to talk to sheeple. So even though their own short version handbook of regulations refers to television and radio as “a sewer pipeline of filth into the home”, which I concur with completely (I basically stopped the daily watching of television at age 14 in 1974, and I stopped listening to radio within the last two years) they are still receiving worldly news via the elite-controlled avenues of controlled information. They are not aware of what is really going on. If they were, I think they would perhaps be even more invested in their daily spiritually commission of soul-winning by being less isolated from the world in order to have an effect on those who need the love they so obviously have and wish to give (they are incredibly kind, ethical and deeply caring people), and less concerned with having large families, farms and businesses. Still, they’re right: ultimately it’s in the ultimate controller’s – the Creator’s omniscient, omnipresent hand of omnipotent plan. They let go to that in complete surrender and trust.
Does that make them ostriches?

Perhaps the highest level within their church know these things, and tell the descending heirarchy of members just what they ‘need to know’. I am curious, and have been told I will one day meet their bishop. I’d like to speak with him, but am unsure of what his reception would be, based on that of the deacon thus far. As I told his wife yesterday, I can’t unlearn what I know. (But I CAN unplug.)

And are the Mennonites 501c3 exempt? I wonder. Have not yet checked, but as I know that they pay taxes, I think they are. Because I was thinking about how the Children of God, the Koresh compound, and other groups NOT approved/stamped okay to operate with the government seal of tax-paying, leave-them-alone-in-their differentness approval are labelled CULTS, and either morphed into political agenda Ponzi, money-laundering, human-trafficking schemes or bombed or mass poisoned for bioetheric soul harvesting, or in the case of Syria now, human organ harvesting and trafficking, and the “Black Walnut Sauce” and #adrenochrome and natural flavor and stem cell/fetal product from Planned Parenthood human sacrifice for profit cannibal industry. She proffered to me that she and her family do refuse vaccines with human fetal cells, but that some other members do not. Here I salute the Amish for being anti-vax.
And it is a fact that the cults are “cultivated” by the MI6 and CIA for social disintegration.

I am in deep consideration and prayer about the unplugging from this world we should be doing, my friends. This is not easy. Being shunned by my family so embedded in the world, and having guilt for all my own glaring sins and failings, which although some were in response to traumas done to me, and some generational, still, I did wrong things, even as I so completely loved – LOVE NOW – my two children (and my first husband, their father) and dear three grandchildren, my three biological brothers, my friends, my animals. I see clearly how generational sin affects families. The trauma harvesting creating the soul trap is the most sinister thing that it is unimaginable. (Should you like to see the depths of depravity with our own government and others, read this article.)

We are all fallen from grace. This is why it is necessary, literally, to forgive the ones who hurt us the most. Forgive EVERYONE. The sin in us was put there. We are here to find our way home to God, who, being ALL LOVE and ALL LIGHT, can have no darkness in him.

This unplugging. Everything hurts. Doesn’t He say it will be this way? It’s written thus in the Kolbrin, too. That man is here to “tutor in finding his way back to the One Creator, having fallen” (this is pre-biblical as well as post), and a veil (the third dimension lock-down) is thus drawn between humans and the divine source. This mental plane, this experiental world of the five senses, is illusory. It IS an illusion. Believing it traps one within it, hence the energy harvesting of trauma and the soul trap, the running of the sensorial reward and gratification process called work and career. And as the intersection of digital and real life become joined, we become a part of the hive mind, separated from our selfhood which arose from the divine spark of The Creator. It looks to me like the internet cloud of everything is the beast, and we are consuming ourselves. Look at the fetal cells used in foods and medical products. Eat food with Synomex’s “Natural Flavor” anything, and you are committing cannibalism on a laboratory level. Not only are we spiritually extinguishing our souls through this web, but with food and drugs: their pharmakeia prescriptions thrown into the fire of our cells. Think about it.

Reclaiming one’s self from this world of illusion feels arduous, and I see that this is the reason for life’s tragedies, even demoniacally-contrived are not random: there is a plan. Trauma makes us hang onto loss, and images, and memories. We are reduced to dross to separate us what is precious within us from the resident impurities.
The Mennonites are on the right track with their separation. And in case you were wondering, they differ from the Amish in that they use electricity and cars, telephones, and some use computers for email and work, which is their own businesses, employing family and other Mennonites, usually, and the Amish don.t. Also, prior to courtship and marriage, the Amish youth have “Rumspringer”, a time in which they “sow their wild oats” before settling down, but the Mennonites believe that is wrong. So in terms of doctrine, it is the Mennonites who have the most honest and devoted walk of faith, despite using some modern conveniences. And it is BECAUSE they are, due to using these said conveniences that they are more involved on a daily basis in The Great Commission, and their youth do not taste forbidden fruits before choosing their seat at the table they make of their life. Much more admirable!

But detaching from the world we know, to continue and reiterate, is HARD. I think to myself in the quietude of my days “Am I unplugged from the matrix?” IS THIS IT? (Read my MATRIX posts by searching for the word in the searchbox above this article.) They are concerned for me doing this (writing and using this digital medium), although I have removed the ‘net from my home, because of “the snares of the world”. Five centuries of lifestyle stand between the Mennonites and I, at least. But they have me deep in thought, and I share my examination here with my readers because you all, like me, are souls that were lied to.

I wake up about dawn and see the red sky at morning, I see the horizon of iron oxide from Nibiru; I see the evening clouds of blood. It’s coming. Either one will ascend or one will not. To not descend is to go to the pit, forever. I guess this is my “fear of God” post! You SHOULD fear! But once you find the Light, the Word, the Truth, you need not.

And so the value of the work of Geddes, Tellez, and the many esoteric others is huge, but I now think it best for the fact that it provides a bridge between confused, albeit unintentional deception and knowing.
DON’T STAY ON THE BRIDGE THOUGH.
Use it to cross, like we will Nibiru, by grace through faith which is love in action, and separation from this world, of necessity.
YES, there is a supra-quantum physics to this! YES, God is the unbidden, unbridled wellspring and life force of Creation itself: UNKNOWABLE.

UNKNOWABLE is a KEYWORD. In these last days, keys are dripping all around us.

Myself, I’ll continue to share with you my thoughts in this journey. I am unsure of the path in terms of all its steps, turns, inclines and obstacles, but path I am on, and I know the destination I choose. Do I need to know how to make a map to read and follow one? Can I truly fly like a bird and chart meridian points and leylines, and all coming events? CAN I BE ALL THINGS?

Is that not the Creator’s job?

I am not Icarus. Remember what happened to him.

“Man is spirit; man is soul. There is no need to engage in long-winded, empty discussions about far away things lying beyond the reach and understanding of men. To know the reality of the spirit and to establish the reality of existence of the soul, man has only to delve within his nature, to seek within himself. The spiritual part of man is not a mysterious something outside his being, or a thing difficult to understand. To discover it requires no more than the effort of seeking.” – The Kolbrin, Gleanings 15:26

“He who can bear the responsibilities of life and the obligations of love, that man is Mine. I am the God of Inspiration, I am the God of Love. – 15:24

P.S. The elderly mother of the deacon’s wife, upon learning that I wished I had a copy of the hymnal (I love to sing, and began in choir at age four) gave me her deceased husband’s copy yesterday at church. She quietly and without any other information handed me a plastic grocery bag with the book inside, and I thanked her. It wasn’t until this morning that I opened it, and saw that it had been her husband’s own copy: his name was written on the frontispiece. That made me cry: I had opened it to read the words of the hymn “Just As I am”, after reading about love and its selflessness. This woman spent over sixty years with one man, in a shared life of devotion to truth free of the bondage to this world. And she gave me his copy, although the church had many old ones handy to provide. That is love. And they will never know I literally put my last dollar in the offering plate yesterday. It IS the thought that counts. We are so not worthy! Yet through love, we are. Oh, the mystery they hid!

Just as I am, Thy love unknown
Hath broken every barrier down
Now to be Thine, yea Thine alone
O Lamb of God, I come, I come!

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