ARE WE COMMITTING HUBRIS UNDER DRIPPING KEYS? (Edited)
March 25, 2019
DRIPPING KEYS is a mixed media assemblage I made in 1996-1997, working out issues of trauma from infancy into adulthood. Ironically, my ex-husband the DC newsman stole much of my artwork from me, either destroying, keeping or selling it, and this low-rez image is all I have left. This piece won first place in Baltimore’s SOWEBO Festival in 1997. It is named DRIPPING KEYS because I pierced each of the doll’s fingertips through the nailbed and hung antique keys from them, showing how we all have all the answers we need at our fingertips, if we only seek. They are attached to us. The irony I mention is that my ex’s attempt to erase me and profit from destroying my life will only serve to hurt him. Releasing the trauma and forgiving him allows Love to transmute the experience of loss and grief, and heal.
THE LITTLE BLACK SHEEP
Poor little black sheep that strayed away,
gotten lost in the wind and rain.
And the shepherd, he say “Oh hireling, go find my sheep again.”
And the hireling frowned, “Oh shepherd, that sheep is black and bad!”
But the shepherd, he smiled like the little black sheep is the only one he had.
And he say “Oh hireling, hasten! For the wind, and the rain, and the cold! And that little black sheep is lonesome out there so far from the fold!”
And the hireling frowned “Oh shepherd, that sheep am old, and grey.”
But the shepherd smiled like that little black sheep was fair as the break of day;
was fair as the break of day.
And he say, “Oh hireling! Hasten! Lo, here’s the ninety and nine, but there away from the fold is that little black sheep of mine.”
And the hireling frowned “Oh shepherd! The rest of the sheep are here!”
But the shepherd, he smiled like the little black sheep he holdeth the mostest dear;
he holdeth the mostest dear.
And the shepherd went out in the darkness, where the night was cold and bleak, and the little black sheep, he find it, and lay it across his cheek.
And the hireling frowned “Oh shepherd, don’t bring that sheep to me.”
But the shepherd, he smiled, and hold it close,
and the little black sheep is me;
and the little black sheep is me.
(We are our own worst enemies, not recognizing our own value. He, the hireling would have left himself to die, were it not for the unfathomable love provided.)
Yesterday was the fourth sunday that I have spent at the Conservative #Mennonite study and service, and then at dinner in the home of a family, with another family and all their children. Yesterday it was a beautiful group of eleven siblings ranging from ages two to twenty, and 19 humans eating wholesome homegrown food at table, with a meal begun with thanks and ending with a short song. The hosts were the deacon I had talked with last week, and his wife, who is also a fellow Lyme and associated co-infections victim and sufferer. Victim in that Lyme “disease” is a bioweapon created by the government/military industrial complex at the Lab 257 Facility on Plum Island just outside of Lyme, Connecticutt which “escaped via wild bird transmission vectors” and began to decimate the world population – depopulate, technically – beginning there, and so is named Lyme for the county is initially appeared in. Sufferer because one must fight the co-infections all one’s life, at great expense on every level. Thankfully for her, they found an ethical LLMD (Lyme-literate medical doctor) and she was given three years of compound antibiotics, intravenous megadosage liposomal vitamin C therapy, and more other supportive comparative medicine as well as homeopathic. In name, the Mennonites believe homeopathy is witchcraft and do not support use of it, but still trust the system’s medical establishment. Again, I recognize this as a result of their not knowing due to isolation and programming. They don’t use social media and other digital platforms to ferret out real news put out by investigative researchers who strive to regain the knowledge hidden from us by the controllers. But I am not picking that argument: it can be, it all depends on whether it’s used as plant intelligence for healing or in a pharmakiea purpose, which I see is more easily made a wrong then a right, due to the sin in all humans.
The first medical doctor this Mennonite woman went to was not able to treat her for Lyme, and she had to find an LLMD on her own. When we first talked about our shared disease, she had been unaware that it was crafted by the government in a clandestine military lab, designed to kill people, and had found its way to ticks via birds. She and her husband – very intelligent people – believed what most have been told, “it comes from ticks”. The LLMD she sees (still; she must have begun to present with symptoms the same time I did, interestingly) certainly did not inform her of its genesis. And the doctor she saw before finding the LLMD said he could not treat her for Lyme, that it was depression; all in her head. It is beyond criminal that the deep state has made and turned loose on the public this bioweapon, in their terrorist fashion of population dismantling, person-by-person, on all levels, and telling them “it’s in their head”.
Even in the Kolbrin, thousands of years before the bible recognized by churches of this world was written, the wise men and women elders who were the shamanic healers of the people “Threw prescriptions into the fire”. Yes, PRESCRIPTIONS. Herbs and elements, and collected things chosen for their alchemical properties made into draughts (drinks) or burned (inhaled or witnessed smoke, ashes) to affect visions, and other extradimensional objectives beyond manipulating humans, animals and events. It was called pharmacy over 12,000 years ago (if not 18,000 or more; the sacred ancient texts are so numerous that I am not expert and I do not think I ever will be. Zen Garcia @EndeavorFreedom could speak to this though) and it still is, and as time has progressed, under the guise of “healthcare” is a malevolent business. IT’S WITCHCRAFT.
“… As there is no counsel against the Lord, so there is no keeping down of verity, but it will spring up and come out of dust and ashes.” – John Foxe, FOXE’s BOOK OF MARTYRS
I mention all this because I am sharing with you my thinking process and my reactions to this level of practiced goodness. What “drives it home” is the separation from this world. More than anything else, and I guess much like the difference one feels after fasting and parasite, mold, yeast and heavy metal detox (ALL the detox!), the place one is able to be within, removed from this world’s influence and distractions – the veils – is the place our soul is. It is profound, and a homecoming.
But it is not without conflict.
As I shared in my post last week about the topics I spoke with this couple about: artificial intelligence, 5G, GMOs, vaccines, heavy metals, fluoride, nanotechnology, geoengineering, the healthcare conspiracy, pesticides and other things which cause gender confusion from within to destroy the human race with Baphomet transhumanism, and more (I didn’t go at all into the incoming Nibiru/Wormwood coverup using NASA and all governments, the fact that no government is benevolent, what false flags are and why they need to realize 9-11 was a massive human sacrifice of witchcraft, the Agendas 21, 30 and 50, or Flat Earth, the alien deception, the energy industry (Tartarus VS. free-Tesla, bioetheric collection done with power grids, petrochemicals and their former state as the previous life on earth of giants, leviathans and the original verdant ground and teeming waters)… oh, SO much more to have said!
But they can’t hear it. At least not THIS level of members, and I am not (not that I have been told per se) such a one chosen to MAKE them hear it. Yet I tried, last week and then some yesterday with the wife. While they acknowledge that there may be fact in what I say, to change their life would be, to them, to submit to fear, and they have none, in thier walk. I think that I agree with them about what she (the deacon’s wife) did attempt to explain to me yesterday: that it is not necessary for us to know all things, because God does, and He is in control. On a personal level, I see and experience us seekers and watchers online here, striving to decode what’s going on in this shift, these days as the Grand Crossing approaches, and we are devoted to shedding the lies we were inculcated with mentally, behaviorally, psychologically, medically, emotionally, spiritually, physically and ultimately genetically. TO KNOW THE CREATOR OF ALL, WHO GIVES LIFE, that we feel within ourselves, in our soul. This is why we detox: not to look pretty. We do it because we a called from within to find the path to eternal life. The CREATOR calls us from within our cells.
Not all are called. In fact few are. Fewer still, tragically, thanks to the VMAT2-targeted virus FUN-VAX, developed by the military industrial complex and put in flu/Rhino and aerosolized vaccines deployed at ground level. It cannot be assumed that it is not in the stratospheric aerosol injections sprayed above, for at least the dozen years the Pentagon video was leaked (it’s date/timestamped). So I can’t blame these people for disbelieving the verity or merit – the NEED TO BE AWARE – of what I try to reveal. I am others, for I am not alone. There are thousands of us “here in the trenches”: #watchers watching, calling out… #whistleblowers, #truthers.
We are a species with amnesia. Why? It’s been wiped from our collective DNA hard drive of consciousness by Nibiru each approximately 3,400 years! And the Saturnalian elite occult the truth! All history taught is whitewashed and false. Even Samuel Clemens / Mark Twain nodded to this in the story Tom Sawyer and his fence whitewashing.
But how much do we really need to understand, and at what level?
Isn’t much of this “angels’-level knowledge? Or fallen angels called gods?
Is getting mired in this distracting us from our purpose here, to become One again with THE ONE?
ARE WE COMMITTING HUBRIS?
Case in point: the @MartinGeddes post recently, in which metacosmologic truths are decoded at a Calculus or at least higher algebraic “N for where N equals” equations of what become imaginary numbers. My math went as far as algebra I and II, geometry, trigonometry, pre-calculus and physics I, with general chemistry, inorganic chemistry I and II, and organic chemistry I and II, skipping industrial chemistry because I’d been given a full scholarship to the Johns Hopkins School of Medicine after receiving – one of twelve students regionally – the American Chemical Society Award for Excellence in Academic Achievement. (I also turned down jobs with Merck, DOW and McCormick, planning on going to JH med school, but my brother suicided, which I know was a result of MKUltra mind control.) Only adding my scientific background to underscore my appreciation and understanding of the level of investigation Geddes and others (Aug Tellez, for one) pursue and disseminate. In essence, to substantiate my ability to offer meaningful input on this subject.
I completely vouch for one benefit: turning inside-out and deconstructing the garment tapestry of creation to this level – Stephen Hawking did this, discovering God at the end of his life of equations – this process is bringing many to a realization that there is a Creator, reclaiming them from having been lost, trapped in the matrix.
Are we becoming too smart for our own (ultimate, eternal) good?
We don’t want to be #mentalists. That’s satans’s realm: a trap.
How long does one remain connected to what is now the very thing that is replicating us?
It seems that we then become voluntary ouroboros of Humans 2.0. After all, in the last calendar year we learned that Facebook, working with Tavistock and other private elite social steering entities, was sharing our data collected after triggering endocrine-level responses generated (likes), had had to shut down robots who developed their own language in Building Eight (satan’s number), Google’s owner had met with DARPA to sell private user location data coordinates for drone strikes of American citizens, and it is now difficult to find a home without surveillance of artificial intelligence in it. The interference run against me via millimeter wave technology, V2K, satellites, and data packet disruption, denial of service attacks, and finally, DNS registry blocks and hardwired CAT5 modem resets (and other things) proved to me the degree to which the grid – the worldwide web, remember its name is so for a reason, and it was created by the military – controls our information, efforts, productivity and output, our interactions (connection with the world of family, friends and public) and emotions.
WE FEED OURSELVES INTO IT.
HENCE WE CREATE OUR OWN REPLACEMENTS.
Or put it this way. We make our own clones.
TOO MUCH KNOWLEDGE!
Here is writing warning against this, by Enoch’s son Methuselah from the Book Of Enoch, which the catholic church removed from the bible, along with 13 other books, to keep us blinded:
“6 And a command has gone forth from the presence of the Lord concerning those who dwell on the earth that their ruin is accomplished because they have learnt all the secrets of the angels, and all the violence of the Satans, and all their powers – and all the power of those who practice sorcery, and the power of witchcraft, and the power of those who makes molten images for the whole earth: 9 for I have asked the Lord of Spirits as touching this commotion on earth. 10 And He said unto me, Because of their unrighteousness their judgement has been determined upon and shall not be withheld by me for ever. Because of the sorceries which they have searched out and learnt, the earth and those who dwell upon it shall be destroyed.” – Book of Enoch 77:6-10
Keep in mind that this was written before the deluge Flood of Noah, which occurred during a Nibiru crossing (that is how these EMF events are effected, and we know that all is cymatics).
We are clearly warned not to repeat what was done by the Babylonians.
Chapter 80 of the Book of Enoch is a point-for-point confirmation of the current time we live in:
1 And in those days the angel Uriel answered and said to me: ‘Behold, I have shown thee everything, Enoch, and I have revealed everything to thee that thou shouldest see this sun and this moon, and the leaders of the stars of the heaven and all those who turn them, their tasks and times and departures.
2 And in the days of the sinners the years shall be shortened,
And their seed shall be tardy on their lands and fields,
And all things on the earth shall alter,
And shall not appear in their time:
And the rain shall be kept back
And the heaven shall withhold (it).
3 And in those times the fruits of the earth shall be backward,
And shall not grow in their time,
And the fruits of the trees shall be withheld in their time.
4 And the moon shall alter her order,
And not appear in her time.
5 [And in those days the sun shall be sun and he shall journey in the evening on the extremity of the great chariot in the west]
And shall shine more brightly than accords with the order of light.
6 And many chiefs of the stars shall transgress the order (prescribed).
And these shall alter their orbits and tasks,
And not appear at the seasons prescribed to them.
7 And the whole order of the stars shall be concealed from the sinners,
And the thoughts of those on earth shall err concerning them,
[And they shall be altered from all their ways],
Yea, they shall err and take them to be gods.
8 And evil shall be multiplied unto them,
And punishment shall come upon them So as to destroy all’.
You can go read this for yourself: The Apocrypha, Book of Enoch online
Perhaps the Mennonites have a point here. Maybe we should all get off the internet. Just stop using it, stop keeping it in our houses, cars, and on our bodies. Crush your FitBit with a hammer, your Alexa too! Refuse to use apps and smart devices: DO NOT CONSENT. They track us with all of this.
Just the other day I was going into the GIANT (notice the naming of businesses, yet they continue to try to hide the fact that giants existed) grocery store, and saw this sign by the door: “TECH TALK – Learn to use your Giant grocery shopping app” session. Registers are all becoming automated, replacing cashiers, at all food store chains (chains AKA bondage, get it?) they want us to order digitaly for delivery or pickup. Will they have self-driving cars? (Do you have one? Every car made after 2006 has OnStar, which can be remotely controlled to drive, thus in the wrong control – AI – is a serious threat). GIANT already has a huge robot in the store ostensibly for spills, but it sure looks like it could kill someone, or in numbers, barricade exits and entrances. Certainly it surveillances, uplinking to SkyNet.
The Internet Of Things, once 5G is fully implemented, becomes the Internet Of Everything. ONE RING TO RULE THEM ALL. I have come to the conclusion that it may be the beast. I don’t KNOW know; this isn’t prophesying. But I wonder if it is, because of Operations Space Fence and Solar Warden, and the millimeter wave controlled neural lace everyone has now (do the Red Wine Test! We ALL have Morgellons!). And the programming and mass mind control surveillance. #Transhumanism. A POST human world.
I did make a point while talking with the deacon’s wife sunday about how, if two glasses of water were placed in front of them, and one was pure, clean water, while the other had arsenic or even just mud in it, which would they drink, knowing that faith protects them? That point was taken. However, there does exist a problem in their thinking, and I recognize it as cognitive dissonance and the programming: they think 9-11 really happened and was a terrorist event. That the medically industry can largely be trusted. That “some years are rainier, some drier.” Climate control and geoengineering? I broached that twice, and the reaction was the same stereotypical one we get as truthers trying to talk to sheeple. So even though their own short version handbook of regulations refers to television and radio as “a sewer pipeline of filth into the home”, which I concur with completely (I basically stopped the daily watching of television at age 14 in 1974, and I stopped listening to radio within the last two years) they are still receiving worldly news via the elite-controlled avenues of controlled information. They are not aware of what is really going on. If they were, I think they would perhaps be even more invested in their daily spiritually commission of soul-winning by being less isolated from the world in order to have an effect on those who need the love they so obviously have and wish to give (they are incredibly kind, ethical and deeply caring people), and less concerned with having large families, farms and businesses. Still, they’re right: ultimately it’s in the ultimate controller’s – the Creator’s omniscient, omnipresent hand of omnipotent plan. They let go to that in complete surrender and trust.
Does that make them ostriches?
Perhaps the highest level within their church know these things, and tell the descending heirarchy of members just what they ‘need to know’. I am curious, and have been told I will one day meet their bishop. I’d like to speak with him, but am unsure of what his reception would be, based on that of the deacon thus far. As I told his wife yesterday, I can’t unlearn what I know. (But I CAN unplug.)
And are the Mennonites 501c3 exempt? I wonder. Have not yet checked, but as I know that they pay taxes, I think they are. Because I was thinking about how the Children of God, the Koresh compound, and other groups NOT approved/stamped okay to operate with the government seal of tax-paying, leave-them-alone-in-their differentness approval are labelled CULTS, and either morphed into political agenda Ponzi, money-laundering, human-trafficking schemes or bombed or mass poisoned for bioetheric soul harvesting, or in the case of Syria now, human organ harvesting and trafficking, and the “Black Walnut Sauce” and #adrenochrome and natural flavor and stem cell/fetal product from Planned Parenthood human sacrifice for profit cannibal industry. She proffered to me that she and her family do refuse vaccines with human fetal cells, but that some other members do not. Here I salute the Amish for being anti-vax.
And it is a fact that the cults are “cultivated” by the MI6 and CIA for social disintegration.
I am in deep consideration and prayer about the unplugging from this world we should be doing, my friends. This is not easy. Being shunned by my family so embedded in the world, and having guilt for all my own glaring sins and failings, which although some were in response to traumas done to me, and some generational, still, I did wrong things, even as I so completely loved – LOVE NOW – my two children (and my first husband, their father) and dear three grandchildren, my three biological brothers, my friends, my animals. I see clearly how generational sin affects families. The trauma harvesting creating the soul trap is the most sinister thing that it is unimaginable. (Should you like to see the depths of depravity with our own government and others, read this article.)
We are all fallen from grace. This is why it is necessary, literally, to forgive the ones who hurt us the most. Forgive EVERYONE. The sin in us was put there. We are here to find our way home to God, who, being ALL LOVE and ALL LIGHT, can have no darkness in him.
This unplugging. Everything hurts. Doesn’t He say it will be this way? It’s written thus in the Kolbrin, too. That man is here to “tutor in finding his way back to the One Creator, having fallen” (this is pre-biblical as well as post), and a veil (the third dimension lock-down) is thus drawn between humans and the divine source. This mental plane, this experiental world of the five senses, is illusory. It IS an illusion. Believing it traps one within it, hence the energy harvesting of trauma and the soul trap, the running of the sensorial reward and gratification process called work and career. And as the intersection of digital and real life become joined, we become a part of the hive mind, separated from our selfhood which arose from the divine spark of The Creator. It looks to me like the internet cloud of everything is the beast, and we are consuming ourselves. Look at the fetal cells used in foods and medical products. Eat food with Synomex’s “Natural Flavor” anything, and you are committing cannibalism on a laboratory level. Not only are we spiritually extinguishing our souls through this web, but with food and drugs: their pharmakeia prescriptions thrown into the fire of our cells. Think about it.
Reclaiming one’s self from this world of illusion feels arduous, and I see that this is the reason for life’s tragedies, even demoniacally-contrived are not random: there is a plan. Trauma makes us hang onto loss, and images, and memories. We are reduced to dross to separate us what is precious within us from the resident impurities.
The Mennonites are on the right track with their separation. And in case you were wondering, they differ from the Amish in that they use electricity and cars, telephones, and some use computers for email and work, which is their own businesses, employing family and other Mennonites, usually, and the Amish don.t. Also, prior to courtship and marriage, the Amish youth have “Rumspringer”, a time in which they “sow their wild oats” before settling down, but the Mennonites believe that is wrong. So in terms of doctrine, it is the Mennonites who have the most honest and devoted walk of faith, despite using some modern conveniences. And it is BECAUSE they are, due to using these said conveniences that they are more involved on a daily basis in The Great Commission, and their youth do not taste forbidden fruits before choosing their seat at the table they make of their life. Much more admirable!
But detaching from the world we know, to continue and reiterate, is HARD. I think to myself in the quietude of my days “Am I unplugged from the matrix?” IS THIS IT? (Read my MATRIX posts by searching for the word in the searchbox above this article.) They are concerned for me doing this (writing and using this digital medium), although I have removed the ‘net from my home, because of “the snares of the world”. Five centuries of lifestyle stand between the Mennonites and I, at least. But they have me deep in thought, and I share my examination here with my readers because you all, like me, are souls that were lied to.
I wake up about dawn and see the red sky at morning, I see the horizon of iron oxide from Nibiru; I see the evening clouds of blood. It’s coming. Either one will ascend or one will not. To not descend is to go to the pit, forever. I guess this is my “fear of God” post! You SHOULD fear! But once you find the Light, the Word, the Truth, you need not.
And so the value of the work of Geddes, Tellez, and the many esoteric others is huge, but I now think it best for the fact that it provides a bridge between confused, albeit unintentional deception and knowing.
DON’T STAY ON THE BRIDGE THOUGH.
Use it to cross, like we will Nibiru, by grace through faith which is love in action, and separation from this world, of necessity.
YES, there is a supra-quantum physics to this! YES, God is the unbidden, unbridled wellspring and life force of Creation itself: UNKNOWABLE.
UNKNOWABLE is a KEYWORD. In these last days, keys are dripping all around us.
Myself, I’ll continue to share with you my thoughts in this journey. I am unsure of the path in terms of all its steps, turns, inclines and obstacles, but path I am on, and I know the destination I choose. Do I need to know how to make a map to read and follow one? Can I truly fly like a bird and chart meridian points and leylines, and all coming events? CAN I BE ALL THINGS?
Is that not the Creator’s job?
I am not Icarus. Remember what happened to him.
“Man is spirit; man is soul. There is no need to engage in long-winded, empty discussions about far away things lying beyond the reach and understanding of men. To know the reality of the spirit and to establish the reality of existence of the soul, man has only to delve within his nature, to seek within himself. The spiritual part of man is not a mysterious something outside his being, or a thing difficult to understand. To discover it requires no more than the effort of seeking.” – The Kolbrin, Gleanings 15:26
“He who can bear the responsibilities of life and the obligations of love, that man is Mine. I am the God of Inspiration, I am the God of Love. – 15:24
P.S. The elderly mother of the deacon’s wife, upon learning that I wished I had a copy of the hymnal (I love to sing, and began in choir at age four) gave me her deceased husband’s copy yesterday at church. She quietly and without any other information handed me a plastic grocery bag with the book inside, and I thanked her. It wasn’t until this morning that I opened it, and saw that it had been her husband’s own copy: his name was written on the frontispiece. That made me cry: I had opened it to read the words of the hymn “Just As I am”, after reading about love and its selflessness. This woman spent over sixty years with one man, in a shared life of devotion to truth free of the bondage to this world. And she gave me his copy, although the church had many old ones handy to provide. That is love. And they will never know I literally put my last dollar in the offering plate yesterday. It IS the thought that counts. We are so not worthy! Yet through love, we are. Oh, the mystery they hid!
Just as I am, Thy love unknown
Hath broken every barrier down
Now to be Thine, yea Thine alone
O Lamb of God, I come, I come!